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  1. Thanks for all your answers everyone. Much appreciated!
  2. growing up i always wanted a girlfriend and its something that brought me lots of anxiety and fear because even when i was young i thought i should of had a girlfriend by then. so the older i got the more anxious i was and was afraid of talking to people about it or even mentioning the fact that i don't have a girlfriend. so like when i was 10 i put lots of pressure that i should of had a girlfriend by then which made me feel inadequate. i have gotten over it now and feel less inclined to get a girlfriend. growing up and realizing its not something you must have. i have been part of the pick up community for about 2 years and i have gotten results like dates and numbers and lots of flakes lol, but still no girlfriend. i want to stop chasing and stop being afraid if i end up growing old alone and the fear of judgments of not ever having a girlfriend. so the reason i want a girlfriend is to just get it and over and done with so i dont have to think about it again and to just say ive had a girlfriend. i used to worry about not having kissed a girl and when i finally kissed a girl i never thought about it again and getting a blow job the same day i kissed a girl lol. my question is it normal to never have a girlfriend and to never have sex and grow old? i personally think its normal so idk why im asking you guys but i want the opinions of my fellow actualizes is it also ok to just stop chasing and move on to other things after doing pick up for 2 years? i also trust in the universe that if its meant to be i will get a girlfriend without me chasing thanks for taking the time to read this!
  3. happy birthday bro!!!! thank you!
  4. is it not true that the depth of enlightenment that someone can have is infinite. it would make sense for it to be infinite since everything is infinite. i was recently watching leos new video and it got me thinking that its infinite depth of enlightenment. so it means he can have even dipper experience of enlightenment.
  5. this video should help
  6. @Rebec. I appreciate the suggestion and will have a look😊
  7. hi guys, i have this false belief thought which randomly pop multiple times a day about being gay. the quote is "i'm gay". i'm not quite sure how this belief came to be but its annoying since i'm straight and like girls. honestly i even dream about girls and what not. i remember as a kid this one event where a friend of my dad asked my dad what about if your son turns out is gay something along those line and hearing my dads response 'is he crazy' why would he be gay. hearing this talk scared be a i was terrified if i would turn out gay, remember i was a kid. i have not had a girlfriend yet and i'm in my twenties.this did get me to doubt my self if im gay or not even though i know i'm straight. what should i do about this false belief? i have tried contemplating this and where it could of came from and also tried Byron katie the work by her and gotten some results from it with other belief.
  8. how long can a person dry fast? before its no longer safe to continue?
  9. @Leo Gura can you do strong determination work while watching something. example when your on the computer and your watching a video would it still work?
  10. i just finished listening to an audio by freemantv.com and the guest was Jerry Marzinsky. the talk was about schizophrenia (psychosis). what Jerry Marzinsky said was the voices were entities and not actual hallucination.he goes into pretty interesting details of the story he tells and how he came to the conclusion. what do you guys think? also how can one deal with these entities? you guys if interested in schizophrenia you should visit the website and have a listen.
  11. i have this intuitive feeling that i should stop taking my psychosis medication. ive had this feeling since last year. i feel it on my chest that taking the medication is not the path for me. i know that not taking the medication could make me relapse but its whats meant to happen is what i feel. during leos latest video (My Deepest Awakening Yet - Becoming Infinite) when his talking but him having intuitive feeling not to take a certain path and how he followed it it triggered me and urged me to do the same. what do you guys think should i follow my heart?! im not scared to relapse and actually looking forward to it. right now in my life i feel numbed i don't know if its the medication or the headache i have. i'v had dreams about not taking the medication i'm scared to tell my parents and the doctors because their all worried about me and want me to take the medication i really want to follow my heart as its the best path to take and better long term outcome. thank you for taking the time to read my post. peace
  12. you still have a lot to learn about life and everything else.
  13. right now, with my life im kind of stuck. im around 20 turning 21 soon. im thinking of becoming a counsellor because i love talking and listening and the idea of just talking about your problems is fascinating to me. i want to pursue it but in my head i'm making counselling seem like you need to be perfect to do it and not have your own problems and need to be confident. i have a mental illness known as psychosis and i don't know if i'm cut out to pursue it. i will do it because it could be my life purpose or lead to it. i would like feed back on counselling! is anyone a Counsellor here, i would love to hear what its like being one? or even leo your feed back would be appreciated when you were a life coach!
  14. whats your youtube channel i would like to check it out!!
  15. do you guys really believe its chemical imbalance?