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  1. 3rd Time Psychedelics: Realizing God, Infinite Love, Absolute Truth
    3rd Time Psychedelics: Realizing God, Infinite Love, Absolute Truth
    Hello my Love...
    Today was the 3rd psychedelic trip ever in my life.
    What you will now read is called a "trip-report." It is some words that try to point to a reality, that cannot be pointed to. Nothing that is real can be described or pointed to, it can only be experienced. However, pointing or trying to point doesn't contradict reality and might help you to experience these things for yourself, which you absolutely can. 
    Todays trip was special in that it gave me access to absolute knowledge. I became aware of an absolute, unshakeble, unspeakable truth which is the cause of, and explains everything in this universe, beyond the shaddow of a doubt.
    Absolute truth is unspeakable, but speaking about it might inspire people to seek it. This is the reason why I will try to do the impossible here and speak about it. The only reason. Just to inspire you to go out there and seek absolute truth. Because it is absolutely worth it, I promise.
    Trip Report
    Took 150ug LSD today which was my 3rd psychedelic trip ever. If you're interested in the first two trips pm me I can send you the links. Now let's jump into the juicy stuff: absolute truth. 
     
    What I realized beyond the shaddow of a doubt
    There is no self. "you" don't exist. There is no "you" inside your body (or inside of mine) Everything is one. The whole universe and everything that exists, existed, will ever exist or could ever exist is physically one thing. God exists beyond the shaddow of a doubt. God = The Cause of everything that exists = The here and now = Conciousness = Infinite love = Everything that exists = You. There exists only one thing in the universe. This thing is You. You with a capital "Y". That "YOU" is identical to God. It is the cause of everything. It created everything in this universe. It created everything you see right now through your eyes out of pure selflessness and out of pure love. It created the most beautiful things you could ever imagine and the most hellish things you could ever imagine. It did so because it is selfless. Because it is infinitely loving. Infinite love does not discriminate. It only encompasses and allows for anything that comes into existence to come into existence.  Infinite love is all there is. Imagine you got the most beautiful gift you could ever imagine. Imagine you get the most beautiful man, the most beautiful woman you could ever imagine. Imagine him or her unconditionally loving you for your whole life. Imagine you get all the money in the world. Imagine every single petty little wish of yours would be fulfilled. Imagine how much better you would feel after all these whishes coming true. Now imagine that feeling you would get out of all your whishes getting fulfilled and multiply it by infinity. What you now have is Infinite Love, Absolute Truth, God, Your own Identity. It is so beautiful, perfect, rich, loving, caring, complete that you would never believe me. And still it is Absolute, timeless Truth. forever and until the end of time. Death is impossible, you are immortal. (Obvious point).  All these things I just wrote are and forever will be: Absolute, unshakable truth 'til the end of time. This is not my belief, nor speculation. This is a fact. In fact, this is the only "true" fact that exists in this universe. You can become directly concious of these truths. Doing that will completely heal you and show you that all your petty human bullshit is completely okay the way it is and that you are infinitely loved no matter what you do.
    I hope I will inspire some of you to go out there and seek finding that truth for yourself. What I would recommend for that is using psychedelics. I highly doubt that there is any other method presently known to humankind which makes it as easy and effortless to access these truths as psychedelics do.
    Go for it, whoever you are - you can do it, whatever it is you want to do. You can find absolute truth and it will heal you completely and forever.
    I deeply love all of you.
    Cheers!
     
    Final note:
    A deep deep Thank-You goes out to
    @Leo Gura.
    Thank you for teaching me about all these concepts from a young age and making it possible for me to finally at 21 realize what I have just realized. Leo, I will never in this lifetime be able to thank you enough for what you did for me. 

  2. Has Anyone Transcended Physical Sexual Attraction?
    Has Anyone Transcended Physical Sexual Attraction?
    Just the fact that you put her on such a pedestal already means you will never attract nor keep her.
    And you are focused on the wrong thing. You putting all your attention into looks without any consideration who she is as a personality and what it would be like to relate with her. You imagine her personality will match her looks and you two will get along great, but that's not how it works in real life.
    Chasing girls like that will certainly bring you much suffering, even if you get one.
    Change your dream to a cute girl who's personality you jive with and fits your lifestyle, and who still has plenty of flaws that you will have to work your ass to deal with. These flaws will both be physical and psychological. Even this will be challenging to obtain, but worth it. And this should make you plenty satisfied to get.
    RSD theory will get you laid, the skills you learn are important, but RSD is not a fundamentally healthy lifestyle to emulate. Those RSD instructors have deep trauma and they have been chasing girls for 20 years with not much satisfaction or intimacy. Most PUAs are psychologically damaged. Remember that. Healthy, conscious guys do not remain players for long. The healthiest guys in RSD left RSD. You grow out of it pretty quickly if you are doing serious personal development.
    Learn the skill set of attracting women but don't try to emulate the player lifestyle and philosophy. That is, if you care about consciousness, truth, and love. If you want a stage Orange existence, okay, be a player to the hilt. See how happy that makes you.

  3. A question for Leo: do you ‘leave’ your body in 5-MeO-DMT / N,N-DMT experiences?
    A question for Leo: do you ‘leave’ your body in 5-MeO-DMT / N,N-DMT experiences?
    @wildflower I have explained many times that the primary feature is that the consciousness knob gets cranked up, the visual field becomes more fluid. But it does not disappear and I don't enter into other kind of plane or dimension.
    If I took a ridiculously high dose then the visual field would become so fluid that it might start to hallucinate new planes and dimensions. But this is of little interest to me. I only trip for insight and consciousness, not to see wacky new dreams. It doesn't really matter to me what new visuals are dreamt. It's cool but ultimately irrelevant to our work.
    It is possible to take so much 5-MeO-DMT that the visual field sort of collapsed into an infinite singularity. It feels like being inside a black hole sorta.

  4. A question for Leo: do you ‘leave’ your body in 5-MeO-DMT / N,N-DMT experiences?
    A question for Leo: do you ‘leave’ your body in 5-MeO-DMT / N,N-DMT experiences?
    My realizations are so cool as it is that there's nothing ordinary about them. They are amazing beyond any description.
    The problem I have is that I'm so sensitive to psychedelics that I would need to take a very high dose leave my room behind, and that dose would put me into a suicidal dangerous high level of consciousness. So I cannot do such high doses where my whole visual field morphs into something else. Normies can do that because they aren't so sensitive nor conscious to begin with. So for me the visual aspects of psychedelics remain minimal whereas for normies it is higher.
    There is a difference between pure consciousness/understanding vs wacky morphing visuals. If your understanding is low you can handle much higher wacky morphing visuals by taking a large dose. But for me every dose has crazy high headspace.

  5. What facet of awakening is this?
    What facet of awakening is this?
    That's not about awakening at all. He's just showing you how to be vulnerable and more authentic in social situations.
    You're not going to master social skills unless you hit the bars and clubs like a beast. 1000s of nights out talking to girls.
    There is no book, video, seminar, or course that can give you such skills. Only by going out.

  6. 5-MeO-MALT Mega-Thread
    5-MeO-MALT Mega-Thread
    Great! Welcome
    Depends on what you mean by "manifest". Ultimately as the ego dissolves God starts to work through your body and mind more. Life becomes more effortless. Life flows more. Things naturally manifest themselves from your thoughts and actions.
    It has radically changed me. But at the same time I'm still me.
    The more you change the more you stay the same.
    Interesting. Personally I don't have much experience with that stuff and trauma, so I'm not the best to comment on that. I focus all my trips on metaphysics. I know a lot of people have deep trauma, so that's good to clean up.
    Thanks for sharing the book, looks useful.

  7. RSD Madison, thoughts?
    RSD Madison, thoughts?
    Bootcamps are mostly for people who struggle just doing an approach at all. The bootcamp simply forces you to approach a lot. It doesn't offer much value beyond that.
    There is no magic advice or lesson which you can be told which will make you good at approaching. The only way to get good is to do it a lot and fail a lot.

  8. Realizing that the Brain Doesn't Exist
    Realizing that the Brain Doesn't Exist
    Psychedelics are really necessary here.
    But shy of that, just look at your direct experience. What is "the brain" within your direct experience? Actually locate it. Observe "the brain". What you will notice is that "the brain" is a concept. And all concepts are 2nd order.
    Your brain literally does not exist if you are not thinking about it. Thus you are prior to your brain. You can exist without a brain, but the brain cannot exist with you thinking about it.
    Simply notice that brain is always located within Mind/Consciousness. Not the other way around. And furthermore, notice that any ideas you have that your mind is coming from your brain, notice that that's just more concepts.
    "The brain" is a concept. "Brains create consciousness" is a concept. That's what these things literally are. The rest is stories you tell yourself.

  9. Theory of Everyone discussion on Leo + Curt interview
    Theory of Everyone discussion on Leo + Curt interview
    I don't take the notion "someone is enlightened" seriously.
    This is a silly way to reduce infinite consciousness.
    People who say such things have no clue how diverse and deep consciousness goes.
    Also, keep in mind, I run a business here. I'm not a full time monk. People who typically pursue enlightenment are not simultaneously leading thousands of people in personal development. I have a life purpose I'm pursuing which takes up most of my time and has nothing to do with enlightenment. I also deal with serious health conditions while doing all the above.

  10. How come Leo loses his God realization after a psychedelic trip?
    How come Leo loses his God realization after a psychedelic trip?
    Notice that you're actually not aware of yourself as "Endangered-Ego" until you focus your awareness on it. You actually forget your human self while you're going about your day, doing mundane tasks. But if I stop you and ask you, Do you know you are Endangered-Ego? You will say, of course.
    It's the same way for me with God. When I'm doing mundane tasks, the notion of me being God drops away. But if I stop and ask myself, "Am I God?", the answer is, "Of course! All this is God."
    I can sort of focus my awareness on various facets of God. I can look at a chair and notice the fact that a chair is God, or I can notice the fact that it is Love, or I can notice the fact that is Nothingness, or I can notice the fact that it is Infinity, or I can notice the fact that it is Me, or I can notice the fact that it is all those things simultaneously, or I can just see it as a boring old chair (which is how I typically experience chairs). It usually take a slight bit of effort to see a chair as God.
    I can't lose interest in God. I am endlessly interested in it. If I just sit around or stand around in line, I can't help noticing things as parts of God. This fills with me endless curiosity and wonder. But I'm not constantly doing this because I got business handle. When I'm lost in the flow of doing business, I'm not aware of God, in the same way that you are not aware of your human self when you're in flow. So it does take some self-reflective effort to notice God. Even though God is always present.
    Notice that you're not aware of your ass most of the time until you focus on your ass.

  11. Can we stop with the vulgar and toxic language here?
    Can we stop with the vulgar and toxic language here?
    I would just be more conscious of the biases inherent in pickup culture.
    The principles and techniques are good. The culture is ridiculously toxic, immature, and self-biased. Dis-aggregating the two can be challenging.

  12. How much persistence on one woman is enough? (Not on several women)
    How much persistence on one woman is enough? (Not on several women)
    5-30 minutes is about right. Any more than that and you're showing her that you're a loser.
    If she doesn't get attracted to you within 30 minutes, you've failed and it's time to move on. Realistically attraction takes 5-10 minutes to happen when a guy knows what he's doing.

  13. How to overcome bad emotions when seeing people your age getting married?
    How to overcome bad emotions when seeing people your age getting married?
    Rest assured that those marriages will soon turn boring, sour, and dysfunctional.
    You aren't missing much. Those people aren't happy. They're mostly living an illusion.

  14. Leo's Last Video - WOW
    Leo's Last Video - WOW
    No, actually the badness is not inherent. That's the point.
    If you feel pain consciously you'll realize it is not inherently bad. It's just a very deep unconscious bias.

  15. First nightgame trial - very sad
    First nightgame trial - very sad
    There are 2 basic secrets to getting women:
    1) Location, location, location. Be where the women are.
    2) Delusional levels of self-confidence
    Boomhauer pretty much has it down In real life he would be sleeping with hundreds of women while you guys are here clowning around and whining.
    The only thing worse than being Boomhauer is being Bobby. And you guys here are like Bobby. That's your whole problem in a nutshell.

  16. The dynamic of practicing spirituality while maintaining a time consuming job
    The dynamic of practicing spirituality while maintaining a time consuming job
    Two points:
    1) A big part of spirituality is realizing how dysfunctional our modern lifestyles are, and changing how you structure your life. The Western medicine system is insanely unhealthy and dysfunctional on many levels -- for patients and doctors alike. So of course you'll have to question your involvement in that. In the end you may decide to transition to more sustainable and holistic types of healthcare. This will be hard for your ego to swallow because you've invested so much into this dysfunctional system while assuming it would serve you and your patients.
    2) Check out Daniel Ingram's work/books. He was an ER doctor and a hardcore Buddhist mediator at the same time. He became enlightened while still working as a doctor. So it is possible. However, you have to understand that it will be extremely challenging. Most people will not be able to pull that off.
    Enlightenment usually requires taking time off of work to focus on it exclusively. You should expect it to interfere with your work/business.
    But something like a 1-hour per day meditation or yoga practice is doable alongside almost any profession/biz. Just don't expect huge results from 1-hour per day. You are not going to reach deep levels of awakening via such a piddly practice.

  17. Would like a more detailed take on what happens after physical death (pref by Leo)
    Would like a more detailed take on what happens after physical death (pref by Leo)
    It's Absolute Truth.
    Reality cannot be anything other than Absolute Truth.
    The only point of Truth is itself, since Truth is the only thing there is or could be.
    You can do whatever you like.
    Stop treating awakening as if it is forced on you. No one is forcing it on you.
    You are asking me to give you a selfish reason for selflessness. Which of course there isn't any.
    Selflessness cannot have any selfish reason.
    Yes, cause you are a selfish fuck
    Nothing is ever bad. Bad does not exist.
    I push you guys towards awakening because that's what I care about. If you don't care about it then stop following my work. Go jerk off or whatever. My teachings are not geared for lazy people who are satisfied spending their life jerking off.
    I am a very ambitious person and all of my teachings assume you have an ambition to make the most of your life. If you don't, then stop watching.

  18. How to Know if You’ve Reached True Stage Yellow
    How to Know if You’ve Reached True Stage Yellow
    How non-judgmental are you of all other perspectives?
    The hallmark of Yellow is such a deep understanding of perspectives that your judgment of them falls away. You no longer see perspectives as good or bad, right or wrong.
    Green is very judgmental still.
    Can you appreciate why all the perspectives exist?

  19. Dating is largely low consciousness
    Dating is largely low consciousness
    Hence why the wisest people become monks.

  20. The inherit neediness in day game
    The inherit neediness in day game
    Lol
    The excuses you guys concoct are stunning.
    Shut up and go approach 5000 girls. This skill set requires PRACTICE!

  21. Quantum Mechanics Debunked
    Quantum Mechanics Debunked
    No object has a stable objective form. Form is relative to your perception of it. When you're not perceiving an object is collapses back into Infinity. Every object is identical to every other object until you polarize/collapse/distinguish it with your perceptual system.
    You can think of your perceptual system as a filter upon Infinity. You filter Infinity down into an elephant by distinguishing it from everything else. And if you stop filtering/distinguishing it, it returns back to Infinity because Infinity is what everything is when it is unfiltered and undistinguished.
    What you're missing is a realization of total ontological relativity. All physical objects are relative. They only exist if you filter Infinity a certain way. You need to let go of the notion that physical objects have any sort of stable form or existence.

  22. If enlightenment is the truth, then why is it so damn difficult to get enlightened?
    If enlightenment is the truth, then why is it so damn difficult to get enlightened?
    That's because you've barely managed to learn to stand on your skiis yet you're try to go down a double black diamond slope.
    Go back and develop competence in basic self-help. After 5 or 10 years of that, you might be ready for some existential spiritual work. There's no shame in working on the basics of life. Go develop competence at survival before you try to transcend it.
    It took me a decade or more of working on the basics before enlightenment became a real possibility.
    Just because I talk about enlightenment a lot does not mean it is right for you at this time. I talk about very advanced stuff that isn't suitable for most people.

  23. Satisfaction meditation vs. dissatisfaction (Buddhism inside practice)
    Satisfaction meditation vs. dissatisfaction (Buddhism inside practice)
    I think you are misunderstanding the Buddhist notion of suffering. What it basically means is that chasing material conditions and positive states is dissatisfying because they never last.
    This does not mean you cannot meditate on the feeling of satisfaction itself. In fact, doing so is how you escape suffering.
    Bliss and joy can be reached this way. Now, you can counter by saying that that bliss won't be permanent. Of course it won't. But I never said to get attached to permanent bliss. And it is still far better than what most people are doing, which is chasing dopamine hits.
    Think of it this way: in every moment you only have one of two options: you can either be satisified or dissatisfied. Which will you be?

  24. Cold approach Advice.
    Cold approach Advice.
    You should be going out 3-4 nights a week for at least a year, every week, with the goal of doing 1000-5000 approaches.
    This is what is realistically takes to get results.

  25. No interest in dating or social life
    No interest in dating or social life
    You should socialize just to push your comfort zone and gain more life experience but in the end nothing is gonna beat the spiritual pleasure of pure metaphysical understanding. So if you can be happy solo, that's actually a great gift.
    But don't become a recluse. Gain some socialization and dating experience while you are young. It can be fun.
    In the end you will find the highest joy is found alone, not with others. Don't let others gaslight you about that.