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Marcus chose to exit this realm on Friday August 22 2025. In the coming weeks and months I look forward to sharing more about his legacy and all the ways his work and his spirit touched so many.

Here's a recent interview with Marcus talking about 5. https://youtu.be/69gbOrRKmpo

https://www.gofundme.com/f/grailfamilymedicalexpenses Hey everyone. I'm coming to you on behalf of Marcus Grail and his family in their time of need. On August 6th Marcus suffered a major stroke and has incurred considerable medical expenses in the time since. A GoFundMe has been created on behalf of Marcus and his wife Geffen, to offset those expenses and to provide ongoing financial support. Marcus, along with his close friend Bill Atkinson, revolutionized the use of 5-MeO-DMT perhaps most notably through an Erowid article published under the name Grace Within. Out of respect for discretion I won't share more at this time. Please consider sharing the GoFundMe, and donating if you're in a position to do so. We are a community, and I personally consider it a sacred duty and honor to support one another, and especially our elders. I'm open to any questions or any clarification you may be interested in. Thank you 🙏🏻❤️‍🔥

Everyone is different, and each experience may have a wide range of possible directions it may go depending on dose, mindset, setting, and other factors. I have had completely jaw dropping God realizations with ketamine and I've also had experiences where I'm just some abstract conscious sensory phenomenon. And many things in between.

Those who know don't talk, and those who talk don't know. Also it's not so different from any other hobby. To generalize, most people aren't open to a deep conversation on a topic about which they're inexperienced, uninformed, or uninterested. That together with the subject and strong opinions surrounding the subject, it's no wonder conversation isn't forthcoming. Try meeting people where they are, being interested in them and their lives.

Synthetic 5-MeO-DMT, and in particular the StepWise Protocol, may be of interest to you.

It's the dance, the infinite eternal blooming and becoming.

Yes

I received coaching certification in the addiction and transformation space with an emphasis on psychedelic prep and integration. Send me a DM if you want to talk shop.

I am full of shit! And to a degree that I might never fully appreciate. If the particular shit I am full of helps OP realize and orient with the truth of their felt experience, that's the kind of shit I'm happy to sling.

Respectfully this is a dog shit perspective. The so called "ego backlash" is OP encountering more of themself, which means more opportunity for embodiment, insight, observation, expression, inquiry, reprocessing, integration, and love.

It's all part of the unfolding

Yes, a powdered sugar like texture is normal For small doses, volume (scoop) may be more reliable than weight (scale) due to the scale tolerance and margin of error below 10 mg.

The colors are for enticement. There's more to it than that. Once to accept that, and humble yourself, and be open to the experience as it is, more will be revealed.

I've had subtle reactivations while driving, and I personally know several people who have had intermittent reactivations all day, every day, for weeks. They chose not to drive for obvious reasons.