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Yoga = permanent psychedelic state (my experience)

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I've been practicing yoga for quite some time now with aditional meditation techniques and kriyas. And I can say, from my personal experience, it's like im on LSD 24/7, not the high doses ofcourse. The mind is quieter, my field of view sort of expanded, eye sight is much improved, the vividnes of colors are turned to FULL HD. Reality is like looking at a samsung phone which had way more vibrant colors. The insights, the ability to be aware constantly is just the same as I remember taking LSD/Mushrooms. The ability to ACTUALY LOVE everyone is present. Everyone is beautiful and complete in their way. I love little the kids (no p3do haha), the teens, the mature and the old people. The joy of helping others without any return is out of this world. It's like a purpose on it's own. Seeing the shit I have to go through and actualy not being afraid to go there. Seeing/being aware that the mind is very illusory if I start to think (this shit fking is scary and I still need some time to research this and actually be aware of how it's happening and what to do with it, tips would be greatly appreciated). Understanding how much programing/limiting beliefs/thinking I have and how much I still got to burn off. Actually being aware of the negative things that I indulged myself in, smoking/porn/stupid short content videos etc. That shit flew out the window. Being aware of how my diet affects my own consciousness/awareness. Also my charisma improved +1000%, maybe its because now im so Loving. My personal happiness is out of this world - Im just happy without any reason.

So im kinda on the point/level where slowly everything started to get fixed. Ofcourse it will take a long ass time, and it's realy hard, but im finally getting somewhere.

It feels like my ego became a spreader of Joy, Love and compasion and it does comply with it. Sort of like the ego kinda started cooperating.

I don't even know how deep this psychedelic state is going to be if I will keep a daily practice. Some days Im not quite ready for it LOL.

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@inFlow Don't let anyone dismay you or take away from Your experience, Experience is all You have, its not a dream or imaginary state, its as real for You as it is going to get, so keep up the practice, don't think about it too much, don't cling to it too much, Ego and Karma (residual effect of all action performed in past, body/mind/emotion/energy actions) is still in play, just keep on doing what Your doing, forget God, Non duality and such, enjoy the process.

You know Your closer to Truth/Reality when You feel like You are feeling as a normal experience, keep it up!!


Karma Means "Life is my Making", I am 100% responsible for my Inner Experience. -Sadhguru..."I don''t want Your Dreams to come True, I want something to come true for You beyond anything You could dream of!!" - Sadhguru

 

 

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@Ishanga If something mystical comes it's only because of God's grace, not me.

Thank you for the encouragement! 🙏🙏🙏


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@inFlow do you also have this kundalini energy rushing through your body,this sweet pleasurable tingeling you normally get from lsd?

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@OBEler No, I've never experienced anything what you described. But occasionally I feel contractions in my muladhara chakra, they are sort of like knocks on the door or micro vibrations, sometimes I tear up after I feel it, sometimes it's just a sensation and nothing happens.


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10 hours ago, inFlow said:

I've been practicing yoga for quite some time now with aditional meditation techniques and kriyas. And I can say, from my personal experience, it's like im on LSD 24/7, not the high doses ofcourse. The mind is quieter, my field of view sort of expanded, eye sight is much improved, the vividnes of colors are turned to FULL HD. Reality is like looking at a samsung phone which had way more vibrant colors. The insights, the ability to be aware constantly is just the same as I remember taking LSD/Mushrooms. The ability to ACTUALY LOVE everyone is present. Everyone is beautiful and complete in their way. I love little the kids (no p3do haha), the teens, the mature and the old people. The joy of helping others without any return is out of this world. It's like a purpose on it's own. Seeing the shit I have to go through and actualy not being afraid to go there. Seeing/being aware that the mind is very illusory if I start to think (this shit fking is scary and I still need some time to research this and actually be aware of how it's happening and what to do with it, tips would be greatly appreciated). Understanding how much programing/limiting beliefs/thinking I have and how much I still got to burn off. Actually being aware of the negative things that I indulged myself in, smoking/porn/stupid short content videos etc. That shit flew out the window. Being aware of how my diet affects my own consciousness/awareness. Also my charisma improved +1000%, maybe its because now im so Loving. My personal happiness is out of this world - Im just happy without any reason.

So im kinda on the point/level where slowly everything started to get fixed. Ofcourse it will take a long ass time, and it's realy hard, but im finally getting somewhere.

It feels like my ego became a spreader of Joy, Love and compasion and it does comply with it. Sort of like the ego kinda started cooperating.

I don't even know how deep this psychedelic state is going to be if I will keep a daily practice. Some days Im not quite ready for it LOL.

Happy for you thanks for sharing!


You are a selfless LACK OF APPEARANCE, that CONSTRUCTS AN APPEARANCE. But that appearance can disappear and reappear and we call that change, we call it time, we call it space, we call it distance, we call distinctness, we call it other. But notice...this appearance, is a SELF. A SELF IS A CONSTRUCTION!!! 

So if you want to know the TRUTH OF THE CONSTRUCTION. Just deconstruct the construction!!!! No point in playing these mind games!!! No point in creating needless complexity!!! The truth of what you are is a BLANK!!!! A selfless awareness....then that means there is NO OTHER, and everything you have ever perceived was JUST AN APPEARANCE, A MIRAGE, AN ILLUSION, IMAGINARY. 

Everything that appears....appears out of a lack of appearance/void/no-thing, non-sense (can't be sensed because there is nothing to sense). That is what you are, and what arises...is made of that. So nonexistence, arises/creates existence. And thus everything is solved.

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Awesome, so it is like 24/7 being on LSD or mushrooms
What sort of yoga do you do?

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@Ayham Mai Ram Yoga. It's exclusive to my guru. We perform "Vinyasa asanas" which means linking movement with breath. You breathe in and breathe out in certain times and also hold bandhas. And I'am still on the BASIC level of the practice. There is an Advanced. Advanced II and Masters. The advanced ones change in asanas and it's more breathing and deepening the relaxation in the asana. Which is nuts, I've tried one class and it's too powerful for me now. My guru said that the first two years are Transformational. And my God does it transform quick.

6 hours ago, Ayham said:

Awesome, so it is like 24/7 being on LSD or mushrooms

Feels and looks like it too. Just yesterday I looked at a cat sitting in the shade and it was so psychedelic, the aliveness, the mysteriousness was there. No wonder these yogis know their shit LOL. It's also quite scary when you start to experience it, because your life just changes immediately. It's not like your life changes for 12 hours during a LSD trip and then you come back, no no, it's real and this Truth doesn't go away so it requires quite a surrender.


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*An update on my status*

So in the past few weeks I've still been in this permanent psychedelic state and now I'm somewhat convinced that yoga helps to stimulate something in the brain which creates psychedelics. Im saying this because I've never experienced such deep understanding even while on psychedelics. But it comes and goes, you sort of get sucked in these samadhi moments at random times throughout the day.

I had this moment where I understood that everything is an illusion created by God. Even the understanding itself was an illusion, sort of a strange loop moment. This hit so deep to the point where I wasn't even functioning in life properly. To see such Truth while being sober hits different.

And now what? I've seen Truth for what it is, this was sort of my Ego's goal this whole time, to see/experience/know Truth. What should I do now, I asked God. And today I had this insight where I was working and it just hit me - CHOP WOOD, CARRY WATER. Yes everything is an illusion, but in the mean time EVERYTHING it's REAL as it could be. This illusion is interacting with itself in infinite ways and Im in the middle of everything.

It's amazing what yoga can do to you. No wonder these yogi's know their stuff.


Mahadev

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21 minutes ago, inFlow said:

*An update on my status*

So in the past few weeks I've still been in this permanent psychedelic state and now I'm somewhat convinced that yoga helps to stimulate something in the brain which creates psychedelics. Im saying this because I've never experienced such deep understanding even while on psychedelics. But it comes and goes, you sort of get sucked in these samadhi moments at random times throughout the day.

I had this moment where I understood that everything is an illusion created by God. Even the understanding itself was an illusion, sort of a strange loop moment. This hit so deep to the point where I wasn't even functioning in life properly. To see such Truth while being sober hits different.

And now what? I've seen Truth for what it is, this was sort of my Ego's goal this whole time, to see/experience/know Truth. What should I do now, I asked God. And today I had this insight where I was working and it just hit me - CHOP WOOD, CARRY WATER. Yes everything is an illusion, but in the mean time EVERYTHING it's REAL as it could be. This illusion is interacting with itself in infinite ways and Im in the middle of everything.

It's amazing what yoga can do to you. No wonder these yogi's know their stuff.

What is god? Yoga is amazing. Keep going. I am meditating darkness and silence, fasting, no smoking and eating etc... it is amazing, I am in pure love. 


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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On 4/29/2024 at 10:10 AM, inFlow said:

Mai Ram Yoga. It's exclusive to my guru. We perform "Vinyasa asanas" which means linking movement with breath. You breathe in and breathe out in certain times and also hold bandhas. And I'am still on the BASIC level of the practice. There is an Advanced. Advanced II and Masters. The advanced ones change in asanas and it's more breathing and deepening the relaxation in the asana. Which is nuts, I've tried one class and it's too powerful for me now. My guru said that the first two years are Transformational. And my God does it transform quick.

This seems awesome! Are there online instructions in English?

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@Recursoinominado there are videos on patreon, but only in my native language.

@James123 God just is. Everywhere and in everything. In your thoughts, in your breath, in your hearing and even in your pocket. The infinite dream, infinite imagination, infinite creation so complex but yet so easy and smooth you can only miss seeing.


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