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You need to realize how insanely awesome the truth is. Yes, you are God and God is absolutely alone and that is perfect. Imagine if there was something restricting God, wtf? So realize that God = Love, then you will see that eternity with yourself is pure bliss. Basically, your realization is to shallow you need to go deeper and face your fears to see that they are just illusions or misinterpretations of the ego and not the actual truth.
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Take Leo for inspiration, he should make you extremely curious. Don't believe anything other people tell you. Think for yourself, you should be your own authority figure.
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The last girl I dated went through some shit too. Abused as a kid by a guy from the church and later got addicted to heroin for a year or so and stuff like that. With her it was, as you said, "playing with fire", very intense and dramatic. I also thought it's the depth that got me hooked because it seemed so interesting. But I found out that it was a trauma bondage. As on a subconscious level, I am addicted to feeling intense emotions and she triggered me like no other. It goes very deep, but basically you will attract people like that until you heal your trauma. Maybe it's similar for you..
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On 3.2.2023 at 10:58 AM, flowboy said:Which book does he describe my case in? Would love to read that!
Almost sure it was in 'The Way of the Psychonaut Vol.1'. I'll see if I can find it in the coming days.
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It's a risk I'm willing to take, and I've never met anyone who has been seriously damaged by taking psychedelics. However, the deeper I delve into them, the more I see how potentially dangerous they are. I like how Leo once said it "treat them like a loaded gun".
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5-meo is just very direct. In the beginning, low dosages weren't comfortable for me either, you have to work your way up slowly.
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6 hours ago, ZenSwift said:Still gotta test my DMT, but how does it look?
thats looks like mdma
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You won't care about money in this state. Timothy Leary's son famously burned a $1000 bill the first time he took 1000ug.
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@BlessedLion Yes, when something is healed I become more conscious "permanently", but then I go deeper and more blocks arise.
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I don't think it's good to secretly dose people
During my first 50 or so trips I knew nothing about spirituality. Was still very valuable and transformative for me.
@OBEler My trips are infinitely better now
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11 hours ago, Leo Gura said:None. The only limit is fear and mental instability.
Good to know!
9 hours ago, Pudgey said:I noticed the more fear you overcome, the more GOD is awaiting you. Now, I'm focused on destroying all fear and falsehoods.
True. I just started to unravel my deep fear of loneliness during my last trip. Aloneness is absolute, loneliness is an illusion.
2 minutes ago, LSD-Rumi said:Cure any mental illness or traumas before doing psychedelics, I learned that the hard way.
Hard to cure that shit without psychedelics. But I agree that 5-MeO might not be the best substance for this.
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5 hours ago, mac99 said:Do you think mindfulness meditation can heal it completely?
No mindfulness will not solve all your problems. But a certain amount of mindfulness is necessary to work through your stuff. So you need to combine mindfulness with a deep psychological examination of your psyche. In order to heal, you must find the source of your anxiety, understand why it is there, and what it takes to heal.
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@Leo Gura Do you no longer have any blockages? For me, new ones keep appearing the deeper I wake up.
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I've personally never tried it, but Leo said he's tried and it doesn't work.
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1mg is too small an increase. I would do 5mg increments until you break through. Like if you're good on 6mg, take 11mg dosages until you're good with that, then increase more.
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"Nothing matters, but everything is honored" - Eckhart Tolle.
Your bf has a very toxic mindset, I wouldn't let him near me.
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Selflessness, serenity, love, humor, strength, thoughtfulness, mindfulness, attentiveness, groundedness, courage, integrity, wisdom, experience
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@Javfly33 No bungalows but you can come with a caravan or yeah just bring a tent.
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@kylan11Dude wtf that's crazy
I think my worst was when I was having sex with my ex and she suddenly went completely nuts. As if she had become a different person, I could see the madness in her eyes. She pushed me away and said I was a snake trying to steal her soul or something
. She was convinced that the world was ruled by Repitlians and that there was a secret conspiracy. Wasn't that bad just a bit stressful as it took her all night to calm down. 25I-NBOMe can be so weird, I think visually the most intense substance I've ever taken.
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3 hours ago, MarkKol said:How did you discover this one?
I dated a girl who was into disturbing stuff like this lol...wish I hadn't seen it tbh
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Natural Born Killer (1994)
Se7en (1995)
A Serbian Film (2011)
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Very inspirational journal man, also nice YT channel! And by the way, if you don't already know, check out Stanislav Grof's work, it's basically all about birth trauma. He also talks specifically about your case.
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On 28.1.2023 at 4:42 PM, Javfly33 said:Where you live during the festival?
what you mean?
On 28.1.2023 at 4:42 PM, Javfly33 said:I imagine you arrive in car and bring a Tent?
yes, most people do, but you can also come by train or plane
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Maybe the medication you're taking has something to do with it. Talk to your doctor if you're concerned about this, but it doesn't sound like a big deal to me.