4 grams, but you have to keep in mind that I am much more sensitive to all psychedelics than average people. About twice as sensitive. So 4g is probably closer to 6-8 grams.
Yeah, it's a puzzle.
5-MeO certainly helps. But it's not the only factor. Perhaps even more important it the contemplation work. I find making sense of the trip very important. That clears things up in the mind, allowing for deeper trips every time as puzzles get resolved and settled.
They definitely get existential insights but most people have such a poor theoretical foundation that they don't understand the significance of what the trips show them. They play around in it for a while but then they drop back down and the whole thing is treated as some wacky alien experience at a party. It's not taken seriously enough or deeply contemplated.
And of course some people DO contemplate deeply even at raves and grow themselves spiritually. Just because it's a rave doesn't mean it can't transform you.
Sounds like the trip took you exactly where you needed to go.
If you are afraid of dogs, how are you gonna face death & God? You must slay that demon before going deeper.
It varies. I always want to be tripping more but lack of time prevents it. I should be tripping more than I am.
My intentions are to do a lot more research.
Yes, absolutely.
Yes, that's still something I'm tinkering with.

These kind of questions will not help you understand Love.
You need a direct mystical experience of it. Nothing can substitute for that. Until such time Love is just a myth from your POV.

The things I talk about are not based on any authority other than personal contemplation and direct experience.
My work should not be cited as a source of authority because that fundamentally misunderstands the nature of this work.
The way you know if what I say is true is by discovering its truth for yourself, personally. Like doing a math proof. My personal authority is irrelevant in this work.

@NoMM You have fallen into the trap of turning this work into another dogma.
There is no substitute for direct experience and personal contemplation of all the things I say. My saying them is mostly pointless without that.
The map is not the territory and you cannot self-actualize just by watching a bunch of videos.
Given your age my work is probably too advanced for you. You need a foundation of basic self-help work. Go put your human life in order first before you try to transcend it all.

The remedy here is to honor the relative perspective. Honor your humanity.
Leo tends to focus mostly on the absolute perspective. But he has already done well in the relative and has feet planted in his relative aspect as well.
This video might help you to understand how these higher insights connect back to your humanity and your basic human needs...
Here is another that might help in the trap that you've fallen into...
 

"It's hard to get a man to understand a thing when his job depends on him not understanding it." -- Upton Sinclair
A perfect example of how ideology, survival, and self-bias work hand in hand. It's hard to get a Wall Street guy to understand the evils of Wall Street.

Your craving for sex isn't transcended simply by withholding from sex.
Denial of your sex drive only doubles your problem by adding on an additional layer of guilt and self-hatred.
The sex drive is not an addiction in the same way smoking is. The sex drive is still there even if you stop. It's more similar to hunger. It's also not unhealthy, like hunger, unless you take it overboard. The sperm your body generates is going to leave your body regardless, so you certainly aren't "saving it".

In every case go with Consciousness, Truth, and Love.
Those require effort. Until they don't.

Hehehe....
That's the whole trick. Money is survival. Business is survival. If it wasn't for that, LP would be easy and everyone would be doing it.
The whole trick to following your dreams is that you also have to be extremely pragmatic about it. You can't just dream shit up, you have to make it fly in the real world given all the limitations and restrictions of the real world. In other words, if you want you dreams to be actualized, you need to find a path for their survival on the material plane, otherwise they will remain merely ideas floating around in your mind. The hard part of life is creating a material thing which can sustain itself and yet still not be so evil as the destroy everything in its path.
To actualized your dreams is not much different than creating a baby, expect it's harder because now God doesn't do it automatically for you. Now you have to engineer it yourself and you must make sure it can survive. Now you are consciously playing God. What kind of God will you be? What kind of monstrosity will you create?

Blue vs Green again:
The conservative girl is unable to wrap her mind around the idea that gender is a relative mental construct. So to her the idea of something other than the traditional, black & white man/woman roles does not compute and seems absurd.
Blue REALLY struggles with issues of relativity. They just don't stomach relativity because to them the world is absolutely as their beliefs say.
This is also a good example of how the mind projects. The conservative girl's mind thinks that it can make others look foolish when really it is projecting its own foolishness as a denial mechanism so that she doesn't have to deeply question the groundless distinctions that make up her worldview.
But also notice how stage Green (the TYT hosts) are also unable to understand where this conservative girl is coming from. They just think she's a fool, when really, her mind is simply not yet fathoming the relative nature of reality.

@7thLetter You're not realizing the power of these subatances. Whatever your mind focuses on will become actualized, since that is the mechanism by which God creates the world.
If you do not use your mind properly, you will get nightmares come to life. If you don't want nightmares, think pure thoughts. If you cannot help but think impure thoughts that is because you have not done sufficient growth, development, and spiritual purification work.
Impure mind comes from bad karma.

@Hardkill Your mistake it trying to make friends through online cold-calling. Friends are not made that way. Go out into the real world and put your balls on the line.
You are basically spamming people to be your friend, which looks really weak, so of course they don't respond back.
You should not be using online for building connection/attraction. The proper use of text messages and the like is to facilitate real-life meetings which you've already had in the past and want more of in the future. They are not to be used as a substitute for face-to-face.

@AwakenedSoul444 You are overthinking things. There is no solution to this issue other than to just approach anyway, despite the fear and excuses.
The anxiety goes away AFTER you make a few approaches. Not before.
Push yourself to approach even if you have 10 good excuses for why you shouldn't. That is the key. Just don't listen to your mind at this moment. If you start arguing with yourself about whether you should approach, you've already failed. You need to literally just start moving your legs towards the girl. The mind may protest but the legs can walk.
The crucial mistake is thinking you should have something good to say upon approach. Don't prepare anything to say. Just approach and be as genuine about it as possible. Do not try to prepare a good line or opener. Just approach with a smile and good eye contact. The words need to come to you authentically after the open. Trying to pre-script it is a big mistake.

I decided to share little story of how my life changed in past year and a half and  video of Me Bungee Jumping hehe
After a long struggle of depression I had yet again had one more of those emotionally devastating   moments , and that one was where  I got scammed for 4k in the US(Work&Travel Program) and that was the money I worked hard for two months. With 4k in Serbia you can live one year without working comfortably and I was negatively motivated for independence at home… So that was my breaking point when I decided who I will be, and I finally chose not to be a Victim. From that moment I new I had to change and take responsibility of my life! The drive for fixing my life was created. I accepted the Life Journey! All this led to everything I tipped below.
Bungee Jumping 
vid-131591018-054832-815-5gafpvsbmp4.compressed.mp4 Here is the Video
I decided to face one of my fears and bought a coupon
The though of Bungee was excited at first and but I delayed and procrastinated the jump for the  last day of my reservation, it was a 3 month coupon The night before the jump came is when I started freaking out. I couldn't sleep that night. When the moment came and I was waiting for the set up  my mind went CRAZYY
"What em i doing here in the middle of nowhere at 7 am bungee jumping alone? Are you nuts? Lets just go home, its fine, we will do it next time. Lets just turn away and go home. What if the bungee snaps, you are dead!" 
And all the excuses my mind could project... I did not listen my mind. I hopped in the balloon and it started getting higher and higher . I felt my heart pumping and I got dizzy. The moment came and the guy casually said,us that was hes who knows what flight : 
"Okay, here is what you are going to do: Put your leg there, and jump over the edge of the balloon and jump"
"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? THERE IS NO WAY IM JUMPING OVER THERE! EDDIEEEE, DONT DO IIIT,YOU  GONNA REGRET THIS ! " 
My mind was going nuts, i was really scared. I  hopped on the edge and said "OKAY, THIS IS IT, IT IS NOW OR NEVER" I knew that if i set there for 5 more seconds i would give up. I just LET GO and JUMPED 
In an instant the FEAR vanished .
I was in the present moment filled with excitement.
The first thought that came up after the present moment  was "DO IT AGAIN. OMG! THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!   WHY WAS I SO AFRAID ?"
I was really proud of myself , BRAVO EDDIE! 
I didn't know I was smiling all the way hehehe
 From that moment i know that the best things in life awaits you is on the other side of fear ! 
Is taking LSD close to this? Heheheheeh 
 
Here are my addictions and achievements after that moment I decided not to be a Victim .
   Addictions and difficulties i overcome:
Cigarets Alcohol Weed Porn Addiction Gambling Gaming Addiction Depression and Suicide Thoughts  Junk Food Lost 20 kg Low Self-Esteem  Good Guy Syndrome Break up 3 years of toxic relationship and let go of successful business that I started with her the same year,so I could play Football ( that’s a big vision) and  everyone laughed at me What I Achieved :
Started playing Football again after 7 years(Became my LP) . I made it to FirstTeam after 6 mouths and decided to move to a better Team in other City Reading Books Meditating Fix my diet . Intermittend Fasting and got to be a Vegetarian  Yoga and Exercise  Nootropics Cold Showers every day NoFAP , SemenRetension - I sometimes wake up at night knowing all the answers  I struggled  that day Football was a steppingstone for finding my real LP after tearing my meniscus and ligament in my right knee( Ego BackLash from overtraining)  Leap of Faith to a new City with limited money and no job so I could work on my LP. (I lived with Toxic Family and in RED/BLUE City with 7k population xD) Removing toxic people from my life  Transitioned from toxic Blue/Orange to Orange/Green/Yellow and now working on Teaching  Yugoslavia to Actualize, reading SystemsBooks and how I can apply it in 90%Blue country  ahhahahahha the transition I made WTF Exploring spirituality and God Got to trip on low dose mushrooms Contemplation Gratitude and Tears of JOY Lucid and Astral Projection Enjoying the Process etc. My goals this year are :
Work on past traumas ( I would not get started on those xD) Shamanic BreathWork, Pranayama ,Chakras OMAD VippassanaRetreat LSD trip Launch my Business Healthy Green Relationships Tantric SEX and exploring Sexuality  Integrate  Green and work on Yellow etc.  Yes, I wanted to share my achievments, but what im more proud about is inspiring others to take the journey and believe that everything is possible! I know that all my life and suffering I went through has prepared me for this, like a bamboo tree waiting to break through. And the worst moments in my life are now the best moments that ever happen to me.. Ofcourse I had Homeostasis kicking in every change I made and ofcourse  I had Resistance and Backslides but that’s the part of the process. Deciding to go through the hard moments is when life becomes EASY! 
I would never believe that i will be where i em now. But here i em, and im just getting started! 
 
I em really Grateful I accept the Journey and  I will never forget that night, I think around 20th May 2019  when I was lonely, because no one could understand me and the path I have taken. I decided to search for a video on How to deal with Loneliness and a weird looking guy with shiny head popped out to make my life really fucking interesting (check the pic on the video xd) 
@Leo Gura  Im Grateful for fining you! Thank you and the Impact you are having on this world!
And the people on the forum, thank you for actualizing, being authentic and thus making the world a better place <3   Bigupyourself
Love <3
 
 
 

Universal Mind knows all.
It's just a question of how good are you at accessing it? Some people are born extra talented in this department. My guess is, they have special brain types which process things a bit differently.

Because the alternative is often worse.
Commitment just means you're not a selfish child who runs away at the first sign of trouble or something better on the horizon.
It's not different than commitment to a business plan or showing up on time to a meeting. It's hard to create anything worthwhile in life without a commitment. Try executing any major project without a serious commitment. See how far you get.
You couldn't even keep a hamster without a commitment.

That's exactly right.
Ask yourself why academics are not the most developed people on Earth if they have so much knowledge?
You can know every scientific detail of how golf works, but that doesn't make you a good golfer.
In fact, there is an inverse correlation at some point.

I just don't take such positions seriously. I don't know any serious person who believes or advocates "men are trash" or some such. That's not what feminism is about. A quality feminist understands the value and importance of masculinity and men.
You can find all kinds of nonsense on the internet. That doesn't mean it represents what feminism is about. There are fringe people in every social movement who spout crazy nonsense. To cherrypick those fringe ideas and make them representative of the entire movement is intellectually dishonest and shows a lack of nuance and lack of understanding how movements work.
By your logic we can demonize all of science as long as I can find a few articles written by some fringe scientists about how black people are genetically inferior to white people. But it would be absurd to use such fringe examples as representative of science as a whole.

Jerking off into napkin is killing a billion lives.
Having a period is killing a life.
Surviving an infection is killing millions of microscopic lives.
See the arbitrariness and self-bias of how your ego-mind draws its boundaries.
Pro-lifers are stuck because they refuse to admit the relativity of morality. And nothing you say will change their mind because they are not interested in seeking truth, they are interested in defending their beliefs.
What people don't want to admit is that all evil is imaginary and invented by the ego for the purpose of its survival. Evil is falsehood.

Yes, of course the key to good relationships is constant conscious work on them.
You can't just phone it in.

By becoming a passionate musician today you ARE setting an example for generations to come.
The example must be set way early. These are seeds that must be planted hundreds of years in advance. Just like how the seed for democratic government had to be planted some 2500 years ago by the Greeks. Those seeds are still just sprouting.
Don't wait to plant the seed.
That is the point of automation. That is why automation is a very good and important trend. Automation frees up mankind to pursue their passions without needing to do grunt work. Most people simply don't understand this yet because living a passionate life is scary -- it takes a lot more responsibility and consciousness.

@lukmi
1) How many times did this happen exactly? Two times? That doesn't necessarily mean anything. Could just be a fluke. Although it is a bit odd.
2) Learn to provide amazing sex and girls will be begging you to go exclusive with them. Seems like your sex is missing the dominance and newness components. For sex to be good, you have to find ways to keep it new. Don't be doing the exact same routine every time. Fuck her in the restaurant bathroom once in a while. Etc. Get creative. Dominance is also important. Drive up the masculine/feminine polarity. Make her feel feminine so she is satisfied.
You can also up your value as a man. As you become more successful, more confident, more humorous, more wise, more healthy, etc. all this will massively attract her to you. She should see you as a one-of-a-kind catch. She should feel like she won the lottery in dating you.

Yeah it amazes me how I once I started seeing clearly that I wasn't above anybody else, I started seeing people interesting and most importantly I stopped comparing myself to anyone. 
 

Every US general and secretary of defense is a war criminal by the US's own logic.
Of course top military leaders mastermine the deaths of thousands of people. That is their job.
By the US's own logic, all top US officials are justified to be assassinated for their military planning. That's how absurdly self-biased the position is.

JP carefully avoids serious discussions of policy. He's focused on culture wars to distract from real issues like corporate corruption, environmental destruction, military-industrial complex, gross income inequality, gerrymandering, voter suppression, suppression of unions, anti-trust violations, etc.
Because in his world these are not important issues. His world revolves around silly happenings on college campuses. You can't make a good career out of talking about serous policy issues. It's much easier to make a career out of being a cultural warrior who wages a lesser Jihad.
The fundamental conservative position is that things are basically fine if we just return to the way things were and stop rocking the boat with progressive ideas. The need for structural reform isn't evident to them because they are busy defending the system to which they have hitched their identity.
A Christian doesn't see a need to reform Christianity, he sees the evils of Islam instead.
A scientists doesn't see a need to reform science, he sees the evils of religion instead.
A democrat doesn't see a need to reform the democrat party, he sees the evils of republicans instead.
This is classic self-deception: create a distraction by projecting the problem outward at some scapegoat. Meanwhile, no deep self-reflection is done and no real internal structure change is made -- which his exactly what the ego wants.
JP doesn't want to seriously investigate the structural limitations of capitalism. So he scapegoats liberals as Neo-Marxists which creates a loud flashy sideshow that draws in a crowd of mouth-breathers who also have no interest in a deep analysis of capitalism. As that would actually require some mental and emotional labor. It would be scary and unsettling to admit that maybe you are part of a corrupt and mindless capitalist regime that perpetuates the needless suffering of millions. Especially if that regime earns you good money and feeds your children.