Greatnestwithin

But is it also somehow pre destined too? Like aiming towards creating a larger picture which is already pre set?

Every one of us as humans have the capacity for deception and lying. To say as an absolute that we never lie is itself arrogant and a lie. If you can't see this in you, it is a blind spot then. No judgment or pedestal over here.

It would be really generous and rich from your side to share on vlogs, YouTube more from how this transformation/embodiment work impact your daily life/relationships/ doing business etc To have a more distinguishible/precise taste of your own process, for us to be the witness of it beyond your insights.

That I have experienced and yet I lack so much depth. I can even appreciate the scaryness of not even wanting to realize that with mahashamadhi, the world ends entirely

In my experience seems that if you do mahashamadhi, you leave, I will seem to stay and "life" to continue. Would love if you could share some clarity into

Will you share your news, such your new house and what seems to be next for you , are up to through a vlog?

Thank you!

So it is both and... together forever and alone forever, there is no difference in your experience?

in your experience, do you have the understanding and felt like the experience of you being the only thing there is or there is some space to also hold that absolutely speaking there is no difference between others existing and not being real at the same time?

I have experienced God through bufo, yet very hard to live daily life with the understanding that my partner, family, others are my mind´s projection.

How is this different from solipsism? hard to discern the flavour of it

You mentioned on a video that you were resisting maha samadhi because you wouldn't want your brother and your mother to suffer your lost, could you connect the dots between that and when I die, the universe will die with me?

@Leo Gura does it lead to non dual, how would you compare it with lsd, 5meo or dpt ?

@Leo Gura What is you take of all possible possibilities both of past and future already have happened? is that true? meaning everything arises in the now and yet there is a larger design to all, including all permutations of what could be, does all this already exist and it has already happened?

@Leo Gura I would love for you to make a video on that accent! lol that would be a true gift to us!

@Leo Gura at this point it goes from crazy to obvious lol

well, that was the most profound and beautiful experience of my entire existence, I was crying non stop for like 30 minutes

@Leo Gura interesting, on my first bufo experience not only I tapped into pure emptyness/love but also heard,felt at the moment of birth and was every child from every mother that has ever lived and ever will. It literally felt as if I was going throught every child birth of the entire human species. Not sure if that was my imagination (I hope you know in what sense I am using imagination here) or had to do with collective consciousness...

@Leo Gura what the method of administration for this substance? Have you tried different ways in which can be administrated?

Surrender

So by now you know you would always come down?, that said possibilty doesn’t exist or that if it does it would be a conscious choice from what I have heard

Including the fear of not coming back, has that fear ever come up for you. The fear of going so deep you fully dissolve with source

How do you deal with the coming up and dissolving of your ego when is slow? Isn't that more painful somehow?

@Leo Gura cool, still trying to get my hands on salt version lol ?‍♂️