Alex_R

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  1. Very dangerous, i would take 20 trips on shrooms before an heroic dose
  2. Yes, always, before God awakening when reality disolving is at the peak of i feel like there is some truth revealed in a form of a Text or a written mesagge that i feel inside my head, its like the end barrier for the language, beyond that there might be the "incompresable" or "knowladge after language"
  3. Last time i took 5 grams of Mushrooms i got beaten by 5 coops and got my clavicle broken
  4. Put some videos of andrew tate, dan peña, scroll shopping and ways to make money, get in that mood, your masculine drive will never go away. I can go for John Lennon Hippie Stage to Donald Trump in a single week.
  5. Read a lot about doses, trips and the effects. Self inquery after the trip.
  6. After taking a lot of lsd, mushroms, benzos and dmt i can get close to that outgoing happy mood that i got from benzos while Sober. Its difficult but possible. Fasting, no fap and hard excersise help a lot Direct experience of happyness from drugs + self inquery is key
  7. On modafinil you will feel more positive and happy, see, i think the main reason that we do not socialoze enough is becouse we are so much on our heads, like having ocd thoughts. Modafinil temporary erease that thoghts and you will not care about anything, just to be present and happy
  8. Modafinil Lsd below 75ug Mushrooms under 2g DMT N.N Pregabalin
  9. I had a terrible trip on 4Grams of Mushroms, i solve the trauma by watching a ton of content about non-duality, understanding the mind and taking small doses of lsd while gradually increase the dosing
  10. In MY experience with LSD and ketamine, beign fasted (+4hs) increase the trip potency by about 60%
  11. I feel like the EGO is a giant OCD disorder and what LSD does its triggering you to the point to surrender and breakthrough to see reality as it is.
  12. Reallity its pure imagination
  13. I had no self awakening, god awakening, understanding and experiencing almost 90% of what Leo/ alan watts an others teachers teach on only 150ug of Lsd You just need more theory and contemplate more
  14. Around 15 between lsd, mushrooms and ketamine, highest doses were 150ug lsd and 4g of mushrooms
  15. This is the reason, pay attention : When you trip you are getting Very Very close to Ego-Death, so your Ego in order to not let you go starts to point to your deepest fears and traumas in order to trick you with the concept of that this life is Real instead of what really is : Infinite imagination.
  16. They are very rooted to survivall instinct and reptillian brain / red stage caveman times Also they might change depending on your relligion / ethnic background
  17. Also , to reach God awakening in my trips it was better to just listen to music and be present instead of thinking or watching theory videos
  18. It is not particullary thougth loops, its more like that you start to go with the flow and just acting without thinking until you realise that you have completely loss control of yourself and your thoughts and actions, that is where you realise that there was never a "Self" and it is only this "Movie" wich is always projected in the present moment. To reach No-Self awakening you will need to accept that you were never in control of your thoughts and actions In my case i was able to grasp it at 150ug of lsd but only after consuming like 2 years of non dual theory lectures and videos.
  19. Did you ever try psychedelics? it is a must if you want to understand what is going on here
  20. @Yimpa I highly highly recommend to both of you to read/watch The Disappearance of the Universe - by Gary Renard, it's about a story that teaches you that you are not a Victim to the Universe, instead, you ARE THE UNIVERSE, it will literally shatter all your neurosis and suffering creating by your EGO by pointing to the real YOU.
  21. Since i did spiritually work and trip on high doses of psychedelics my Neurosis dissapeared by about 60 or 70% I think the trick was just learn what is God and learn to trust in God, which is also myself.
  22. Use the Pomodoro Technique in the morning before your formal job, problem solved. Start with 2x25min with 15min breaks and grow from there. In my experience i was able to do 3/4hours of deep work constantly for about a year using that technique
  23. But if I exist and I am a pov the one who exist its only me, it is not you, you dont exist.