28 cm unbuffed

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  1. Yeah, that's pretty obvious, just this one is pretty personal, esoteric, out of this world post. Still - thank you
  2. Why did you quote me on that? Don't get it
  3. I'm on a stage on my journey, where I want to go full stage orange stuff. Pickup, money, starting my own business and stuff. I want to build a website for my bussiness - where I will have a blog, where I'll post something everyday, including Spotify song link, mirroring my mood. I also want to get involved into aesthetics bodybuilding, photography, drawing and video making + create a forum, something like Actualized.org. My main interest is and always was self-development, I just want to do it da Vinci way - develop myself creating arts - as much creative output as possible. This website would be something like Leo's site let's say - so it has to include blog, forum, store (not sure yet, what I'm going to sell tbh), and it should be of course connected to my Youtube channel as well. My question is - what is the best option, to build a website like that from scratch nowadays? I checked Wix and Squarespace already, but I'm open for any other recommendations. Thanks in advance, love.
  4. I did tons of work, I'm a motherfucking beast and great human being, to be honest. Not bragging here or something, not to prove you "Hey, I'm top 5%", whatever. That's not what this post is going to be about. Maybe it's just human nature, just how things are, but I'm pissed, that there are moments in my life when I don't do the things that I should be doing when I don't find the motivation when I lose the battle with myself. But I can't find motivation big enough to ALWAYS convience me to do these things, that I know, I should be doing. Maybe it's just a myth and these successful people are not grinding every day, they lose focus, they do not stick to their daily disciplines and it's just a show for people to show them - Hey dude, you're not there yet, keep moving, keep grinding, you can get there! I have no idea how you can become a person that is just disciplined and true to her purpose all the time. Not falling of the track, doing the things that should be doing every single day. Like what the hell? !
  5. @Chimera there is a video by leo called "ego stages" or something it's not like you become selfless and just give and be loving without boundries, that's just being a bitch your ego has to get that first and why it also serves it's needs, there are levels, that you have to go throught to exhaust your ego to reach another one and another one, repeat until infinity
  6. Can anyone explain, how in their perception this whole thing might work? When you die, you look for another life to be conscious of? How the transition might work? According to the reincarnation theory you get to another "level", higher soul, but how would that look in practice?
  7. @UDT I'm 100% what? Build what?
  8. @Strangeloop get a dude friend - company get a hooker - sex get a maid - domestic needs never met a girl that would inspire me in my entire life (like intelligence, beauty, interests, etc - wise) not even kidding, are there any worthwile girls to chase after? no direct exeprience of that in 30 years, and I lived in like 10 cities and worked in like 20 jobs, where do you want me to look, on a fucking moon?
  9. @Muhammad Jawad Transition. Start slowly, keep doing what you do and find ways to get some money on the side with something that is less "painful". Also, do what you love in the process. When you'll do enough money with the thing in the middle, you'll start to transition to that, and your passion job will become your secondary, you get it. I would recommend to gain as much income sources as possible, one is too close to zero. Also doing many things at time will keep you busy all day, teach discipline, willpower, work ethics, etc. Good luck
  10. Just train man, training is so underrated Telling you, it's gonna cure all of your problems, not kidding
  11. Lately, I'm wondering - I had similar mindset as Leo has, to grind hard, work hard, I can't remember when I watched a movie, I started playing some video games lately, but it's like 2 hours for like last 6 months. What I mean is, he ment, that he had to become less obsessed, more chill, laid-back and I'm thinking, if that's a good idea to go back into gaming. What do you guys think? I'm thinking about playing PvP (player versus player) arenas, so it might be really nice thing to improve my cognitive skills. Or am I just deluding myself? I would take different approach, responsibilities first and only then I can allow myself to play. I would also go really serious about it and treat it more like competition then fun, so it really would affect my psychology in a good way. Thank you for your kind responses. Bless!
  12. @Origins Yeah, playing life is really cool and leveling up is fun as fuck. We'll see, there are some old habits of mine, that still stick with me, I'm not forcing anything, just stopping immediately always ended up bringning diminishing returns. As I let go of this perfectionism they slowly devolve / become more healthy. Cool answer btw
  13. @Heart of Space My life is at the point, where I'm basically working, eating, exercising, and sleeping, so I am sure that playing video games is just something I can allow myself for like 1 hour a day. That topic was created, when I wasn't that honest with myself and I used it as an escape mechanism
  14. @HP Lovecraft Of course it's fucking awesome, althought, the video game industries are mostly devil right now and it's really easy to get addicted to that shit. Requires a lot of self-discipline and will power.
  15. @Shiva99 So, there is one thing I learned, there are two types of motivation - inspiration, and desperation. You can do a lot of "good things", but they will come out of fear, aka desperation. The more you force the more desperate, insecure, insert whatever you want here you are. It's not that one day you will do all of your daily activities out of joy, inspiration and you will be naturally motivated to do them, fuck no. It's against human nature. But once you'll stop forcing things, "just to be accepted", "to be liked", "so that people see your value" you will become more of your true self. Then and only then you will get validation, respect, etc. It's counterintuitive, but that's how it works: imagine Cristiano Ronaldo starting a football game and forcing himself to run as fast as he can in the first 10 minutes of the game, just to show how strong and fast he is. We would become exhausted really soon, everyone could see that he is acting fake and just wants to prove something. That's exactly how your coworkers and boss see you. Just be yourself, fuck what people think, and do your best. Improve yourself in the meantime, but when you are at work and with people, just let go and don't start a shitshow. Good luck.
  16. Hey, so currently, the YouTube algorithm is recommending me videos about heart chakra opening, situations in my life also are aligning to that, not saying that it have to be to and always is a thing and YouTube is a God's algorithm or anything, but all of that sounds really interesting. I went through dark night of the soul event and kundalini awakening seems to be part of the whole process that I think is coming my way. But first of all - I don't get all of that stuff, I have no idea what all of that means and I'm a more practical and rational person and would love to know, how that looks like in real life and if any of you know, how can I speed up the whole process. Apparently, I've been depressed for most of my life, I became aware of that not that long ago before I thought that it's just how life is. It is not any better right now. Nowadays I have moments when I feel like - "What the fuck my life even is and was? Such a fucking waste, garbage life that I can just put into the toilet". Please do not empathize with me or give me warm hug comments, I really want to get my shit together and make some significant change in my life, something that will last. Because right now it's going up and down, I reach some point, and depression kicks in to take me down again. I can't live like that anymore.
  17. You can sense that, just from reading my posts?
  18. @EmptyVase There are a lot of ways ego is playing tricks on you. Being arrogant, stubborn, lazy, but also pushing too much, showing off. It's really subtle and you can sense it by observing your inner chatter - is it gentle, rational, and kind or rather it is somehow marked by emotions. I would suggest using journaling to determine that for sure. There are really a lot of things you have to be conscious of, like - being radically honest with yourself, having enough self-consciousness, etc. You can pm me if you'll have any particular questions.
  19. @Quantum Toad Yeah, it's exactly like that, I'm really happy that it's happening right now, I'm sure it's gonna bring great things into my life. @Chakra Lion Is there anything you think I should do in order to speed up the process? I felt an intuition to buy a maca root supplement, that might be silly, but I always thought that Kundalini energy is just your mojo, libido, whatever you wanna call it and I heard that maca helps with boosting that. Big dick energy
  20. @Shmurda Nah man, I know what happened to me, how my vibrational state of whole body changed, how my environment, people, attitude, mindset, everything shifted more in one year than in 10 years of work before that. It's not something you can delude yourself with, it was crazy as fuck, scary and schizophrenic, but right now, after all of these experiences and integrating insights I know exactly what happened to me. Shadow integration, dark night experience, chakras opening, all of that at once. I'm pretty much a new person right now.
  21. It's a long story, I was somehow connected to my twin flame, energetically. Her orgasm with the other dude opened my solar plexus chakra and awakened me from a nap during the day. Then the whole dark night event started, my body vibration changed fast as fuck and my confidence and masculine aspects skyrocketed. Tons of stuff happened. About heart and what is happening right now - Universe is giving me subtle signs, in people I meet, in conversations I have with them, there are too many coincidences to call them that way anymore.
  22. My solar plexus chakra is opened. A lot of work done here. Twin flames template etc. About heart - the more I open my heart the more I feel like maybe authentically I'm not really that good of a person. I'm just a guy, and you know how guys are. But it feels fucking great, authentic and cool I want my life purpose to be from my heart and I want to attract real relationships as well. And a girl, that I would really fall in love with, I don't know what it feels like.
  23. Yes, you're so smart
  25. @Akemrelax Being flawless, cool, badass motherfucker