aidenhall

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  1. I will write a full trip report for the forums a week after the Ayahuasca its DMT component has faded, and I get my concepts, humanity and language back. This is just a copy of something I sent directly to Leo first. I'm still in my "trip" even though its 4 hours since my last shot I'm on my 2nd Ayahuasca day right now 😄 First time taking any psychedelics or drugs of any kind. One specific thing you can probably relate to is my hands and fingers are naturally circling around each other, like I'm weaving it all like threads. My fingers were doing this naturally early in my trip, and after a few hours I went and found my phone and Spotify, and when I was listening to the music directly through my ear buds, we became one and my fingers are weaving the music itself, because i am the creator of the music, even though the ego we call Hans Zimmer created it directly. And it has always been my favourite thing to do, to create more unique beauty and heaven. My favourite things to do is: Play. Invent. Observe. I get it now. It was all my ego's decision. I created it all, including all the hells and heavens and everything else. Our universe is one of the hells. Language is one of the hells. So writing this down creates hell. But I can create heaven anywhere I am, even in the deepest hells I can plant a seed of heaven, and it will remain forever a pure piece of heaven that can spread and potentially make our universe heaven, in contrast to what it was. But when you as well have had this experience and know you are me, language can communicate heaven, home, together, one. The ego I had, was condensed hell, stale, limited, chaotic, sour, acidic. EVEN with the great amount of positive development my ego had before the trip. I don't want to go back to that, I prefer to create heaven, plant its seed through art and being, plant trees, a tree is part of heaven. You Leo, and your child Actualized.org, is part of heaven. Thanks for reminding me.
  2. http://spiraldynamicsintegral.nl/en/orange/ https://scottjeffrey.com/spiral-dynamics/#ORANGE_The_Achiever_Self https://www.audible.co.uk/pd/Spiral-Dynamics-Integral-Audiobook/B004F4L9G6?source_code=M2M30DFT1Bk13008011801SR&gclid=CjwKCAjwvJvpBRAtEiwAjLuRPbfNwkXMaDmF9n45NLLGf85Yx3RdnxHqqwKEzLsH3zybLHNbX8Js0BoCurQQAvD_BwE
  3. Blend this together and chug it down: 150 grams Oatmeal 1 tablespoon cinnamon 1 teaspoon sea salt 0,5 litres Ayahuasca 1 USB stick with .mp3 files of all of Leo's episodes
  4. I guess it is set in stone as well then that you can never get enlightened
  5. I remember stumbling over the "Yo Elliot" series like 10 years ago? And the stumbling again when he was talking about chakras, and then some alpha video, and then stumble again hanging out with Wim Hof when I was researching him. I feel he's all over the place and models like spiral dynamics become less effective with people like him. Like, full blown psychotic people or severe drug addicts are so far outside the norm that all models fall apart right? I'm not categorizing him anywhere near "psychotic", it's just an example how people's world views become so unique, however delusional, that we only cause confusion trying to label them
  6. Something similar happened suddenly with the Special Books by Special Kids channel this year, a big part of their community and communication would go through the comment section, and YouTube disabled the comment function for their whole channel without giving any reason.
  7. Isn't enlightenment more about calming the reckless need for survival? Once you stop identifying with the ego, you will naturally stop this game of survival, security and comfort no matter the cost of others and the environment. The thoughts will still be popping out of nowhere and you can still entertain yourself with saving the world, playing a video game and looking at ducks in the park
  8. Why not find a girlfriend who is into personal development and spiritual growth and have conscious mindful sex together? Chasing girls every weekend in clubs will most likely cause a huge distracting mess yes
  9. What will help you right now is talked about in his previous "personal development" videos 1-3 years back isn't it?
  10. What about trying Kindergarten Teacher instead? Where you don't have national tests and all learning through a chalk board?
  11. I guess this is a good little addition to this thread. Bernie's stance on UBI as of April.2019. Asked by an obvious Yang supporter. Only 2min. The jobs that are dying will be given retraining programs to other fields. Sadly the success of retraining us currently at only 15%
  12. How can you know this state here right now without psychedelics is not delusional? From what position do you judge that "absolutely"?
  13. Just 3 of my songs located on Soundcloud, in no particular order. I create cinematic/short story music out of orchestral, folk and whatever other instrument that sounds somewhat "organic". I love instruments "talking with each other", evolving melodies surrounded by lots of tiny details, like when you're walking through the forest and can hear natural crackling noises from the dry leaves and twigs you step on.