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    @Galyna good for you galyna well don't overdo it make room for other things expand your vision make friends with new people be healthy that's your charger. 

    watch out for traps and addictions you don't wanna be dependant on anything external for your happiness [you can't catch a fantom ] 

    rise your consciousness and mindfulness skills train yourself to be present [your sense of importance should be coming from these not from doings but from being present and mindfull of your thoughts emotions ...what happening around you and being calm at the same time.]

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    @Average Investor

    -i live with my parents

    -i have too much time more than half portion of the day 

    -as soon as possible 

    btw i'm from morocco north of africa and stores ...are closed you can't apply to jobs this period [i used to work in manual labor due to some circumstances i was obligated to stay home and work on my inner self and now i have to make money]

    -i can work for anybody if there need be 

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    @Galyna yeah i agree but you know sometimes you just wanna take time off and do sth i don't know like plant a tree or play a video game something along these lines .

    i'm not talking about the contraction mode i talk about the expansion mode. what do you do ? during the expansion mode when you done your consciousness work and you're tired and you feel that you need a break not to regress but to let things you did to flourish 

     

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    @Elton yes sir multiple times in my childhood probably 5 to 7 times  the scycle return and i vectimized my sister and my little brother once 

    i have to mention here that i'm above 20 and did the victimization thing when i was 12 due to lack of awareness >>we had too much conflict in the house [physical abuse emotional abuse and dysfunctional relationships...parent at each other throats]

    -i struggle these days with the stigma and money problems i also have little inner comflict

    -i have feelings of powerlessness 

    -stigmatization  [doubts if i'm gay or i turned to gay due to the abuse btw my friend he was like my brother we were 10 maybe or little he tricked me and we ... apparently he saw it somewhere we were 10 or less ]

    -difficulty to form friendships and bond with people [being liked...]

    -i had sex with girls and i didn't felt like it it was shallow [i wanna know if there's a way to correct this also ]

    -i'm currently doing transformation mastery by rsd julien [it helps]

    -i've been dealing with dpdr last 10 months i came out of it strong and yeah i'm trying to cure anything left of my past traumas and share awareness around the subject

    i have to say that i'm not here to cry or be upset about anything i've done this part i want support and solutions that will lead to results [be powerful again and understant the stigma of this gay shit and come out of this horrible dream that i suffered through for a good solid 20 years of my life shit 20 years down the toilet ]

    thank you sir