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Hello everyone! This is my first post on this forum and I'm quite excited! Last weekend, I had a LSD trip and after it I started to question the whole spiritual work. If the key in life is to awaken and keep awakening even more, what is the point in the end, if reality keeps unfolding and closing in a loop infinitely? Don't get me wrong. I value spiritual work and it makes being here more enjoyable, but is this enlightment work, getting to the highest consciousness and maybe this sort of grind to self-actualize, meaningless in the end, if we just melt back to the universe and become another being later? Then all of this work should be done again? In a way, I can find grinding spiritual work as an ego trip, if not being aware of it. But as long it is enjoyable, why not just do something, that makes you happy? I know this can be just a phase of my ego dying and later on I get things better but I would like to hear what others have to say about this, who maybe know more than me on this forum.

Any updates? Just purchased the course :((