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@Lyubov Thanks bro, beautifully said.

So my dilemma is this at the moment. I've been working as a project manager for 2.5 years in the renewable energy field. During this time, I've been working on spirituality and doing internal contemplation. I have realized that this it not my thing at all. Not in renewable field or any technical field. I've been asking myself in different ways, what I want to do. I even did Leo's life purpose course. I only know in abstract what I'm interested in and I feel stuck. I've been thinking of quitting my current job, because I feel tired of doing it and it feels mega boring. Thankfully, it is quite relaxing and not really stressful. So on one hand, quitting feels nice so I can take a break from work and reset my mind so I have clarity what to do next, but on another hand, I realize that maybe this feeling of "taking a break" is only a mental thing and I could let myself feel it now instead of telling myself I need to change the environment to feel it. One thing that needs to be considered is that my gf is finishing her PhD on autumn 27, and she might want to do a post doctoral degree in another country. That means we might move somewhere together, and I can start from new ground. So maybe I could do this job for one more year to save money. I'm quite lost. Help could be nice

@pablo_aka_god That is a good idea! Never really thought about that. Thanks

@Olaf You are right on that. I think I don't mind working for somebody for the moment, if the work itself is meaningful for me. I just don't know what jobs to apply to. That's why I was wondering if quitting and then relaxing a bit could bring up new ideas (or I'm just tricking myself). Escaping wage slavery is a different thing, and it would be the dream for me.

I love Resident Evil games. I have played them all. RE4 is not my absolute favourite because like you said it is quite arcady but it still a great game! I have heard that Dead Space has some similarities to RE. I should check it out! @Nercohype I recommend you to wait till next year when RE Code Veronica remake is coming. It is more survival and less arcady. I've played the OG version.

Haha I made a post about discipline. Truth doesn't care about discipline. Maybe you can plan one day to visit some other country for a psychedelic retreat. Idk where you are from but in Europe and North/South America you can find many.

Related to Leo's new post about discipline, I'm interested is discipline Truth? Is being discipline in your life and having routines, like meditation, working out, eating healthy, etc the way to Truth? So, is always changing your mind, never sticking to a routine egoic and not Truth? What if you are discipline of not being discipline? What if you try to follow your intuition? Is intuition the opposite of discipline? What if you are discipline of following your intuition? Some times I feel like having rigid routines and discipline comes from fear. Curious what you all think?

From my experience, I wanted to have fun first, until now I'm in relationships many years later and fully committed. If I had gone into a relationship first, I would have regretted not having a "single" lifestyle. This can, of course, differ from person to person, but as men, meeting girls is natural. Something to keep remembering is that if you fuck a lot, the pickier you might become when choosing a partner, and it can get hard to commit to one.

@PsychedelicEagleI'm curious what is controversial about Inner Mastery? I actually attented one of their retreats and I'm interested to hear your view!

I'm reading now the Om Swami's book "If Truth Be Told". It is soo good. I'll read next this one you are recommending here. Thanks a lot!!!

That is interesting because I have done bufo twice and was wondering how clean it actually is. For sure the experience I had is no where near to people who have done good dose of pure 5 meo.

I never wear shoes inside. Not even slippers. I don't get that what is the benefit of using them inside. Bringing the shit from outside?

@Joseph Maynor haha you really like this guy's dishes

I wonder what is @Leo Gura's current diet?

@integration journey yeah more minimalism here.

@Leo Gura Yep, I guessed so, thanks for sharing your view.

I think the downside could be with the comment chains that you need scroll more down the see more comments which tends to hide people's opinions. Now we have pages and keeps everyone "equal".

@something_else Yeah I kinda get it to not have the option to like/dislike but having the feature to reply under the comments feels crucial to me. Like if there are more than 30+ comments it is very hard to keep up with every persons' conversation with each other. It is a big mess. Pls Leo *puppy eyes*.

I feel like the forum is lacking in many things and would need a big update. No likes or dislikes, no replying under the comments, no banner picture, etc. It could be that some of the features are meant to be like this.

I have done shrooms of 4 grams with the lemon tek method. I highly recommend it because it just taste way better and is quicker. Just thinking of eating them raw makes me puke haha.

Hello! I'm also from Finland, Helsinki if you wanna catch up one day . It would be cool to meet a likeminded person who knows about spirituality!

@LordFall I recommend trying out calisthenics. It is basically working out only with your body weight and I find it the most natural and safe.

Is it possible to completely surrender to infinity or is it always partial? That you keep surrendering but you never reach the whole? And because it's being partial, you will always move to a new incarnation?

@Leo Gura Great tip! Thank you for answering my questions

@Leo Gura Haha so the journey to reach total death is a massive crazy adventure! Is it possible to have an idea of how things work after death when taking strong psychedelics? Maybe it is still a partial view?