Holymoly

I have spent the past hour trying to listen to the videos about Plotinus on Leo’s blog and I really want to be able to follow what is being said but I just can’t, does anyone have any recommendations as to books or other ways that I could learn more about it. It was reminding me of some deep psychedelic trips that I had where I was on the brink of having a profound realization around the nature of fertility or vitality but I was not able to really have the insight. I could see that it has the potential to be extremely blissful and recommendations on how I can find out more about this topic

Elliot used ayauasca like over 10 years ago

I take it without a trip sitter 5meo I feel the danger that your actually going to die is not huge so I just leave it up to fate. I don’t know people who I feel like I want to do it with but of course it might be helpful at times depends who though I would like to take 5meo with Buddha holding space haha

Is there a difference between thrashing around and going into symmetrical movement? Like are you supposed to stay still I cannot seem to sit still but the symmetrical movements and vocalization is spontaneous. Also is this experience ever not overwhelming? Is it a sign of a lack of preparation or is this just how it is at the beginning I’ve probably done about 5 proper trips with it

this guys whole page is full of perfect cold approaches. https://www.instagram.com/nueskii?igsh=NzNvMnJlcnN6OWVh

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jcxLl6Ndr04&pp=ygUGS3VtYXJl Worth a watch pretty incredible haha

lsd can definitely make you more witty and charismatic and less fearful when talking to women haha

Is there anywhere Leo has explained his problem with Buddhism/ Buddhists? I read him talking about Buddhist rats etc, listening to David nichtern a student of trungpa rinpoche and he saying how Buddhism invites you to try and break it it’s not about belief etc so has Leo broken it ?

When this happens it’s a really good chance to practice not beating yourself up, I don’t know if you have that tendency but I do and it’s actually incredible when you can stop doing that because part of the reason you a struggling to do things in these moments is because of the internal beating up that is going on effecting your self esteem like When your all like fuck I should have done somthing that’s beating yourself up. When u see it this way it’s a win win! If you talk to them and get a date awesome! If not you have a reallly and I mean really good chance to rewire your brain here I know the feeling and it sucks but your doing it to yourself if there were no girls on the walk you wouldn’t be like okay fuck I’m such a failure so yeah! I like to use the mantra “it’s okay, your fine”

yeah take it with a grain of salt, remember neem karoli baba called it yogi medicine

its numbs away the pain

not sure how much mg in a micro scoop

okay thanks will try that, i think it was about 3 micro scoops

I did ingest orally but had pretty intense nausea and threw up around the 1 hour mark

Yep I was too completely blindsided Elon. reading Leo share about how selfish he is actually rings so true haha