Shweta

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  1. @@28 cm unbuffed you are right, it is too diffult while one is passing through it. Thanks for sharing your story here. I can feel your days through these as I too was. When I was passing through it, it seemed everending tunnel of pain but at that moment when I was trying to get out of that web I promised if I can come out of it I would let everyone who is suffering this pain know that they are not alone and that they can even come out of it. If I can, you can so everyone can. Undetstanding of Self Love is very important.
  2. There had been a strong craving for this one boy from past one month. But the boy seemed cool with and without distance. And when there was negligence it was killing me. For the first time I felt of full submission to someone, even a touch of him will make my whole body full of acetylcholine and dopamine. And he too admitted things like me being one in million and I m his very own Sun. Moment seem to cease with him, world use to shut dwn and the feeling of being one without constraints was realized and then followed...let me use the term "bliss". But all of a sudden due to some constraints he start ignoring me as if never heard of me. And my heart start feeling heavy and a constant pain was there. So rather than going into darkness of victim state I started asking positive questions. I asked myself, pain was for what, he being neglecting me or loosing him. Turns out to be both and former being more. I cried out most of the time and flushed my whole energy out on craving. I texted him like anything and told him how helpless I was feeling. I used to watch some inspirational vedioes and get fresh energetic but Bam with one picture of him all knowledge get swayed away and again craving. But following points made me out of this situation forever?: 1. Start looking for Self Love as mentioned by our Leo. Truely saying I raised my hand and asked universe to help me, mentioning how I m born and got every vitality because of this unknown natural force. And that we are the Source. We human are such a natural manifestor. Claririty start manifesting inside me. 2. Let all you have be out in the most elaborated form. Dont keep it to just yourself let your lover know this. It will slowly help in either realize your energy worth better or make him/her realize what he has done or what he gonna miss in life. 3. Somehow make communication with him and get things clear, i.e. concious uncoupling. 4. Rather than isolating yourself forever after a while of crying and shouting and long silence get in touch with friends you like to hang with. 5. Spend some lone time with yourself. And try to be observer. Meditate. Initially it may kill you more but magically it will take over...have faith. 6. Start taking care of yourself more than ever, exercise or long jogging are great. Guys, finally that pain is out of my heart and I m feeling so free... And the best part begin...not only He started communicating back but almost every corner is bouncing with amazing people and above all I feel myself no string attached situation and at the same time grounded. Cheers to life...cheers to SELF Love.
  3. Agreed? Look @abrakamowse @SoonHei....to like such stories frequency must have aligned to spiritual realm. Thank you. When I told this story in excitement to the friends around here my workplace..they find it boring?
  4. @SoonHei..waaw it was mind opening..so now one can play Living God...it is so f****ng mind opening...I m feeling blissed by just reading it. Thanx alot.
  5. @SoonHei this article is fuc**ng mind opening. So you play like a living God then...what a state it will be. Thanks alot for the post. Look @abrakamowse @SoonHei....to like such stories frequency must have aligned to spiritual realm. Thank you. When I told this story in excitement to the friends around here my workplace..they find it boring?
  6. @abrakamowse @SoonHei....to like such stories frequency must have aligned to spiritual realm. Thank you. When I told this story in excitement to the friends around here my workplace..they find it boring?
  7. @abrakamowse....to like such stories frequency must have aligned to spiritual realm. Thank you. When I told this story in excitement to the friends around here my workplace..they find it boring?
  8. Agreed. We are blessed coz we have Leo. Such a clear vision he developed, from manifestor to being Leo.
  9. Have you heard one more such simple but insightful story- "princess of Jhansi"? There was a king of Awadh(one wealthy state of earlier times) ,he was fond of art and drama. So once in his state there was suppose to happen one drama in the name - "princess of Kashi". Almost after 3 months of practice it was going to be held. But in that drama there was a vital role of 5 yr old daughter of that village as princess of Kashi. But the girl was ill and so the actors asked extension of date for performance but the king thought that his son who was at that time only 5 can also play this role with girl like dressup. So the prince was dressed as Princess of Jhansi, and he was looking quite preety. At that time there was no camera so Queen asked to paint his son like this. And his painting was made and the painter signed below by providing date and entitled- "princess of Jhansi". After 15 years the prince was going through old collections and he found that pic, seeing which he fall in love with the princess of jhansi and he saw the date too and guessed that this princess must be like my age too. He fall in love with all sorts of imagination in his head for this pictorial princess of jhansi. He was lost, no apetite no smile...So the king got worried and sent Rajguru to find the truth. Rajguru approached prince and said him that it will be secret between the two. Prince told him he was in love of a princess. Rajguru said "oh thats a good news, where is she?" And the prince replied, "I have seen her only in photograph." He took Rajguru to the painting. And after seeing Rajguru recalled story of this painting and asked the prince he need to sit down and listen to him, he told, "prince he is none but You." This single understanding that there wasn't any two but Only One, took away all the pain of that prince in the very moment. This is a story from "adwait vedanta", which tells us we are one source, this whole world is our "princess of Jhansi".
  10. Have you heard one more such simple but insightful story- "princess of Jhansi"?