pablo_aka_god

You are confusing tier 2 from being rich, they are different things. When you become tier 2 you attract other tier 2 people. Rich people don't care who are you unless you can help them make more $, they are often tier 1. You are assuming most rich are tier 2.

@blankisomeone You carry their energy with you for real? I am very sensitive of my body and energy and I've hooked up with around 30 girls from Tinder some of which were very unstable psychogically and I never felt like I was carrying their energy. Is this a real thing? Can't you just decide to not carry it? use the person for your pleasure and move on, I think that's what hookups are about.

It's your ability to do hard things, things you are not comfortable with. Eg: any type of work that is hard for us

I feel like discipline has levels that can be measured (loosely) by spiral dynamics lense. The starter level is about waking up early and grinding my ass which would be stage blue or orange, I did this in my 20s where I would plan the entire day and try to squeeze my time the most, people used to tell me I was extremely disciplined. As I matured I've started to treat it very differently. Now at 31, my schedules are extremely flexible and I try to do whatever I want as much as possible. I still live a healthy life because I have high goals but I don't stress nearly as much as before, for example: I eat mostly healthy but If I want to eat fast food or drink some wine at any time I do it without remorse. I no longer use daily, weekly or monthly planners, what for if I already know what I want to achieve this week? I feel more disciplined now than before because I achieve my goals and when I must work extra hours I force myself to do it. But in general I try to enjoy my day as much as possible. I feel like I have reached the Yellow level of discipline where I don't push myself too much but I am able to grind if needed. Or maybe I became lazy and I am just biased, but my new lifestyle feels much better and long term oriented than before What are your thoughts?

It would be useful if screen is detachable from keyboard and it becomes an Ipad when detached. Else as Macbook and Ipad user I see no usable usecase for it. If it were free or I were rich it doesn't hurt to have it

@Leo Gura Thanks for replying! My question was not about taking 1g once, it's about taking 1g every week for a year, do you see any dangers, like for example messing up my Neurochemistry? I am very curious about this experiment

I've done both and got great synergy between the two. Psychedelics make your old patterns more loose so you can wire new ones BUT only if you go out and take action. If I had to choose only one, I would always choose taking action. No amount of psychedelics alone will fix your life if you don't get out of your comfort zone. But psychedelics are a nice booster when you reach a ceiling.

This journal is going back to being about game only, it's been a long time so don't have much to share yet. I invited my ex to a trip in Brazil next year and she said yes. this is the only game update so far. I hope to get more soon.

I have been extremely worried about my financial situation this year. I never imagined that after 11 years of work experience and since past years have been so good I would barely make enough to pay for living expenses and tuition. I did not want to take next semester off out of fear that it would decrease my chances of landing better clients but I can't live like this. In today's job market no one seems to give a shit about my university degree in progress. I can't base life decisions on how this would look like to prospective employers. I don't want to live like this. Before this year I always did whatever I wanted with fear but courage and without letting fear stop me from what I wanted to do. and everything worked out very well. If job market continues being so shitty then at some point I will give up on my high ideals of working for the betterment of society and I will take a shitty job. I can only do so much, I will do my best but while enjoying life and taking care of me. Then the ball is in god's court. I will take a semester off, still work part time at current job and take it easy. if mid 2027 I can't land a good full time job aligned with LP or increase my salary then I will take a shitty job at a shitty software company to build some capital and make progress at university and maybe go back to the aspirations of getting a job aligned with LP a few years later, like in 2029, I would be 34 by then. But I won't try the impossible and destroy my life trying to land a job in a market where the expectations for good remote jobs are impossible to achieve.

I am burned out, this year was the hardest I can recall since 2012. I worked a lot and saw very little money. which made it a very boring year since money was too tight to travel or fund adventures. I noticed I developed a resentful mood, since i am all the time grinding and I don't see results I get stressed and tired and my loneliness problem becomes worse since at time of stress I become much less social. For The next 4 months I will relax, summer is coming, I will take next semester off at university and use the money I save on tuition to make a trip, maybe invite my ex, I will buy new clothes and ordered a new pair of glasses. I will take the next few months easier and try to enjoy myself, read more, meditate, go back to my workout routine. I had an insight today, I am resentful because I am not investing time in myself. studying for university, working and investing wisely is investing in my future self. but my current self is suffering because he doesn't give a shit about the future, my current self needs to enjoy the now. My soul has been suffering this entire year, working on the computer every day which I like but I didn't gave my soul any new experiences or connections to enjoy. So it's time to listen to what the present me and my soul wants, I noticed I haven't been investing time in personal development, in journaling, meditating taking care of my mind. These things make me happy now, they make me relax.< I tried this for a few hours and I already feel better. I feel this is the way, take a semester off, enjoy myself a bit

I am going through an extremely lonely and boring time in my life. I've been feeling lonely and depressed for several months. I am working on changing my lifestyle to improve this but I am thinking on a booster to help me relax since I become too dense and forget to socialize and to chill. My ideal is to take 1g of shrooms every Saturday as a mood booster and go around my normal week and do this as a routine every week. it's a small dose so I would barely feel the effects. Would be a midway between macro and micro dosing. Anyone tried this?

I disagree, the receiver may never open it or it may change their life. That's the magic of it, the possibilities it opens. Some books are designed so that you can read isolated mini-chapters without committing to reading the entire thing. Also they look nice on a library even if it wasn't read. But if given as a gift it must be given without any strings attached.

If she got drunk because she decided to get drunk. ie: you didn't manipulate her to get drunk. and she really wanted to hookup, ie: you did not push her or manipulate it then it's totally moral IMO. People and young women specially have this issue were they don't want to be held accountable for their actions. They decided to get drunk and in that state they decided to have sex with a guy, assuming they guy didn't push her too much, these were all her decisions. Also at night young women(and men) get drunk on purpose so they can do things that they want but don't have the guts to do when sober. If she got drunk and robbed a bank, should we let her free because she was drunk?

Couldn't agree more. I love conservatism and I would vote for a sound right wing party but this radical right wing wave of Trump, Bolsonaro, Milei(In my country, Argentina) is extremely toxic. I mean, they don't even believe in science, come on guys!

@Butters Besides the fun Bali seems a nice place for networking. Do you recommend it?