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  1. Posted · Edited by A_v_E

    @Razard86  to reach true truth you must love for real REAL, omg you almost makes me cry, I know we could be in a room and maybe we would be able to listen and see into each others eyes without bypassing with non sense.

    I get you here, I feel your intense love for no bs, I know it's all ego, but I m like, YES yes yes yes yes reformalizing my intuition in such a beautiful way, I cannot stop taking pictures of your dance, that's such a wonderful play !!!

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    HUGHING brother, I love you, keep shining

     

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  5. Posted · Edited by A_v_E

    @something_else maybe but this is infinite, every time I speak more than 3 words people go on me to tell me how much I m such a jerk because I m just breathing out without over thinking frames, it just words words words, I've no attachment to anything I've said, even when I say "I" I don't care, this is just words, I m not shaping game, I m not playing games, I don't want to play games.

    this is just fucking words that goes out out of my relative frame, ALL THE TIME PEOPLE TELL ME I M FUCKING WRONG BUT I STILL DON T KNOW WHAT S SO WRONG ABOUT ME.
     

    good fuck girls all you want guys, fuck also guys,, fuck dolls, don't fuck either & become a monk, that's all fine.

     I just shared the intuition that goes through me, I don't feel any attachment toward what I've said before, that's just cards on a table that I've been dealt with, I assume that's same for you.

    I've an ideology yes maybe, I want fucking people to live in peace with something that work for the greatest numbers, I want to do science not dogma, whatever will work for highest numbers I'll kiss it for the highest good, mariage or non mariage, promiscuous or not, I just said it didn't worked much for the people around me and myself, good if that work for you, I m listening.
     

    ha ivan I love you so much, you're a kind heart, I feel so blessed that you still have a thought for me :x

    stay metal & DnB  babe.

     

    I made this indian girl with AI, she will pray for regeneration of earth and for us to be able to talk of ideas of others with more grounding in not knowing.

     hope she will give us the energy to keep healing together
     

     

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    Damn thank you guys, now I just want to kill myself and comit real practical suicide again.

    EVERY FUCKING TIME I SAY PEOPLE I HAVE NO EGO THEY START TO GO ON ME.

    it's like WTFFFFFFF

    I M DEAD WHAT DO YOU NEED AS A PROOF THAT I SHAVE MY HEAD ?????????

    do I need to kill myself in physical reality for you to get how much I don't have a single fuck for my "self" ?????????????????????????????????
     

  7. Posted · Edited by A_v_E

    @something_else  ego is when you triggered by thought, it has nothing to do with a way to write about things, I really don't get all the fuss.

    in fact what I mean by having no ego is when you feel nothing about people thought, it's intersubjective and no one can tell who has an ego or not, because the body keep receiving signals and move.

    at the end of the day, to be right or wrong is useless, because ideas themself have no ground in reality, they are passing wind, all complete farts.

    maybe it's cause I only hanged with druggies and artists and those people are a certain kind of wild and maybe it's biased, but I never claimed absolute truth.

    you can tell me I m full of shit, and I m open to listen your experience.

    Also I said girls, but I could have added males too, I just forgot about it, can't write a all books at every answer.
     
    I m telling you how it is for me without a filter, it's named sincerity & honesty, values people shall reward way more than fake civilism and dogmatism ( dogmatism is when you believe a part of reality is "real", the contrary of religion is to not believe in anything )


    I like this style of putting cards on table, then talking about cards, everyone shall be able to tell how he thinks things are, there is no name calling, there is only a debate of ideas & memes.

    If someone claim dolphins are pink... do you feel triggered ? NO because you know it's non sense.

    so only truth can cut, a lie just makes you look like a fool, so again, if I m a fool believing in pink dolphin, where is the problem here ?

    if a memes don't please you, ask question rather than assuming people are dumbass to have lived in another frame.

    that is ego indeed to invalidate people claim without having any backup claim.

    thank you for sharing, good for you you didn't get any, it's interesting, and I've no rejection of your reality and experience, I m just telling about mine and how it seems to me, but I thought all this was evident around here.

    funny I assume people think I m also pro mariage, no I m pro having a good health and making the system work for everyone, if there was no STDs I would encourage everyone to fuck around, but as it isn't the case and that herpes and others things go rampant, I m advocating for something different right now, if tomorrow we can eradicate STDs, then I'll be pro fucking around.

      partisanism to a cluster of feeling good ideas seems so relative. . . such a strange way to live, only good fitness matter to me, also reprogramming predatorial design.
     

    I m not biter, you could have no ego and keep slashing dork if that's how one relate to meditation, meditation can be anything really, not all non duality have the same flavor.

  8. Posted · Edited by A_v_E

    @Leo Gura

    yes sorry in France this is non sense, I just have 3 of my best friends who got STDs from hanging around. ( I know them since 10 years we are all very intimate )

    But let's assume I m living the lie, because I m fairplay and non egotistical when it's about being rational.

    so let's say that I've dreamed up me taking pills for curating shrooms on my dick after only having sex with 2 girls and I got it after less than 10 meetup. ( this is why with my ex we got into scanning very quickly and I try to stay in same relationship. )

    and that after 10 years being around super promiscuous artists minded people I've no understanding of what this bring.
    let's assume my science is full of shit and that you're indeed knowing better ( or maybe more lucky ?? )
    Maybe american girls does more plastic, but here in France most people don't do it.

    So yes I m non sense and full of shit, that's not new to me.

    but my experience having my 3 best friends being very social & promiscuous people all of them got multiples STDs.

    One of my best friend had around 9 girls in his life, & he had to go into surgery for a weird shit that happened to be on his dick.

    on a side note :
    ha yes you can use plastic, but I find sex with plastic so bad that it's clearly better to masturbate then, I m all for having a lot of sex with a lot of people, but not in a society which don't work out his STDs scan problem.

    I don't understand this partisanism for one way to live or another, can't we just do science properly without injecting ego fear at every encountering with a foreign data analysis ?

     

    maybe my words were lazy, but why assume I m partisan, breathing & just using langage, the most limited medium to be accurate about reality.

     

    real sex is dangerous, but you'll know when you get a lot of it, of course nothing wrong with living dangerously or even dying anyway

     

    there is no ego to talk with, I m dead since a long time, I m only living through the tought of god passing through me.
    god is conservatives for some thing, chaos can only bring us that far.
     

    nothing wrong with fucking dolls, let it go

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    3 hours ago, Vlad_ said:

    You’re right, I only had toxic relationships and it made me think all relationships like that. 
    Maybe I shouldn’t have sex before I get to know a girl. It makes perception clearer.

    Yes owning your sex drive completely will stop you from entering in relationship for sex.

    Which will allow for greater clarity ?

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    @something_else no it's not. Especially since girls are fucking everywhere and are all full of STDs nowadays. 

    Why take the risk of diseases. That's a bad strategy.

    Why judge op, don't you see he is god realized.

    He just go against your idea of the good life.

    I won't buy doll but I would crave for a fucking anti non STD zone.

    The only shrooms sex I got came from a girl who fucked 5 guys in 2 years.

    Only have sex with the righteous one. The best one are the one who stayed only on long relationships. 

    If a girl tell me she had one night stand. I would run as fast as possible.

    Promiscuous sex is more dangerous and cringe than fucking dolls.

     

    I just don't find dolls worth the pain on my side. I suggest mind control and avoiding sex with girls who get more than 2 guys per years.

    Semen retention is even better.

    Also we don't need auto COVID test but way more auto STDs test.

     

    For now fucking doll is more healthy directly for your risks taking.

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     AI is a tool, the process is prompting, the second process is thinking on how to prompt correctly, the third process is to select the right ideas, the 4th process is to maximize how to shapes those ideas from the tool.

    if anyone here believe prompting nice picture with 3 words makes great art, just plainly stupid af.

    I can give a camera to every clown in town it doesn't makes them tarantino.

     

    everyone against AI maybe shall elevate his thinking

    when complexity in a thing go away, it allocate space to be complex somewhere else.

    learn maths.

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    @Leo Gura the king.

    tell yourself I did 2 grams of hollandish or local // made by philosopher friend. ( I live not far from holland )

    probably for 7/8 years, everyday. 

    it hit me hard everytime especially if you smoke only once a week, it will be very strong.

    I even had phase & mania like on psychedelic from simply using cannabis.

    I stopped it recently after quitting 3 times. ( but I feel not touching it for a year, just to clear out a bit my lungs and things )

    day 40  or something currently, absolutely no craving, just had bad headaches.

    also take care, it makes sex activities addictives.

    I would suggest going for purification and meditation long term, and keep a practice of restriction around cannabis.



    easy to stop, I always smoked with tobacco though, way better effect ! ( especially with pueblo, I recommand , it keep the taste, and isn't harsh, it allow better smoking // burn way better than "pure" )

    tobacco is a great drug when mixed with cannabis, I never smoked cigarets.

    I feel like thc is the king of drugs in many ways, especially for people suffering from "boredom" it's an easy crush.
    the day you can take THC and just go away from it when you want, I feel it is a true exercice in self control.


    I'll try to be into jhana meditation and state of mind that are blissful from natural exposition and rely way less on drugs on my part.

    I still love manies, but after having seen much, with a very open mind, even soberity can be psychedelic.

    you just need to drop stories and be playful and going full right brain, talking to crazy poets instead of stucked head.

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    though I would still try to live in jhana instead of cannabis, but maybe as an insight tool one shot it still has very good property as a "mild psychedelic".

    maybe psychedelics reinforce cannabis trip, it has to be acknowledged

  22. Posted · Edited by A_v_E

    @Leo Gura yep it doesn't understand really how to prompt for now.

    so I asked him to give me words in relation to my current inspiration.

    for instance, I needed to know the name of traditional chinese clothes for a prompt, so I asked him to give me in details how they were looking / made / name etc..

    I could have used google of course.

    then I asked him to give me colors that are supposedly good in ancient china and to explain me why. ( so that I could interface with the global idea for each one )

     

    in a way it's way more quick than google, cause it goes in details on each question and he hold the precedent insert to answer the next one.

    you can put a sketch in MJ as a driving force for the prompt ( the more basic the more it help )
    I sometimes take others prompt, I ugly draw on them the shapes I need, I then put them early in the prompt and add words.

    That give the prompt directly a strong direction to follow and reduce randomness/chaos factor.

  25. Posted · Edited by A_v_E

    @Leo Gura  you sound now like those crazy "anti ai artist" hahaha

    depiction of the artstation rebels :

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    you cannot fight the cart with your horses !! evolve ! 


    it still takes tastes and time to prompt the right thought-code !! ( I sometimes prompt 10 hours to not have a single fucking good result, I play with this my whole day, it is sort of like cooking in your head with ideas, because it really needs  the right mix of words/concepts, doing my own personnal inquiry on how to perfect prompting ( it takes hardcore experimentation to see which words works right in thy mixing )

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    hey that's funny cause I also backslashed a lot recently on some political takes. ( but clearly not on the tech ! )
    I like gptchat also, not to take what he says, but to ask him for words/inspiration.

    when you loose something, you also gain something ;)

     ( but not for this tech, especially midjourney I fucking love it, and made a whole story with it : )

    I can't stop prompting for me now it is more addictive than cokaïne ( been 14 days already of binge prompting )

    here the story I talk about ( it took me a day ( 16 hours of pure hardwork, even ate in front of the computer, it was a challenge, but I've been lucky on the prompt, I reworked them a lot on photoshop, especially hands )

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