SgtPepper

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  1. I agree with @Preety_India.
  2. It got 'separated' the moment God created, and the creation confused itself with more creation stuff instead of its source: God. I am not separating or limiting God. God is nothingness. Creation separates itself from God, but it's not a real separation, it's a 'created' separation by the creation itself, because it uses creation (ie. thoughts, knowledge, physical reality) to do it. Or in other words, God imagines and the imagination itself starts to take on an identity that is false, and then this identity creates evil because it does so from its false identity, not God identity which is all loving because it needs nothing. The false identity becomes prominent in the space of nothingness that is God, and the false identity takes on a life of its own (through the nothingness/Light of God), and so then does actions to benefit such false identity. It is alive through God and at the same time dead if it is not grounded (self-aware) in itself - God. That's why the dead (imagination) comes to life when it grounded in Truth. This is True. Yet Your imagination takes on a life of its own through You. (even if it is not really life compared to eternal You). the concept of life is the result of your imagination taking off and building on itself to create an Ego. You absolutely did create the ego because you created your parents and you created whatever was taught to you, which built up an elaborate sense of self. All of this stuff I am talking about is the imagination of God, being interpreted through the lenses of his imagination. If you are God, then you are Nothing. Yet You imagine 'sensations' 'thoughts' 'biological urges' and go get a drink of water, and say hello to your wife, and take the garbage out. There's nothing wrong with the Creation You built. What's 'wrong' with creation via the imagined understanding is that we think we're people that need to protect ourselves and become god-like (so the thoughts try to become godlike) and so evil actions because the thoughts build up a false reality grounded in a thought, instead of God. You write up this post because you imagined that there is someone you need to type to. but see, it's not the eternal You, because You is nothing, it is the thought/sense of you (imagined) that is driving (imagined) you to type (imagined) the post to me (imagined) but don't confuse the imagination of God with actual God.
  3. This was the dilemma I was facing, and still do to some degree; although I am quite at peace with good & evil now. The way I understand is this: Sin comes from the actions of the creation, not God itself. And Sin occurs not through the desire of God but through the desire of creation. So, issue is the creation, is using creation to understand reality, which is how morality is created to understand actions. The more the actions are inspired by creation versus God, the more sinful it tends to be. ---- Let me break down like this: *note* when I say 'you' I am speaking of ego. not absolute 'you'. If you are highly conscious, you make decisions letting that Awareness guide you, and what it looks like is someone be light and possibly even slow, moving into the world. Perhaps you become aware of your vulnerabilities, and so the vulnerabilities of others, so you're spoken word is lighter. Perhaps you forgive more, because you are aware of the nature of Ego. The low conscious is a person who has a created (Ego) and then does actions to benefit such creation (ego) as it may desire to be a God, while simultaneously knowing it is not God, so it doesn't understand what God is because it is darkness, and not in light. In contrast to God which is uncreated, and therefore when you make a decision through awareness, it is based on nothing, but the quality of giving.
  4. I agree @zazen. I think that is an excellent observation you made. I think we all view marriages and relationships differently due to our upbringings and past relationships.
  5. Here is my understanding: Love happens when 'you' know Yourself and then see that you are an artwork of God/ God living through his artwork. This is pure love. It is speechless. The love devours any negative thoughts because thoughts are part of creation and subservient to the uncreated. The love feels like pure light. Love brings about the meaning into the imagined world. If you know God, then you will know love, and if you know love, then you love the world as God loves you. Mind you, this whole post is a construction.
  6. I didn't hallucinate it for sure if thats what you mean or a sense it was my mind looping it since everything is from my mind. But practically speaking... I remember it cause I remember telling my friend "just breathe" because we're tripping balls in a public area . and then we'd reaffirm with each other how good it felt, and then he'd go into a thought (I guess?). He was less experienced than I was, but that's okay, he's a such a good lad . When it becomes too much, I just wait it out, relax, and breathe. The too much comes from trying to do or think too much; otherwise just roll with those sensations. That sounds about right. Good lord! I don't know if I am courageous enough to do that. Not that I think its not a worthy pursuit. I am just very cautious about these substances. and absolutely man. Although, the word 'creation' is still creation or imagined . But realize how beautiful it is you imagined/created this *looks at hand*
  7. Its based on the love and meaning you have in your life. Otherwise, the richest people would be the happiest people.
  8. I prefer the word creation over imagination. I am that I am created my thoughts, my sensations, sense of self, body, you, the world, this forum, Leo for my own creation's sake. I am actually planning on DMT very soon (~1-2 weeks) and planning to post my trip report here for fun. Not sure I'd go past 3 tabs. idk if its just I am sensitive, but 1 tab of the stuff I get, is pretty powerful like 1.5-2g of mushrooms. My friend and I did 2.5 once in an forest reservation, and I was floored at the peak, all I can do is sit and breathe because I knew anything else would lead to an imagined loop, especially cause I saw my friend continually loop around lol. he would go: "Omg I am tripping so hard" *proceeds to stand up* "Omg I can't believe this, this is too much I gotta relax" *sits down* "Let me breathe, okay thats good." "Omg I am tripping so hard" *proceeds to stand up* " Are you feeling this? this is too much I gotta relax" *Sits down* "Let me breathe, yeah this is it". "Omg I am tripping so hard"... super funny to watch though. this happened for like 10-15 minutes straight lol, hard to tell though cause I was tripping hard too. how do you respond on 5 tabs? I think if I go high dose I'd like to do it an ayahuasca ceremony setting.
  9. yes, but make sure you understand this from the Godhead. Or else you may imagine what it means for life to be imagined, and imagine that it has no meaning, and further imagine negative thoughts, because you imagined a reality based on imagination.
  10. @RMQualtrough In my experience, LSD has provided legit non-dual insights. I have felt deeply renewed and stilled after lsd trips
  11. Yes but 'you' is not Forza21 with his thoughts. 'you' is God, pure awareness. Forza21 and his thoughts are real-time imagination from the real 'you' God-awareness, and so is everyone else.
  12. People aren't empty suits. The phrasing and vocabulary you're using here is creating the trouble here. What might be better is to apply 'empty suits' to everything. your sensations, thoughts are 'empty suits', but does it really matter to know that since imagination is living for itself? To be fair, tripping could help you drop these thoughts, but I just wouldn't do 250ug lol.
  13. Why are you so bothered by writing your commitment on paper? you'd surely journal and commit to your goals right? you'd commit to your values on paper right? The reality is, the paper part is mostly for legal-social purposes. So that people can't just pretend to be husband/wives. The official paper is the proof and commitment of the man's/women's words/actions. If you love your partner, you're not going to care about this at all honestly. You'll be too busy leading your household and life purpose because in your heart and mind, you're already committed. The paper is like a nice photo you took at your honey moon. ---- The most loving father would be committed to his child and the mother of his child, and they'd stay as an active member in the home as best as they can. That's what a strong family looks like. Let me ask you this, have you met a child of divorce? a child of a single mother's house hold? So much pain, so much pain. Yeah, it's a beautiful story.
  14. The issue stems from idolizing sensuality (ego) over God, to the point where you actually cause pain, possibly trouble for yourself, and it's recommended to regulate it. For example, take a look at Marilyn Manson situation.. If you look Kama Sutra, or some books in the Bible like Songs of Solomon, you can see that they value and encourage sexual passion. I don't know a lot about Kama Sutra, but the Bible does it a more wholesome way sort of. I generally understand it as a way to maintain a healthy society. For example, you might sex with someone's wife or daughter, and that might get you killed or attacked.
  15. God is wakefulness. the darkness wants to be illuminated.
  16. Leo wants the forum to be a certain way and ya'll are making it complicated.
  17. I wanted to pose the question to OP. By the way, the conversations we were having yesterday was super helpful and led to me to have an awakening experience last night. Very happy I can discuss with you guys my thoughts!
  18. What does it mean to be fully awake? what does it look like? I am open that Leo is fully awake. and I don't think what he is saying disagrees with tradition either. Like when he says everything is imaginary, or it's God's imagination, that's really no different than saying everything is creation or God's creation. But comparing Leo to other teachers is a thought activity -part of the imagination/creation- and not wakefulness. It's likely to me that many individuals throughout history were awake and their creation unfolded differently due to their wakefulness. I still don't think it's useful to say forget the teachers because the teachers were created by you so that you could awaken and live a good dream. I still think Jesus Christ was an awakened Son of God, but Leo is saying, what good is it to know that, since its a thought and its imaginary. - waking up is recognizing, I created Jesus within my mind, which is not a bad thing lol.
  19. take steps towards where you would like to go. If you want some practical activities and reading, I would highly recommend Tony Robbin's book awaken the giant within, or even Leo's personal development videos are amazing honestly. If you can slowly change habits and build up to awesome ones, and change the way you're thinking and reflecting on things, I think you may reach places you never thought were possible.
  20. It's not, if you want a family. It doesn't serve a woman to have a baby with a man who doesn't choose to commit to her. If you cannot even commit to being her partner, how can you commit to being a father? and vice versa. The righteous thing to do, that leads to the highest quality of happiness for a child is to have both parents in the home and for the parents' love for each other to be exceptional. There's also other benefits that you get from the commitment just as you would when you commit to anything.