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  1. I got so closed to falling asleep on San Pedro and just before falling asleep I had an enormous release from the body with shaking and kryias.
  2. @Lynx hey yes it was successful had about 600ml of tea and it was quite perfect could maybe have been a bit stronger. I had it in the slow cooker for about 24 hours
  3. So I’ve got blended Catus in a slow cooker, has anyone done this before? Is a slow cooker on high hot enough?
  4. 5meo is highly stimulating and depletes your energy. It can still be used to heal though it’s just not always the best option for this reason thoe if you already have a weakened nervous system from too much fasting
  5. I think its good and benifits are immense, it make sense to me that the level of pleasure it creates comes at a cost of some kind. But the cost of nofap is that you don’t get to have sex so… It depends what you want, somehow I don’t think Jesus or Buddha would have been jerking off much
  6. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AStUnsd4Rpo&pp=ygUdQmV5b25kIHRoZSBhbGNoZW15IGFscGhhIG1hbGU%3D very true can’t learn this stuff from a book
  7. Shilajit needs to be quality as there is allot of really bad ones out there with some nasty shit in it make sure it’s lab tested for heavy metals. I used to take a bunch of these on the list. For me i stopped because I needed to do more basic shit to improve my life. Also fish oil is a poly unsaturated fatty acid and cold water fish use as anti freeze, humans are tropical animals
  8. I got laid for the first time last night in like 5 or 6 years im 26 its basically the first time tbh. I was drinking perhaps thats why i wasnt able to orgasm or really let myself feel my body i feel like it was psychological any idea why this was? could it just be the alcohol? I know im not gay just nervous maybe? anyone got similar experience
  9. I find that if I relax all my muscles on acid I have profound insights. If I’m tense I feel into it works great with the LSD, it could be magnesium deficiency also
  10. I gave some weed do this girl who I've been talking to on and off for a few months.... haha idk she hot im dumb what can i say
  11. if your familiar with ram dass Kainchi Dham - Neem Karoli Baba Ashram.
  12. Bro dam, did she share some more of her experience?
  13. Combined with psychedelics make u smarter more creative
  14. @Hello from Russia @kylan11 @Sucuk Ekmek @Thought Art @universe Thanks guys Feeling really supported by your replies
  15. @Inliytened1 Oh yeah sorry posted in the wrong topic. @Leo Gura fair enough thanks for the replies guys
  16. is this possible?
  17. 5g was too much for me in the dark maybe if I didn’t lemon tech it
  18. I would like to know what people on this forum would say about this. It’s from a popular instagram account: mo.magnon.
  19. I imagine too high of doses could be like traumatising the protector to get to the trauma, so in order to heal one part of yourself you had to traumatise another part yourself.
  20. Yep i would say the same thing, Come up anxiety is really good at getting your ego in check and all you want to do is lay down and calm down by doing your best to feel the feelings . Your mind will give you all kinds of ideas as to why you cant just sit with it, this is often just your brain seeking a dopamine hit because thats what has been wired to do when our trauma is about to come up. U cannot do anything to make yourself feel better, when you do this your brain will be able to make the connections that will allow it to open the flood gates and let the traumas out. This 100% will happen sooner or later psychedelics when guided by the somatic experience of the body allow the brain to unload/ unlearn. i used to have really hard time with LSD because i avoid the come up anxiety some how, this is the fun part haha its like a roller coaster or somthing like that and your higher self loves this shit.
  21. Im in regional australia and a few months ago I saw what looked a little bit like a meteor coming into the atmosphere except it made turns on a dime like a zig zag and it was going fucking fast heading south, defiantly looked like something was controlling it making turns and shit was weird as haha
  22. @Leo Gura or a good therapist to help him gain awareness around his schizoid tendencies, would try that before medication