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  1. what can you do about it? Don't you recognise the ship with to many masters... and they are trying to lit dimly fires ... tired of it from within. But guess what that's love to, care about the frightened self, if we told it to shut up or tell you are not .. thats an abuse and can you crush it. You cannot. Its not your job. read a warning somewhere this path it won't leave you. Ain't made this comment as someone who figured things out am talking as who is confused, i didn't choose etc you know yet still think there might be some other ways to .. Loving words I appreciate for efforts and experience it took you through to come these point, Pause for a minute and someone from far away are does feel you in someways and i tell We care about you, we love you, its alright this shall pass too, just little endurance.. i don't know where you are? But i really do appreciate your work. laugh.
  2. (Moses ) Musa Aka Gabriel as and No spilts of the sea? How does understanding very unexpected knowledge about simple things change your entire understanding of complexity if there where like bricks sitting on the top of each other like pyramids What if you took one, you were given one chance to pick out one bricks out from anywhere but calculated? Won't you demolish it? What if you had the power any second but instead you were merciful, forgiving, caring, not hurry, not having any needed for anything you are forbearance will you watch himher build and destroy as much many times they like until they seek divine help while they are awake aware they have exhausted themselves then you help them not only build it but also it was unnecessary to begin with but how can you know this now but only later (always there are delayed answers) Feedback? What's your first thoughts? Without rethinking as soon as you the title and the video embedded? tell me and i will start a conversation where that might lead to somewhere? That simple if it's too much? For enlightened. Are you enlightened? Can you take someone punchs and sit with them to make them see something through their thinking? .... After i wrote little it i struggled to reconsider, but not this my thoughts behaviour healthy or not. I could have of something else instead if wanted to attract them to watch and wanted them to hear criticize or provoked? Its like 🙃 .... Sorry its unclear low quality Probably took useless.
  3. I do know i shouldn't ask other accept the one that should be asked. Yet i am not arrogant to say i can do all by myself so i seeking humbly reach purified state live and the here after my brother. And inshaallah if we are allowed we can support you too, it is no mambo jambo its inevitable so why not become better alliance. No Cult. not self worship I am in this constraints where confusion is everywhere need your help. Community, religion, country, knowledge this all stopped to make sanse and unable to ask even the right questions weird behaviour in our community that's considered weird I wanted you for something great oh you this community Extend your hands if you are alive The support might include helping others move out. In being close presence .... the benfits are without words. Why not tell you the story ..... ask . why did young lady, and the king come upon each other in the forest in the lady become queen and had a price who saved this .... it was brutal but will see th3 hidden insight about time and luck. Thank you. ................ And this bellow i won't delete it was there before i come to write the above text. What you say huh? Thoughts How can i tell you my love my sweetheart sweet darling cake i can call out to you by many lving and caring names to make you feel this my coming from heart out of love and care that you have no clu3. Many people who thought they killed their Ego's and think they are gods Do you take your pairs as god? Is it you or your ego who died? You sunk into it it has taken full possession of you while you assume you killed yoir ego you become it. I guess who am i to tell you that But by your wity speech and logical explanation you want to drag me with you the mist of fire. I take refugee in the Lord of the two worlds (Falaq and Nass) .. Now i will Meditate what you may could have said or might have done but you didn't and why you didn't? That's kind of jump if nothing else. 😉 Thank you.
  4. What am i doing right now? If you are everything and everywhere all at once. Btw have you seen the movie.
  5. Al-Ikhlas 112:1 قُلْ هُوَ ٱللَّهُ أَحَدٌ 112:2 ٱللَّهُ ٱلصَّمَدُ 112:3 لَمْ يَلِدْ وَلَمْ يُولَدْ 112:4 وَلَمْ يَكُن لَّهُۥ كُفُوًا أَحَدٌۢ
  6. Come Enjoy from the Fruits of Jannah Yaseen 36:30 Insights This the most treasured Gift i have received and i hope it will Enlighten you too. (1)سُبْحَـٰنَ ٱلَّذِى خَلَقَ ٱلْأَزْوَٰجَ كُلَّهَا (2) مِمَّا تُنۢبِتُ ٱلْأَرْضُ (3) وَمِنْ أَنفُسِهِمْ (4) وَمِمَّا لَا يَعْلَمُونَ ٣٦:٣٦ Quran Subhana, who created (1) Everything in pairs ( 2) that which earth produces, ( that the scripture …… ) (3) as well as theirselves (themself, ourselves, ) (4) and other things which they have no knowledge of. 36:36 Note: Pay attention Our Lord said Everything. The scripture also comes with pair stories or warnings and glad tidings etc ( this greater subject that needed to be addressed carefully, ( the real meaning of ard i learned from Dr. HANY of YT MQ channel, at first it didn't make sense to me but i remember, once when i listening to recitation of quran there an ayah ( alem yesiru fil ard yenzuru keyefa jealaalena … ) immediately got this insight God doesn't want us to travel to all over the world just for us to see the destruction of those who transgressed and time also take all those evidence away, and Signs are close and easily accessible to all, it meant (2) Haven't they gone through the scripture and see ( become insightful of those .. ). This one is very much close to us but the insight is evident until you point at it as well as theirselves (themself, ourselves, ) Take Look at your Body, Bring your Two Hands Together and start comparing Out Parts to another Head Right Ear and Left Ear Face and back Forehead and BackHead Right Cheek and Left Cheek Right Chin and Left Chin Right Eye and Left Eye Nose Right Nostril and Left Nostril Mouth Upper Lip and Lower Lip Tongue Upper Tooth and Lower Back and Front Right Shoulder and Left Shoulder Right Arm and Left Arm Right Elbow and Left Elbow Right Forearm and Left Forearm Right Wrist and Left Wrist Right Hand and Left Hand Right Palm and Left Palm Right hands Fingers Left Hand Fingers Thumb Index Finger to another Middle Finger to another Ring Finger to another Pinky Finger to another Thumb to another if yours Right Chest and Left Chest Lower limb Right and Leg and Left Right Buttock and Left Buttocks Penis and Anus Right Hip and Left Hip Right Thigh and Left Hip Right Knee and Left Knee Right Calf and Left Calf Right Foot and Left Foot Right Ankle and Left Ankle Right Heel and Left Heel Right Toe and Left Toe Big toe Sole Off course Being Told and Having Vision or being shown in your mind/heart is not the same thing, you have unforgettable memories and Ah Moment that Enlighten you. If you Noticed, Right After this Ayat (36:36) Later Our Lord Immediately gives as sign (clue) of this indication. 36:37 Note: the pairs i have listed above is my contemplation, it was not included in that small visions. Everything in the Universe exists in pairs. (Similar or opposite) The only One that has No similar or Opposite Is Allah SWT. Take a look at our World, Our Universe, Our Existence, and You will find Everything In Pairs. who created Everything in pairs ….. This my observation at the time. Day and Night Morning and Evening Sun and Moon Me and Others My and Theirs You and your Ego(S) Known and Unknown Plain and Hidden (Baten - Zahir ) Knowledge and Ignorance Existence and Nonexistence Material world and spiritual world This world and the Next Here and Hereafter Tangible and Intangible Angels and Satan Angels of Mercy and Angels of Chaistment Visible and invisible Veiled and Unveiled Life and Death Truth and Falsehood Lightness and Darkness Heaven and Earth Love and Hate White and Black Good and Evil Paradise and Hell Ins and Jinn Believer and Disbeliever Male and Female Old and child Tall and short Strong and weak Poor and rich Willing and unwilling Wise and fool Mercy and Wrath Majesty and beauty (Jalall and Jamal) Large and small Wide and tight Open and close Mind and heart Thick and thin Full and empty Inside and outside Reality and Appearance Form and formless Sound and Silence Colorful and colorless Horizontal and Vertical Water and Fire Man and women Male and Female Beautiful and Ugly Attraction and repulsion Infinity and Limited Seeing and Blindness Hearing and Deafness Flying and waking Birds and Snake Dry and Wet Hot and Cold North and South East and West Ocean and Dessert Land and Seas Plants and Fish Wild and Domestic Etc….. Everything The sun and the moon, and the stars are not decoration or just a light projecting object, they are a sign and clue Note: My story Habits and practice One of the Scholar told me to recite suratual yaseen every day and the other told me to recite and make a dua for one thing when you fish reciting it. As i was recommended i did every day it become part of me Revelation Day, How And one Magarib i was sitting in Masjid, I used to retreat (ithikhaf) for one hour everyday after fajr and after maghreb And one that day (before 2023 Ramadan) after reciting surah Yaseen i sat down in first line waiting for Isha Prayer and i was going through my phone and I opened an app called hadith and going through hadith and i came upon hadith that said Prophet Muhammed saws, Had said there a sura that worth much to be then anything under the sun, it said it is surah fath (opening) this was new to me i just begun learning to recite quran i haven’t reached this surah but i used to recite everyday new sura even if were broken and I immediately open Al quran begun going through. When I finished, I began to contemplate what makes it so. My heart began to beat, Isha prayer started and we stood. I don’t remember what happened but at the end just when we were about to finish, something came over, calmness, lightness upon my heart and I had small visions. When I finish praying, finish salamat to right and left and begun having this knowledge i didn’t had before I laughed out loud and looked at my hands and fingers right and left hands and said to myself this is pair to to this one This is pair to this one This is pair to this one Afterward i begun seeing everything in pairs How come we have never seen these before How come no one spoke of it before. I didn’t know what happened to me I thought it was an awakening So this is how it feels This was huge significant knowledge for month I wonder looking at everything not finding anything in pairs Then I even become Hungry for knowledge, every time i got online I am searching for something that will make sense Little bit Ibn Arabi and his like people made sense to me I have searched and downloaded books on sufism and anything related esoteric knowledge never read them but had glimpse This one lead me to that this lead me to this by now I have download over 3000 books that i thought would light shed on this subject Questions and Answers Is this the first visit or experience? No, by this time it was the 6th or 7th conscious spiritual experience but it was the second revelation of the Quranic Ayat Opening, the first was a partial understanding of 2:25. The First was something I don’t even remember but Lost a lot of time and it was Magnificent, I can’t even explain the second time the same. Is this to brag about, like you feel you are chosen or something? No, I don’t think so but Maybe who knows I am subconsciously feeling that way, it might be a self-importance trick. But I just wanted to share this, because ever since then my world, my understanding, the way I see the world has changed. It tore the world into two half, isn’t what we are seeking, clarity. I wish you could experience it instead of being told. Ever since then The meaning of Azawaj has changed, The type of knowledge i seek has changed, a lot of things has changed including my personality. Other note. At this moment, I am not in the same spiritual state as i was. Note: I am not a Scholar, i am not academic, i am not spiritual guru, i am not many thing you may assume, In fact I i am not good reader or an arabic language speaker as primary, I didn’t spend a lot of time studying Quran, It is a Gift and also a Trial From Our Lord. This is not taken from any book or any speech or from any human, Alhamdulliha its Gift From Allah SWT.
  7. No, i speak 4 different languages. 2 natives, as secondary English and Arabic. Why did you ask?
  8. This is for "muslim" or Let's start with this Greeting properly "سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ" Islam. there is no organized "religion" that is set by By God as Islam but Deen and who is And every one has their deen 109:6 (لَكُمْ دِينُكُمْ وَلِىَ دِينِ ) who is the Master of This Deen (مَٰلِكِ يَوْمِ ٱلدِّينِ ) Islam: the it states of journey you will inevitable reach, like travelling road to.. it like when you say i want to leg go of anger and envy such feelings or thoughts and you Surrender, that state is called Islam and more. Muslims are those who "Surrendered". Definite Surrender. But to who? Al-Baqarah 2:131 إِذْ قَالَ لَهُۥ رَبُّهُۥٓ أَسْلِمْۖ قَالَ أَسْلَمْتُ لِرَبِّ ٱلْعَٰلَمِينَ Al-Baqarah 2:132 وَوَصَّىٰ بِهَآ إِبْرَٰهِۦمُ بَنِيهِ وَيَعْقُوبُ يَٰبَنِىَّ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ ٱصْطَفَىٰ لَكُمُ ٱلدِّينَ فَلَا تَمُوتُنَّ إِلَّا وَأَنتُم مُّسْلِمُونَ An-Nisa' 4:125 وَمَنْ أَحْسَنُ دِينًا مِّمَّنْ أَسْلَمَ وَجْهَهُۥ لِلَّهِ وَهُوَ مُحْسِنٌ وَٱتَّبَعَ مِلَّةَ إِبْرَٰهِيمَ حَنِيفًاۗ وَٱتَّخَذَ ٱللَّهُ إِبْرَٰهِيمَ خَلِيلًا Here are the derived words connected to the root "س-ل-م" (s-l-m) in Arabic 1. سَلَامٌ (salam): Peace or greeting. 2. مُسْلِمٌ (muslim): A person who submits to the will of God in Islam. 3. إِسْلَامٌ (islam): The religion of Islam. 4. سَلَامَةٌ (salama): Safety, soundness, or well-being. 5. سُلْمٌ (sulm): Peacefulness or tranquility. 6. تَسْلِيمٌ (taslim): Submission or surrender. 7. مَسْلَمَةٌ (maslamah): A safe or peaceful place. 8. سَالِمٌ (salim): Healthy, sound, or intact. 9. سَلَامَ (salam): To greet or say hello. 10. مُسَلَّمٌ (musallam): Surrendered or submitted. 11. تَسْلِيمٌ (taslim): Greeting or salutation. 12. سَلْمٌ (salm): A ladder or staircase. 13. مُسْلِمَةٌ (muslimah): A female Muslim. 14. سَلَامِيٌّ (salamy): Relating to peace or peaceful. 15. سَالِمَةٌ (salimah): Safety or security. 16. سَلِيمٌ (saleem): Sound, healthy, or intact. 17. مَسْلَمٌ (maslam): A place of safety or sanctuary. 18. مَسْلَمَةٌ (maslamah): An agreement or covenant guaranteeing safety. 19. مُسَلِّمٌ (musallim): One who causes peace or security. 20. سَلَامَةٌ (salama): Integrity or wholeness. 21. مُسَالَمَةٌ (musalama): Reconciliation or settlement. 22. سَلَامِيَّةٌ (salamiyya): Pertaining to peace or peacefulness. 23. مُسْلَمَةٌ (muslamah): A treaty or pact of peace. 24. مُسَلَّمَةٌ (musallama): Surrendered or submitted. 25. سَلَامِيٌّ (salamiy): Relating to peace or peaceful. These are commonly believed interpretation but they are not right according The vocabulary derived from the root "س-ل-م" in Arabic, is mentioned about 127 times in the scripture. Each are a clue not one story lines but they perfectly fit together. Here is why it matters. 1. 2. Traditionally Muslims or arabs greet each other by saying A/selamu Alyekum without the stressing (muun) which is pronounced as selamu alyekum. there is something not right in here. According to quran it is the greeting of "crooks". It matters because as you delves into this subject and identify and get rid of certain imaginative pictures you wanna look at your self and say to you in mirror. "سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ" Why it matters to greet someone properly and why should think about it. Because this what you seek in your meditation, in your heart and your journey Sealammun alyekum is not just a greeting Here the hint from you. "Alyekum" indicates that there sometimes that is upon them or upon their way So if Sealmuun is not upon them what is. Pay attention here: سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُم سَوَآءٌ عَلَيْهِمْ (سوي) is the counterpair of ( سَلَامٌ) and (سوي) mentioned about 80 times in Quran. Al-Baqarah 2:6 إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا۟ (سَوَآءٌ عَلَيْهِمْ) ءَأَنذَرْتَهُمْ أَمْ لَمْ تُنذِرْهُمْ لَا يُؤْمِنُونَ So go the scripture with this in mind and explore and look for connections. example or verses An-Naml 27:59 قُلِ ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ وَسَلَٰمٌ عَلَىٰ عِبَادِهِ ٱلَّذِينَ ٱصْطَفَىٰٓۗ ءَآللَّهُ خَيْرٌ أَمَّا يُشْرِكُونَ Ya Sin 36:58 سَلَٰمٌ قَوْلًا مِّن رَّبٍّ رَّحِيمٍ An-Nahl 16:32 ٱلَّذِينَ تَتَوَفَّىٰهُمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ طَيِّبِينَۙ يَقُولُونَ سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُمُ ٱدْخُلُوا۟ ٱلْجَنَّةَ بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ (Bold not death) Who are "tayebeen"? Fussilat 41:30 إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ قَالُوا۟ رَبُّنَا ٱللَّهُ ثُمَّ ٱسْتَقَٰمُوا۟ تَتَنَزَّلُ عَلَيْهِمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ أَلَّا تَخَافُوا۟ وَلَا تَحْزَنُوا۟ وَأَبْشِرُوا۟ بِٱلْجَنَّةِ ٱلَّتِى كُنتُمْ تُوعَدُونَ Who are "tayebeen" Ar-Ra'd 13:18 لِلَّذِينَ ٱسْتَجَابُوا۟ لِرَبِّهِمُ ٱلْحُسْنَىٰۚ وَٱلَّذِينَ لَمْ يَسْتَجِيبُوا۟ لَهُۥ لَوْ أَنَّ لَهُم مَّا فِى ٱلْأَرْضِ جَمِيعًا وَمِثْلَهُۥ مَعَهُۥ لَٱفْتَدَوْا۟ بِهِۦٓۚ أُو۟لَٰٓئِكَ لَهُمْ سُوٓءُ ٱلْحِسَابِ وَمَأْوَىٰهُمْ جَهَنَّمُۖ وَبِئْسَ ٱلْمِهَادُ Ar-Ra'd 13:19 أَفَمَن يَعْلَمُ أَنَّمَآ أُنزِلَ إِلَيْكَ مِن رَّبِّكَ ٱلْحَقُّ كَمَنْ هُوَ أَعْمَىٰٓۚ إِنَّمَا يَتَذَكَّرُ أُو۟لُوا۟ ٱلْأَلْبَٰبِ Ar-Ra'd 13:20 ٱلَّذِينَ يُوفُونَ بِعَهْدِ ٱللَّهِ وَلَا يَنقُضُونَ ٱلْمِيثَٰقَ Ar-Ra'd 13:21 وَٱلَّذِينَ يَصِلُونَ مَآ أَمَرَ ٱللَّهُ بِهِۦٓ أَن يُوصَلَ وَيَخْشَوْنَ رَبَّهُمْ وَيَخَافُونَ سُوٓءَ ٱلْحِسَابِ Ar-Ra'd 13:22 وَٱلَّذِينَ صَبَرُوا۟ ٱبْتِغَآءَ وَجْهِ رَبِّهِمْ وَأَقَامُوا۟ ٱلصَّلَوٰةَ وَأَنفَقُوا۟ مِمَّا رَزَقْنَٰهُمْ سِرًّا وَعَلَانِيَةً وَيَدْرَءُونَ بِٱلْحَسَنَةِ ٱلسَّيِّئَةَ أُو۟لَٰٓئِكَ لَهُمْ عُقْبَى ٱلدَّارِ Ar-Ra'd 13:23 جَنَّٰتُ عَدْنٍ يَدْخُلُونَهَا وَمَن صَلَحَ مِنْ ءَابَآئِهِمْ وَأَزْوَٰجِهِمْ وَذُرِّيَّٰتِهِمْۖ وَٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ يَدْخُلُونَ عَلَيْهِم مِّن كُلِّ بَابٍ Ar-Ra'd 13:24 سَلَٰمٌ عَلَيْكُم بِمَا صَبَرْتُمْۚ فَنِعْمَ عُقْبَى ٱلدَّارِ Al-Anbiya 21:103 لَا يَحْزُنُهُمُ ٱلْفَزَعُ ٱلْأَكْبَرُ وَتَتَلَقَّىٰهُمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ هَٰذَا يَوْمُكُمُ ٱلَّذِى كُنتُمْ تُوعَدُونَ _____ But how did they greet transgressors "Zaleemeen" no they don't. An-Nahl 16:28 ٱلَّذِينَ تَتَوَفَّىٰهُمُ ٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ ظَالِمِىٓ أَنفُسِهِمْۖ فَأَلْقَوُا۟ ٱلسَّلَمَ مَا كُنَّا نَعْمَلُ مِن سُوٓءٍۭۚ بَلَىٰٓ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ عَلِيمٌۢ بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ An-Nahl 16:29 فَٱدْخُلُوٓا۟ أَبْوَٰبَ جَهَنَّمَ خَٰلِدِينَ فِيهَاۖ فَلَبِئْسَ مَثْوَى ٱلْمُتَكَبِّرِينَ Al-An'am 6:93 وَمَنْ أَظْلَمُ مِمَّنِ ٱفْتَرَىٰ عَلَى ٱللَّهِ كَذِبًا أَوْ قَالَ أُوحِىَ إِلَىَّ وَلَمْ يُوحَ إِلَيْهِ شَىْءٌ وَمَن قَالَ سَأُنزِلُ مِثْلَ مَآ أَنزَلَ ٱللَّهُۗ وَلَوْ تَرَىٰٓ إِذِ ٱلظَّٰلِمُونَ فِى غَمَرَٰتِ ٱلْمَوْتِ وَٱلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةُ بَاسِطُوٓا۟ أَيْدِيهِمْ أَخْرِجُوٓا۟ أَنفُسَكُمُۖ ٱلْيَوْمَ تُجْزَوْنَ عَذَابَ ٱلْهُونِ بِمَا كُنتُمْ تَقُولُونَ عَلَى ٱللَّهِ غَيْرَ ٱلْحَقِّ وَكُنتُمْ عَنْ ءَايَٰتِهِۦ تَسْتَكْبِرُونَ Al-An'am 6:94 وَلَقَدْ جِئْتُمُونَا فُرَٰدَىٰ كَمَا خَلَقْنَٰكُمْ أَوَّلَ مَرَّةٍ وَتَرَكْتُم مَّا خَوَّلْنَٰكُمْ وَرَآءَ ظُهُورِكُمْۖ وَمَا نَرَىٰ مَعَكُمْ شُفَعَآءَكُمُ ٱلَّذِينَ زَعَمْتُمْ أَنَّهُمْ فِيكُمْ شُرَكَٰٓؤُا۟ۚ لَقَد تَّقَطَّعَ بَيْنَكُمْ وَضَلَّ عَنكُم مَّا كُنتُمْ تَزْعُمُونَ Closing Dua: Yusuf 12:101 رَبِّ قَدْ ءَاتَيْتَنِى مِنَ ٱلْمُلْكِ وَعَلَّمْتَنِى مِن تَأْوِيلِ ٱلْأَحَادِيثِۚ فَاطِرَ ٱلسَّمَٰوَٰتِ وَٱلْأَرْضِ أَنتَ وَلِىِّۦ فِى ٱلدُّنْيَا وَٱلْءَاخِرَةِۖ تَوَفَّنِى مُسْلِمًا وَأَلْحِقْنِى بِٱلصَّٰلِحِينَ Jzk. thank for you time. I will expand the explanation more when i recover.
  9. Seelamun Alaikum I am not an expert or guru, academics, or religious scholars, etc But I believe i was gifted with something ever since I was a child spent wondering, just trying to make sense of the world around me in a bigger picture. I have gone through many stages without even knowing there are some people like me. Of course, there are. I found you guys, the first man I saw so openly in so much detail talk about subjects that many prefer to avoid was the man of the house; he impressed me. This is the guy I wanna be or be friends with. I said, 'I listen to his all of his teachings but left hardcore topics behind. two years and half ago and in one of the nights, I was watching one of the episodes (before I started, I said, 'Do not resist, what do you have to lose? Buy into it as another perspective'). About 15 minutes later, I don't remember what happened, all I remember is I found myself in the morning sitting against the wall, uttering words. Before I came back, I saw the spiral of stars as if I was in space. That awakened the life in my heart. That day, I learned the heart has a use beside pumping blood throughout our body. The next morning or later, I am crying, bubbling. Look what reality made for me, look at the carpet, the color, the wall. I remember the sun changed its course to look at me. I went into the room running back. I was happy and light like a child. I was circling the house. That made me serious, my habit changed, I changed, got even nuts, I wanted to learn more. The days, the energy rich at the top of my head, my perspective also changed. I saw society, what we are, 'walking zombies,' but smart enough that can fool itself day and night without exhausting. I had vision after vision, but after a while, I began to consider what it means... it is significant. Are they real? Let's find out. I have some fruits of the 'garden' and Gifts I have not eaten yet, as well as thousands of delusions, and I want to share them with you as sadaqah and also start open dialogue. And if you are open about what I have to say, it will blow your mind, you will be shocked, even for those who didn't believe, you will see the dilemma and hijab (mental coverage) that is covering their eyes and mind. What scripture? I don't know about other scriptures a lot, but I was born into a family of 'Muslim' and specifically have in mind the traditionally known scripture as the 'Quran.' Let's study the 'Quran,' what do you have to lose? And open to collaboration. But it will piss off a lot of people, me, Muslims, Christians, Jews, etc. And just realized the danger of this topic. If I was in some kingdom, probably i would be imagining chop off but here where i am it stoning Anyway i am at end of this life no worries. It is a mystic type of knowledge, not ordinary, not a 1000 list of 'Haram or Halal' things. I am gonna drop breadcrumbs now and later I will collect or someone articulate to help us collect them wisely. There are moments where I can write well, there are moments I can't even organize my thoughts. I am not sure though if I will regret writing this at the end of the day. Why now? Why? Why scripture? I am not sure; I asked all I got was it is their right. And maybe my days are numbered, not sure if I will survive the coming month 'Ramadan.' Why the scripture (Quran)? I cannot say in a lot of words because words are not enough to define it. I was allowed to see the consistency of the scripture and concise patterns that leads to hidden You gonna find all the clues and all the foods and all the knowledge you seek in it. 'Sculptured in The Scripture (the book),' you will know what I mean by that. The scripture is the map of spiritual, like a guide from the maze, not a list of allowed or forbidden things. It doesn't limit your progress. It is the guide you looking for, all of your life but because of the stupidity of past lives, you were meant to believe otherwise. But before we start. Empty your Cup For a moment, put aside all of your traditional interpretations and understanding. Do not buy into what I say without verification. Do not digest the food and do not rush to blame or correct me. Know I am not a scholar or anything, I am just sharing my thoughts... It is for you to decide what to do with them and to organize it. If you were 'Muslim,' if you had any existential crises, I am not liable for any of it. And if you speak Arabic or come from 'Islam/Muslim' backgrounds, great, but be open-minded, my face toward you. If you get enlightened, I am not responsible for that either. And think critically by yourself. Mostly I'm gonna hint out the possible interpretation of some verses without delving into it. And because of time sensitivity and health issues, sorry for not giving satisfying insights. Know and I do not use traditionally known prophetic words (Hadith) or Tafseer books and no fairy tales. You will learn the use of Sun, moon, stars, Garden, fire, Rock, rain, waters, Milk, Honey, Seas, Desert wind, Clouds, dust, Shapered and sheep, the ant, the birds, etc. ..... I don't know why I am tempted to write this letter. it could a food (taam) and Sadaqaa. Or it could be my way of thinking out loud, or just inner chats, or just self-gratification, mental masturbation, or really wanting to do good for a bigger cause. But I don't want to create an 'ism' or schools. ____ And I ask the mods and administrators to allow this thread's existence as long as it does. Even if it does not attract" .... If you are interested, Let's study the scripture together. Show me your interest. Thank you for your time. Jzk. Rabbi zidni ilman. Why Roadmap to the City?
  10. What's the point of awakening? Your question are a trigger and One should ask themselves repeatedly. if possible everyday. I am not awake so i don't know your reality. But i do now your questions are like. That of alladiin carpet or Solomons it raises you to the top. But you said it already I'm wrapping my mind around this thing, let's say is mental gymnastic, and in a sense a question that leads towards further awakening. Unrelated but wanted to share this. I was in public when i read your post and few walks later there was a women wearing jacket and it has Mario's pictures and text. I said wow I want to take pictures of it but i was behind her so i couldn't, coz it will appear like taking pictures of her ass but what struck me was the moment. Have i created that? Or you. Tell me. It has been happening to me lately. Seeing interconnectedness of things. Good day to you.
  11. How to start you day mass shift and pause at right time. Goals,Time and self management practical advice .but still doesn't work. Why Maybe for rigids. For determined. Realize now so you won't have to chase after , for years. The map Let's understand what's there and walk you through Naturally Our day. Daily Weekly Monthly Month i Month ii Month iii Yearly Soon .....