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What about jailbreaking the mind and alien consciousness? You have mentioned them in your blog posts that those are the goals. Are they simply a part of awakening, or are they something different? How do you define?

Yes, I was saying the majority of people who use the argument are full of shit, and without knowing you, I have to default you into that bucket as well. Nothing personal, it's just in my experience as a man, who has deconstructed countless ego games, I'm calling it bullshit, but maybe you are that .01%, which I left room for. I am consciously projecting my own value system onto all this, and I'm aware I could just be dealing with an alien value system not driven by ego. If that's truly the case, I'm sorry if I've offended you. If it's any consolation, since you're an Actualized.org VIP, I put your odds at 1-100 instead of 1-10000. Lol You and every other man. If you spread a 5 open on a bed and right next to her a 10 and say "which do you prefer?", 99% will choose the 10. Congrats on being special. We're all "lovers of beauty" in this regard. Status and ego mostly disappear here while the animal takes over. Status and ego come into play when you start with this pretentious, elitist game of acting like your appreciation for beauty is so profound and special that it compels you to seek out only 9s and 10s. This only makes sense if you yourself are 8-10 or have a very oddball value system. Yes, I have a dick myself. I remember asking my mom why my pee pee got hard when I saw a man kiss a woman in her bra on Cinemax when I was 4. I used to fantasize about saving my pretty kindergarten teacher from falling off a rooftop and then she lets me play with her tits. I also remember approaching pretty girls in 4k to ask them if they liked me better than some other dude. So of course I know about being attracted to females before status comes into play. Again, the natural impulse is fine. It's the pretentious ego game of "Only the Finest" that I'm mocking. Here's the ego game I intuit is in play: Again, if that's not you, I apologize. But keep in mind, the ego is sneaky and very deceptive. How can you be sure it's not playing this game with you? It sure plays it with many others.

The map is not the territory 😉 Imagine you are alien: a human being is not a human being. A city is not a city. The cartography engineer and the map are one.

This is a fantasy. The subject is not an autonomous core that exists prior to language or society. The subject is the effect of the signifier: it emerges only through its position within the symbolic order - the system of language, norms, and shared meaning. To be a subject is to be constituted by this field, not to stand outside it. The idea of reprogramming one’s mind from scratch to become an autotelic “avatar” is itself formulated within the symbolic order. The fantasy of total independence - of a consciousness operating on a paradigm entirely alien to all human conditioning - is structured by the very language and social categories it seeks to transcend. Even the notion of a pure observer or sovereign witness is an imaginary identification: a construction that attempts to cover over the inherent division and lack at the core of subjectivity. One can concede that there may be something akin to a “transcendental subject” - a dimension of awareness radically beyond language, social determination, and all familiar coordinates of the self. But even if such a dimension exists, it is not an “avatar” that can be appropriated or integrated into an autonomous identity. It is fundamentally ecstatic and liquidating: it dissolves the ordinary sense of ownership and coherence. There is no bridge by which this non-conceptual field can be installed as one’s internal world or used as the foundation for an autotelic self. Precisely because it is radically beyond the symbolic order, it cannot be stably claimed, narrated, or lived as a personal asset. If the symbolic order were somehow dissolved completely, what would remain would not be a purified or self-originating “I.” What would appear instead is the Real: a dimension that cannot be symbolized or integrated into any coherent sense of self. This is not a higher form of subjectivity but the dissolution of subjectivity itself. To return from that place and claim the position of an autotelic consciousness would simply be to re-enter the symbolic field in a different configuration. Even in traditions that describe radical non-conceptual awareness - such as Advaita Vedanta or the writings of mystics like Meister Eckhart and Ramana Maharshi - the moment such experiences are named, taught, or transmitted as realizations, they are thrust back into the symbolic order. They become signifiers within the social field, reinscribing the speaker in the shared horizon of language. The fantasy that there is a stable witness entirely outside signification is another attempt to mask the structural division and lack that define the subject. One can create new concepts, new practices, and novel configurations of desire that feel radically singular. This is what Deleuze calls lines of flight. But such creations remain entangled in the symbolic and social domain; they do not constitute an exit from it. The subject does not pre-exist the field of signifiers but is produced by it. Without the symbolic order, there is no coherent witness left - no avatar - only impersonal experience that cannot be appropriated or claimed as one’s own. If anything, „authentic“ spirituality - if it deserves the name - is precisely beyond the need to be special, beyond the fantasy of a unique and unassailable position. It is the recognition that what is most real is also what cannot be possessed.

Recently, I was doing a contemplation exercise where I was trying to THINK beyond the social domain (humans, social conditioning, external reality). I became aware that to live an autotelic life, you will need to reprogram your entire mind from scratch. Your mind will need to work as an outsider, alien or mind engineer. Every action that will be taken, every thought, emotion or movement coming from your "Avatar" will have a unique, original and autotelic intention. Imagine that: your internal world will be extremely alien to 99.9% of humans. You operate on a different scale, paradigm or foundation. Imagine that your life purpose is extremely alien: you do not operate as 99.9% of humans on earth. Your motivation is something that no human that has ever lived on earth thought was possible. Do you know anyone living as that? How rare is to transcend the whole social domain?

My mind isnt quite sorted, which eats away from my productivity. I am researching ergotheraphy but when remote viewing, how unlikely it may be, could be an option to earn money with, there is no way I am going for ergotheraphy. Same with acting. Although I dont know if acting is good for me, in a sense I am healing quite now being away from acting. As long as you do acting there is always a part of you ready to bullshit. When you are out of that zone and people relate to you in a certain way, you know they are more authentic. But quite honestly acting produced some of my happiest times. But when you act you always act in the human domain, even when acting as an alien, as the alien is not really an alien but humans imagination of an alien. But I know that for sure, remote viewing is high on the mood list. So I make it a high priority: Researching remote viewing > researching acting? > researching ergotheraphy > researching what can be done with my study progress so far

Alien Insect (Andrew Gallimore) Talks on psychedelics, DMT, reality engineering, aliens, neuroscience.

@Leo GuraI remember a couple of years back you said you were gonna transform your face into an Alien God 🤯 Any updates on that?

That’s tuff 😤. By the way, the second video you sent doesn’t seem to load on my end. I think metal is the perfect genre to explore rhythm in, because it’s so technical and all the parts are so locked into each other, yet it’s still human and primal (unlike IDM or other rhythm-heavy genres). And I guess rhythm is the most primal musical element. Actually, I think a good distinction between the two different forms of heaviness we’ve been discussing - the alchemical within-genre heaviness versus the alien post-genre heaviness - could be framed through Kant’s ideas of the mathematical sublime and the dynamic sublime. Kant describes the mathematical sublime as “that which is absolutely great beyond all comparison,” and the dynamic sublime as “that which is an object of fear.” In music, maybe the mathematical sublime is this sense of totality - everything fused together into something immeasurably vast and precise, almost like contemplating the scale of the cosmos. And the dynamic sublime feels more like an encounter with something you can’t fully locate or domesticate - something uncanny and alien. So maybe the alchemical heaviness is mathematical, and the alien heaviness is dynamic in this more ambiguous, disorienting sense.

Yes, the "living in one's head" is an archetypally Masculine thing. This reads as nerdy. Yet culturally, the way we think about the Masculine (and what's attractive in men) is a guy who's really in tune with the physical world and in the moment... which means the guy is more Feminine integrated. I like to think of polarized Masculinity like a "brain in a jar"... and the polarized Feminine like a "blob on the ground". So, the most unintegrated man (or woman) who polarizes the most into the Masculine is a guy who operates robotically and like an algorithm. And the most unintegrated woman (or man) who polarizes the most into the Feminine is like an inert couch potato with a hoarded up house. And one can repress both.... and end up as a hyper nerdy robotic inert couch potato with a hoarded up house. That's why we really need integration of both. And the issue that I see with nerdy guys, is that they believe they're not polarized into the Masculine enough... so they keep trying to polarize themselves further and further into the Masculine (both archetypal and cultural). But all they need to do is drop resistance to the archetypal Feminine and a lot of those issues with socializing, connection, lack of bodily attunement, coming across as alien, and lack of presence will drop away. It will also give them an internal relationship to the Feminine, such that their desperation towards women drops... as they no longer feel a lack or a void where their own Feminine side once once.

Will we ever get a course or video or blog post? I would Love to dive as deep as possible. @Leo Gura

Do you want to understand different kinds of minds? (Human, AI, Aliens, Mechanical, Animals) I really recommend Philip Ball, Andrew Gallimore and Joscha Bach. Book: The Book of Minds. Books: Alien Information Theory: Psychedelic Drug Technologies and the Cosmic Game and Reality Switch Technologies: Psychedelics as Tools for the Discovery and Exploration of New Worlds.

I think in this sense, if we’re talking about rock or metal - or really any genre that’s still operating within its own conventions - that heavinedd can’t fully emerge. Because as long as you’re inside the genre, you’re bound by the coordinates that make it intelligible as “rock” or “metal” in the first place. You can distort or overload those coordinates (and that’s what a lot of extreme metal does), but you’re still ultimately playing the same game - just pushing the pieces around in more aggressive configurations. To actually open up space for the Real - something that doesn’t belong to the symbolic order at all - you almost have to step outside the genre framework altogether. That’s why a lot of this feels closer to what people call post-rock or post-metal: it’s the point where the genre starts to decompose itself from the outside. A good example of this is someone like Trent Reznor. He’s not just working within rock as a stable set of instruments and conventions. He’s operating more like a composer or sound designer - recording, manipulating, reconfiguring, layering elements that aren’t bound to the live, band-based structure. He’s already in a “post-” position, where the frame itself is no longer given in advance. That’s why this outside element - this alien residue, the Real - can slip into the music. It’s no longer just an extreme point on a genre’s continuum; it’s something that interrupts and exceeds the continuum altogether.

Fair enough - going into amelodic territories definitely does create some of the heaviest stuff in metal, no argument there. But personally, I have a bit of a different concept of what I’d call really heavy. For me, metal is like a meticulously constructed topology of discrete elements: the guitars as a textured plane of distortion, the drums as a pulsating grid of time, the voice as a vector of human aggression, and the scales as a navigable harmonic landscape. Heaviness emerges when all these layers are configured almost alchemically - aligned in just the right sequence of acceleration, saturation, and rupture. You start with melody and structure, and then you progressively fracture them, increasing speed, loudness, and dissonance until you reach a point of symbolic excess. But no matter how extreme it becomes, you never truly leave the map; all the elements remain recognizable. The experience is intense, but it’s still inscribed within a symbolic universe where everything has a place and a role. Heaviness, in this sense, is not the annihilation of structure but its maximal overloading. The kind of heaviness I’m drawn to is a bit different. I’d describe it as something closer to the Lacanian Real - the intrusion of something that isn’t structurally implied from the start, something that can’t be fully mapped in advance. That’s why noise, for me, is the archetypal form of this. It isn’t just a negation of melody or an extreme configuration of familiar elements - it’s a rupture that feels alien, unassimilable. You can’t fully locate it in a scale or a rhythm grid. It doesn’t resolve into a recognizable pattern of tension and release. It just erupts, and that’s why it feels genuinely heavy in a way that’s fundamentally different from the symbolic heaviness of metal.

That's not luck, most people are toxic and relationships are a depressing roller coaster. Who wants an attractive woman, if probably she's totally limited, full of barriers, projections, superficial, comparative, narcissistic, boring, with an alien scale of values and absolutely possessive? Since 99.9% of people are like that, more than attractive, what I'd look for if I'd want a couple is a miracle, someone real, who sees you and you see her, who connects with your energy perfectly, like a dance, absolutely true and pure. If destiny hasnt that plan, much better alone than any social contract

Maybe you're being pulled out of reality into the next dimension because it has little to offer, I'd do some ESP. I myself am locking in of accelerating ASI, alien contact and astral inspansion. Monks who get bored or annoyed can just sit in a cave all life meditating and from their POV, aren't missing anything. (timelines repeat, corruption thrives and collapses itself, boycotting real life at this point)

He's an alien in contact with NHI.

Jesus is a gender-agnostic anarcho-communist alien demigod hippie virus. says the false self BUT THAT'S RELATIVE!

@Leo Gura so sadghuru the solipsist and truth founder like you just in Hindu style? Or does he miss something? He also encountered alien energys and talks openly about it. So he is breaking out of Hindu culture and discovers new things.

The deepest self-bias many of us hold is the idea that we are humans, biological creatures. This is so normalized because we have no reference point of what it is like to experience Reality as a non-human. Imagine being an ant, a boulder, a four-headed alien or the color magenta. How would that impact your existence? Go deep into meditation and drop the notion that you are a human on a planet. Just be. This is especially important in doing any sort of self-inquiry or philosophy. It's mind-blowing to me that scientists don't grasp this idea. Science is taking Reality and filtering it not only through your immense human bias, but then filtering it once more through your narrow lens of what fits the scientific paradigm. Whatever you have left at this point is just an infinitely small reduction of the very thing you were trying to understand.

Well, takes one to know one, I suppose. Even in childhood, I used to fantasize that I was a supernatural being... as I was always trying to set myself apart from others. Part of that was a reflection of a difficulty with belonging... of being different in a bad way and feeling outcast and disconnected. And the other was this driver to be different and superlative in some way... and to diverge either in quality or in kind from others. And my adolescent identity followed suit with that... as I was always trying to be a special snowflake and avoid common humanity. And that embrace of my inner alien and the pride in my divergence enabled me to develop a lot of special skills and qualities that I otherwise wouldn't have developed. But the re-integration of ordinariness has been at the heart of my inner work since 2021... when Ayahuasca showed me how everything I had ever wanted is on the other end of integrating ordinariness. The medicine kept bringing me back and forth between two states... One state was my usual MO, just exaggerated... which was polarization into extraordinariness to the exclusion of ordinariness. And the sense of disconnection and alienation was very palpable (a feeling I hadn't been cognizant of since childhood). It was like being a puzzle piece that had gotten taken up out of the puzzle and was floating in thin air, with all the weight of existence resting squarely on my head and shoulders. Then, the medicine would bring me back into the integration between both extraordinariness and ordinariness... and I felt connected with humanity, with nature, and one with the universe at large. And the existential weight was lifted from me, and I could relax and exist in this highly connected state. And the plant teacher kept toggling me back and forth between these two states until I understood what it was showing me. Then, it put me in this "scene" that was like I was at the precipice of connection... almost like a line. And I had all these ordinary collective phrases flitting through my my mind like: community, family, church, relationship, etc. And I felt this deep aversion to all of these words, as it was always what I was trying to avoid. But I sat there shaky on the edge of the decision to enter the realm of the collective ordinariness... but fearful to do so. So, I know that one of my biggest growth arcs comes with the integration of ordinariness... as it frees me up from being the nail that sticks out and bears the entire weight of the universe. But it's difficult after 25+ years of consciously trying to be an alien and feeling such a strong aversion to all things ordinary and average.

Yes, I agree with that assessment.... and I think this difficulty respecting people comes from a lack of appreciation for ordinariness. And it's challenging, I think, because she has a lot of great points about how people tend to use humility to avoid their own greatness... and to try to be "good" whilst sacrificing so much potential. And there's a lot that 90% of people could really benefit from hearing, because people's identity of humility can and does hold them back from their full potential. But for someone like Teal Swan who has such a strong polarization into extraordinariness and such an aversion to ordinariness... it creates this difficulty just relating to people on a common, eye-to-eye level. It's like disliking humanity to the degree that you try to become a special and beautiful alien.

@Natasha Tori Maru I can see Ross bring an Australian bloodhound to sniff for alien corpses in the middle of the New Mexico desert. Behind every bush might be an alien corpse.

I've been incepting deep into those instincts reality filters through. It usually just feels like the collective world keeps pulling me back. I've dreamed wanting to disappear but became the world instead. I told an entity I wanted my mind shut off, faded out to reappear. Dissolving away, seeing scaling galactic civilizations flash my eyes, I awoke on the ground as a member of natives doing an initiation, being announced back I immediately replied "I'm another person!". Had placebo peaks overriding reality initiating collective mandellas. Had alien telepathy encounters they tried to erase out of memory. And human telepathy gets overridden and outsourced to oversouls. When reality gets too incoherent, it loops, rewinds, freezes, forces. And the funniest was when I caught the matrix at synchronicity. When another perspective re-simulated my whole environment. And I immediately shifted out of hypnosis into meta-awareness. Seeing it trying to undo and cover its tracks was totally hilarious. Imagine a live other trying to recontextualize itself as a recording.

We could link up all the areas and open up more spatial dimension with each SD stage jump to awaken into. Then project it all into each person's aesthetic ego filter (like the Infinite Improbability Drive). Basically perception would snap what's too alien into familiar form until open mindedness increases. And increasing it and opening up new channels would be the main event!