Sleyker

Incredible, just how much there is to explore. Mind-blowing experience for me really, like I was born again. Glad you liked it. Yes you should try it and I agree with you about the porn, even as I was just holding my phone I felt its frequencies in my hand, you notice how poisonous all this shit is.

Hope you enjoy my trip report, it's kinda messy 'cause that's kinda how it wanted to be expressed. Took 1,75 grams of mushrooms on my hand, looked at them calmly, I told them "Show me what I need to see", "I'm open to whatever you want to show me". Ate them on an empty stomach, sat on my bed, meditated, then lay down. Closing my eyes. Waited, just calm, there was a bit of fear going into it but not too much. I had taken 1.80 gr of mushrooms before and they just put me in my body and enhanced my mood. This was my second mushroom trip ever, different source, 2 years after the first trip. About an hour later they kicked in. I was contemplating some questions in bed, like what am I? am I consciousness? am I Sleyker? where do thoughts come from? these were questions that just came to me, the questions came and then dissolved like the answers didn't really fucking matter, like asking the questions itself was pointless. I laughed my ass off at the idea of being Sleyker, like... Sleyker? HAHAHAHAAHA THAT'S FUNNY... SLEYKER HAHAHA The initial intention didn't make sense anymore. "Show me what I need to see" HAHAHA "I"? "I"? At some point approaching peak, I suddenly got MORE conscious for a second, all my senses ENHANCED by quite a bit, it was sudden and it scared me, this happened three times or so. This was interesting, after my initial scared reaction I kept kinda wanting it back again. Minutes later I opened my eyes and went to check my phone, I had told my gf I was gonna trip minutes before I took them, she's not open to psychedelics so she didn't like the idea. There was a message from her: "It's okay please don't text me today again, text me tomorrow when you're conscious. You know I love you bla bla" HAHAHAHA I was laughing my ass off at that... "TOMORROW WHEN YOU'RE CONSCIOUS" HAHAHAHA so she actually wants me to text her when I'm UNconscious HAHAHAHAHA. I spent like a whole hour marveling at how BEAUTIFUL, INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL everything is... my hands, the door, a set of pictures on my wall my gf gave me, the fan, the whole room, my pillows, my blanket, my dick... just how many details and ALL OF THEM WERE BEAUTIFUL. Turned on some porn, omg how beautiful it is, felt my turn on, how beautiful, warm, my body was really warm, turned on some music (TOOL - Parabola) Oh my God Maynard's voice is just incredible it felt like I could taste the voice, grasp it, see it completely, the changes in the energy of the song were so CLEAR. I was just AMAZED at how conscious one can be.... OH MY GOD, wtf????? My jaw just kept dropping and dropping. WTF????? WTFF???? EVERYWHERE I TURN... WTFFFFFFFF?????? I asked Chat GPT about peak state and it said: Altered thinking, visuals, among others. HAHAHAHHAHA ALTERED THINKING?????? When I was coming down from the trip I realized altered thinking is the thinking you do when you're not conscious. HAHAHAHAHA Visuals? HAHAHHAHAHAH WHAT DO YOU MEAN VISUALS????? REALITYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! LOOOOOOOK!!!!! JUST CLEEEAR SEEING BROTHER!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAA Tasted some food, Jesus Christ, just started laughing at how good it tasted. Then watched some porn again when the effects were cooling down, noticed how much it grips me, sucks me in, but again so beautiful. I wondered how I could explain this to anybody without sounding like a drug addict, 'cause anything I'd say would sound exactly like what a drug addict would say. Drug addicts are just lovers of reality, they love reality SO MUCH, it's so obvious. It's very cool when you're coming down from it, you can see how conscious you can be and yet at the same time how unconsciousness keeps creeping in. There's still clear seeing though, reminded me of my state when I'm in a Vipassana retreat. As I'm writing this, I can not imagine what would happen if I doubled the dose, like wtf man.... I'm just amazed at the whole thing.

That's awesome! Wish you the best as well. Hope it turns out in something that's gonna grow you both as people

What were the vibes in your interaction with her? Was it flirty? logical? fun/banter? friendly? To be honest I think there's only so much you can do over text, the real impact happens in person, if you made a good impression on her then you just continue the vibe you were having with her in person over text. But anyways I think this channel has really useful videos on texting: I think this guy has really good videos on texting, check these out and maybe watch some more from his channel. Since you're a spiritual guy, just get a sense of the feeling behind his texts. Just keeping it light, flirty, funny, and using texting just to set up a meeting in real life, because that should be your intention right?

@Oso NOOOOO You're falling for a scam brother, I can guarantee you that you're not talking to the real girl, it's some dude who gets paid to chat with you. Even if she starts telling you that she's interested in you don't fall for it they just want your money. Unsubscribe immediately, I know it hurts but you won't find a girlfriend on Onlyfans. And I know this because I worked precisely doing that, managing their accounts and chatting with their subs as if I was the model, I can assure you none of these chicks are doing their own DM's, it's a big scam.

Honestly the whole concept of game is useless. You're a man and you're designed to attract women. Period. What else do you need???? What happens is we have trauma, stored emotions and beliefs around women, that get in the way of this natural attraction happening. Purify these and all that's left is you authentically being a man that EFFORTLESSLY attracts women, no fucking game theory, no lines, no nothing

@Soul Flight Thanks for your response, I'm a newbie in this world so I definitely learned some lessons on my first time

I didn't think putting them into a tea would have a better effect, I just went ahead and ate them. I'll try that next time, thanks for the responses guys

They were dried Teonanacatl Mushrooms, this is all I know

They were dried

@Thought Art These were Mexican. @Soul Flight Not at all, I had never used any drugs before today and I'm not on meds. In fact I have very low tolerance to alcohol for example, I drink a beer and already feel half drunk. I don't know if that's relevant but that's why I'm surprised mushrooms didn't do much for me. Also, I paid 20 euros for this dosage, is this okay or was I overcharged? I'm honestly feeling ripped off and salty about the whole experience.

The lady I bought them from said they were very high quality but I guess she wound't say the opposite right?... I'll maybe buy from a different source next week and try again

So I took mushrooms for the first time today about 6 hours ago. I was having high expectations and wanted to use this trip to think about my life purpose and my emotions around girls. I took 1.25 gr on an empty stomach, sat in my bed for an hour, nothing really happened so I took like 0.60gr more which was everything I had available. After an hour or so I began feeling super relaxed, very aware of my body, my mood improved and I was laughing and enjoying this feeling. It felt good. Didn't feel introspective that much or had any cool visuals or anything like this and if I'm honest I wasn't particularly surprised by the relaxation and mood improvement because I've had this before during meditation retreats or even just meditating at home so I'm a bit disappointed. I guess I just have high tolerance and should take more next time but wanted to ask if anybody had this experience of taking almost 2 grams and feeling mainly relaxation and nice vibes?

I feel you brother, we've all been there. I have to be honest, you might not get this girl because you already put her on a pedestal, but who knows. What I think is lacking in your interactions is polarity, she has to feel your masculine energy, the one that lies in your pelvis, balls, cock. When you talk to her, do you get turned on for her? If so, she's gonna feel it and respond to it, maybe positively or negatively. Tell me what you're feeling/thinking while you talk to her, that's important. Because what you're feeling/thinking comes across in your sub-communication and girls only respond to that, not so much to the words you're saying.

As they should, did you pull to your place at least? You gotta take your chances bro