Alex_R

Of course its all an Ego Game, the psychotic breaks / bad trips happens when your Ego fully refuses to die so hardly that your mind starts to make crazy stories about reality to negate the fact that yourself (Ego) is dead/never existed. Also i recommend to you if you want to try psychedelics again start with 0.75ug of LSD and study more about No-self, God, Non-duality. You dont need to go full Ego-death the first time just make baby steps to it. Just take small doses and try to understand the concept of all the Universe being just on your mind.

I've experienced exactly this on my last Mushrooms bad trip (3.5g) It feels like you were disconnected from the matrix, if you are in public you will perceive all the people as mere NPCs which spontaneous spawns from your mind, and what gave me extreme anxiety was knowing the fact that i know that i will never go back. Comparing to awakening it feels like the "No-Self" awakening or "Life is a Dream" awakening , on my psychotic break i was interpreting this as if i was teletransported to another reality. Now i know that all of that was just myself awakening to the fact that all the universe is just on my mind. The problem is that it feels so real that if you are not into Spiritualy/study of non-dual teachings you will misinterpreted that as you were going forever crazy/dead.

Nope, your mindset its very toxic and it will harm you in the longrun

But do you have another job lined up?

Don Juan

Giving up the sense of control. Total acceptance of Reality as it is.

Under typical Jung's analytical psychology this must be interpreted as your subconscious telling you that your mother is actively doing something that make you insecure about life/yourself.

Spiritually people will call this AWAKENING Awakening or spiritually enlightenment is the realization that reality is nothing like you've been thinking it is before, so of course other people will call you crazy and you may be perceived as someone who has lose touch with "reality". But the question is: What if regardless being crazy you are more happy than ever?. Interesting question.

I encourage the OP to close this thread and open a new one with different title so we can talk freely about the dangers of psychedelics / general health issues while stop intrusion on Leo's personal life.

I use to think the same sometimes but i feel like his bad looks are more related to poor diet, masturbation or low T levels more than an addiction to psychedelics. Also if you have ever used psychedelics you must know that its very hard to do it between shorts period of time because its too powerful, specially in high doses. Also you must hear what Leo said to you and stop criticism and make uncertainly assumptions about his personal life, we dont know for sure if he is happy or not, only he knows the true.

So, when i die, where i will go?

This is the point, if you are able to get the same or better results as someone with high IQ, why you care about it so much??

Dude this days people are more lazy than ever, if you just be able to put 20% + effort in something even with below average"IQ" you will outperform anyone in any topic like work, business, dates or anything. Just focus on be more productive and increase focus and you will be ok. Also you need to hoard more general knowledge, this is the difference between sabious people and the rest of people, you just keep acumulate knowledge, IQ does not matter here.

Very soon we will see Leo Gura on the Joe Rogan Experience talking about DMT

So build some business, do something

Just find another coach or cognitive therapist who encourages you and make a plan, approach 5 strangers a day and build your confidence slowly, make a goal to join a public speaking group like toastmasters and keep grinding it.

There are several people who have overcome extreme social anxiety and became successful in content creating and sales while achieving high levels of social skills, Leo gura, rsd tayler (owen cook) are good examples, but there are a lot of people like that if you search them. The only think you need to do is to grind it out and approach 100++ strangers to overcame your fears. You will build your confidence like a muscle, there is no secret. Also high doses of Psychedelics will help you with this giving you another point of view about your shyness. Remember that facing and overcome fears are mandatory to complete the maslows hierarchy of needs and having a fulfilling life, if you avoid this work you will regret it when you got older.

No, but if China takes over Taiwan and USA fails to protect their navy on the pacific there is a chance to a nuclear collision

With Trump in office all this Ukraine war mess wouldn't have happened. He is Orange Stage Top 1, there is no one on earth better than him to negotiate this issues.

Get money, try to get another passport, use VPN, get multiple source of income. But i would not bother to leave the country, Moscow invasion its impossible. Also i dont think the economic sanctions will throw Russian economy to the toilet, they have a lot of cash in bank reserves and also will profit very well from oil&gas prices in the future

Your Ego will kick back hard in the following weeks and IF YOU WANT you will be able to deceive yourself again. But take in mind, there is no problem on being GOD, frame it in your mind as if GOD is different than a HUMAN so its fully possible to play the Human Role while begin fully aware of the infinite consciousness. Life is to PLAY, dont worry of anything, everything will be just fine.

But is it Real? or is just a psychedelic hallucination?

I think it was fully possible to re-conciliate the euromaidan vision for a more western country with good currency/free market economy while dont piss off Putin ass by joining the NATO at the same time, this is what an intelligent-non populist leader needs to do.

I agree 100% with this, sadly majority of population seems to support the populist clowns who are crazy enough to drag all the country to a massacre for just a little more attention . I'm sure that after this Zelensky will flee to a nice rich first world european country and still "fighting the Russians" super super comfy via twitter. Diplomacy? no, thanks. I want more followers.

Ukranie must surrender now to stop all this craziness, im sure they can still have a great economic future while being out of NATO membership