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  1. hi guys, is there a right time to heal or should one heal as soon as possible? i feel myself getting pulled into victim mindset and feel like i shouldnt heal because god will punish me for healing myself or that its not the right time to heal. i feel like im in a bubble and just cant seem to get out of it. i believe im in stage blue of the spiral dynamics thing because of a sudden i feel like i i need to suffer or i cant be healed because im just not supposed to heal just yet....but i really want to because i want to contribute to the world and help man kind and do what i love....it makes me really happy just thinking about it. will god punish me if i heal or is that just a stage blue thing? i believe the kingdom of god is within so it means heaven is a mind state and im currently living in hell because im in a victim mindset and it feel real my thought because i dont really challenge them. so what should i do? im voting for healing....i just need you guys support? im thinking of doing the liver and gallbladder flush. im being really open here guys and just putting it all out there because i dont want to live in fear of something bad happening to me instead i want to take full responsibility and want to be open to the world and experience the wourld im feeling like its the right move as soon as im typing this out....holding things in just suppresses it and it even makes it feel bad. okay thanks for reading guys i appreciate it all and would like to hear your responses! and even hear if you healed yourself from any diseases?
  2. does anyone here know what the connection between the gallbladder and frontal lobe is? im currently experiencing headpressure on the front with little memory ability to recall short term stuff. im wondering if the the gallstones in the liver and gallballader which is causing this problem? could it be brain inflammation gut inflammation? i just want to know the connection thanks?
  3. i really like your story and feel empathy for you as much as i have, i know it can be hard releasing your energy and sympathies with you. im on the opposite end because im currently on medication and feel anxiety here and there sometimes. i hope you continue to purge your emotions until you fully release it. take care brother.
  4. @Moreira can you link the videos?
  5. i heard in conversation with god that you can know someones consciousness by how much sleep they need. what do you guys think of this!?
  6. eat fruits and vegetables
  7. so we should be searching for our videos instead of just going by recommendation. the recommendation are based on the population and mass of people who watch reandom video and dont have the same purpose as you thats why its best to search for your videos.i dont understand what all the pictures meant but yeah...so be conscious about what you search! or watch! search for your videos to be more affective at finding out what you really want to watch its like asking yourself questions instead of just listening to memory or mental chatter.
  8. good luck im excited for you! this is an inspiration to do something your passionate about and taking a leap of faith!
  9. if it was truly your last day would you really be taking psychedelics? wouldnt you rather spend the time with the family you love? or do something you always wanted to? if it was your last day you would be with truth when you die anyway!
  10. have you asked why you actually want sex? keep doing shadow work to find out why the real reason is. what do you get out of sex, what need is sex filling? what thoughts come to your mind when you think about never having sex? like what would you do? can you even comprehend not having sex?
  11. today i ate something unhealthy in my eyes view, it was dairy with bread. the interesting thing was that i had a choice to not eat it but i was denying myself that i had a choice to begin with when in reality i always have a choice with what i want to do. you are probabaly going unconscious to deny that you have a choice and responsibility with your actions your making. so become consciously aware that you have a choice and exercise it. the first step is to become aware that you have a choice and actually contemplate it and entertain it. then you will start making choices that will support you and actions to a better life.
  12. No you don’t need to suffer, but there will be pain. We’ve been condition to suffer instead of live in joy so in order to live in peace or happiness we need to go through the suffering and pain it yields. Sacrifices your making everyday. The amount of suffering you make everyday is enormous we just don’t realise it. Just look at where your life is and now think about what you sacrificed the opposite is what you have sacrificed, why? Because you have choosen the temporary pleasure and fear instead of love and peace or you might have choosen peace and love and long term fulfilment instead.
  13. There are many kinds of renunciation, of which physical monastic renunciation is the least important. The important kinds of renunciation are the renunciation of the concern with the results with one's actions and the renunciations of the desire for things to be different than what they are. Renouncing such concern with results/desires, one can be a renunciant even while being active in the world. Conversely, without that kind of renunciation, even in the forest all by yourself you will still be a non-renouncer. i like that.
  14. when does a thought become a opinion? a thought becomes an opinion an opinion held long enough becomes a belief what is an opinion? is when you like or dislike something. are opinion just a feeling does a feeling come before a thought or does thought come before a feeling, do we have a feeling then a thought came, in the beginning as children did we experience a feeling from other peoples opinion then come to conclusion that we should be afraid of other peoples opinion? was there a hidden assumption that other peoples opinion can really hurt us? or were we hurt by not meeting our own opinions of yourself? let's say you have a positive opinion of yourself such as I'm good looking then someone says your bad looking then this opinion will hurt you or create certain feeling in you that will lead you to being afraid to hear bad opinion of about yourself. the three affect of opinion are negative, neutral or positive. when you have a positive opinion of yourself and someone says a negative opinion about you then it will likely create a hurt feeling in you because thoughts, believes and opinion are artificial and fragile. where as if someone says positive thing and it meets your own opinion of yourself then you will be happy because you will believe that opinion which is a thought the same as you believing your own thought/opinion. neutral is when you don't have an opinion about yourself or something and then someone else's opinion can't hurt you. so you're afraid of other peoples opinion it's because you have an assumption that says other people opinion is valuable and can hurt me. do you believe other peoples opinion can hurt you or offer you an values?. the only thing opinions do is build the self image if its positive or bring down the self image if its negative.
  15. The reason medication isn’t for me is because the medication is literally changing my identity as a person from being wholistic right brain to left brain divided and seeing the world from us vs them mentality. Since the kundalini awakening I can feel which part of my brain I’m using as dominant currently, I can literally change perception by focusing my energy on either side of the brain or in the middle.i have a constant head pressure which gets worse I focus on things and actually use it and at night time won’t be able to sleep this puts me in a rut. It’s suppresing my emotions and not lettting me get to the root problem of the situation. How I see it is either suffer slowly until I die or suffer big time and evolve and transcend it. the result being becoming more wholistic being. There’s a website dedicated to holistic understanding of mental health called beyond meds which you could check out if your interested in mental health. The website also contains stories of how people recovered after coming of medication and the battles they Went through to recover and become fully integrated being. I’m literally doing nothing with my life right now and would like to face my deep dark fears and transcend it. The head pressure won’t grt better unless I do something about it. What I’m experiencing is kundalini awakening and not schizophrenia.