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I’m not sure if Self-Love is the highest teaching anymore. I started to feel like Love is something God created as a motivation to explore itself. Maybe that. @Leo Gura

@Jordan of the Shire thanks. Mine is not that bad anymore

Of course it was worth it and I don’t regret it. However I wish I was more cautious before going into this.

The road to hell feels like heaven. The road to heaven feels like hell.

Mine awakened two years ago and it was quite intense. I don’t want to go too much in depth right now but I still have spontaneous mudras everyday even in moments I’m not meditating. Some kriyas also occur from time to time. I’ve been taking depakote and Abilify in the past 2 years along with other medications but Ive came off them. If shit get too intense, dont be reluctant to see a doctor. Medication really helps to keep you grounded. If you wanna hear more, you can read my post history.

I think we’re living in different realities.

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Do you have any idea how long will it take to release all the tension? Is it even possible to stop these spontaneous movements at all? Today I started learning tai chi and it helped a lot already

@theleelajoker omg you have these too?! I love synchronicities! Thank you for your answer, trying to be still tensed me up but flowing with it until at least I release some tension sounds good!

I’m curious. My doctors say I had psychosis from psychedelics and must never do them again. I say I realized I am God. But there are still some things I have not figured out yet, let’s call them psychosis. I believe I will reincarnate after I’m dead so I try to do good deeds as much as possible. Now that my energy is back I started again with meditation and I’m also practicing tai chi. I wonder how deep we can go without taking psychedelics. I’m trying to clear my karma so I can go even deeper in my next life. Might sound funny to some of you but I don’t believe I will be able to do psychedelics again in this lifetime, not even cannabis. A part of me believes I should be completely fine with not taking any of them again. I heard someone say “full sobriety is the real trip” I want to discover how true is that. Maybe after my karmic knots which put me in this situation resolves, life will put me in a situation where I can do it again, as being a different me.

I’ve had these spontaneous neck movements in the shape of 8 and spontaneous mudras over a year now. Before they started I could be still in meditation. 🧘 I had a break from meditation after a spiritual crisis but now that I feel much better I want to start again. The point I am trying to make is that I don’t know what I should do with these spontaneous movements during meditation, I also have jaw movements, a restless leg, even my big toes move and crack. I suspect all of them have something to do with Qi or Kundalini energy because they all started after a significant awakening. Should I let them happen and observe the sensations or try to be still?

Hello! Today I finished my first practice in Yang style and felt dizzy during the session, possibly because I’m not used to breathing this way. It’s been 2 hours since I finished my practice and I still feel kind of lightheaded and also happy. The practice was so simple yet effective. Here’s the video I followed through in case you’re curious: https://youtu.be/_9D8YOSASpg?si=NpviPBSCbzwwqrKu Has anyone else practiced Tai Chi? I’m eager to hear about how it went for you.

I believe your body is reincarnating all the time. In my opinion you have existed since a certain period of time (I’m not talking about your Godself, which have existed forever, but your individual self independent from your body) and will continue to exist forever, so it’s important to heal yourself and fix your issues in order to not carry them to your next life. If I didn’t believe in reincarnation I’d probably be a nihilist.