Is great sex available after death?

[Emotionalmosquito]

7 hours ago, Someone here said:

@Emotionalmosquito Sex Is overrated.  You will know once you finally lose your virginity.  Its just in and out robotic movements combined with animalistic moans . There is nothing magnificent waiting for you if you have sex . In fact its the opposite ..it won't fully fulfill you . Nothing finite will ever fulfill you .because you are an infinite being .

If that’s really what you think then I would assume you’ve never had any with a super hottie, and/or you didn’t know how to get the fullest of what sex has to offer. There’s an entire rabbit hole of tantric techniques and kinky shit you can get into that makes it a million times better than robotic intercourse.

We can use the psychedelic experience as an analogy. Many people don’t know how to trip properly. They dose frivolously, completely disregarding set and setting. They may trip in chaotic environments or waste the trip by watching tv and goofing off the whole time, they might even mix it with alcohol. In this way, they greatly diminish the godly love they could have received.

Sex is no different. Done properly, it can be a direct portal to higher consciousness.

That being said, it’s not even entirely the intercourse itself I’m craving so much. Just having a girl to hold onto is more than enough. One of the best feelings I’ve ever had was holding hands and sitting in a very close embrace on the couch with a 7/10. It was a deep deep sense of belonging, security and connection to pure life. But also a very ancient feeling, like that from which we all originate and ultimately return.

So I have no idea what people mean when they say sex and relationships aren’t as good as they appear. 

[Inliytened1]

On 1/23/2024 at 5:54 AM, Emotionalmosquito said:

Since reality is infinite and everything is imagined into being, why wouldn’t it be?

If you’ve seen my threads on the dating sub you might know my craving to have a whole bunch of sex with lots of people is powerful enough to create a googol multiverses If channeled. Problem is, I’m stuck in this dense, 3d prison reality in which every single aspect of life is set up in a way to prevent me from achieving my one true purpose for existence as much and effectively as it possibly can. Maybe I imagined this experience for myself, maybe I chose this life before being born. Idk. All I know is I regret immensely my decision to be born into or whatever caused this pathetic, worthless pile of pig shit excuse of an existence where I’m not even allowed the one thing I long for more than anything in the universe.

So my question here is: Is it possible (and easily doable) to create your own world after death while keeping all your memories and ego from this life that way you can experience everything you were denied here once you’ve crossed over? 

I know that since everything that is is imaged into being by us all, technically there must be some way to create all the sexiness I want while in this life, but the amount of work it takes to make things happen in this reality is highly unacceptable. If I’m god and I created everything, it should be very possible to get all the women I could ever dream of easily and without all the years of mental and emotional torment of trial and error. Death should make that a whole lot easier because it’s like a great reset; an opportunity to actualize my needs and desires because I’d have much more creative ability since I’m temporarily outside the laws of physicality. 

The only utility of this life is that it has shown me exactly what and who I want. So now my only hope is being able to keep all those memories and desires after death while remaining with the exact same ego I’ve developed so I can have everything fulfilled once I’ve returned to the pure, creative power of the great beyond.

Im asking this here in hopes of getting some insight from some people who remember past lives, have navigated some of the territories of the great beyond or know how to design future lives based on desires from this one. 

And if anyone has experienced higher dimensional sex with feminine entities, tell me all about what that’s like in great detail and how you achieved it

Disclaimer: This is not a suicide post. I have no intention of killing myself anytime soon. Not within the next five years at least. 

But you’d have to be a clinical moron to take this bullshit life on earth over having all you want of these bitches, imo 

 

This all selfishness.  This isn't God.  I mean it is , but it's God acting out of pure selfishness.  This isn't God realization it is just selfishness.   

Edited March 22 by Inliytened1

[Razard86]

2 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

This all selfishness.  This isn't God.  I mean it is , but it's God acting out of pure selfishness.  This isn't God realization it is just selfishness.  When all of that collapses within your own mind 

He would have to master visualization, and tapping into his imagination if he would want to achieve this dream. But I doubt he has the patience to sit and practice visualization.

[Phoenix Garfield]

Some folks here want great sex in the afterlife... Which is great and all, and there's nothing wrong with it... But it's something you can get while you're alive, just like Leo said. The question itself just feels so narrow and unimaginative too, I must say.

If that can be achieved, what about meeting your dead relatives once again? Hell, you don't have to die to meet them, just like great sex.

I know my uncle comes to me in my dreams. He's been gone for 20 years now. A few weeks ago I had a vivid dream where he came to me and we spoke about the surreal nature of dreams and reality itself. The whole thing felt like an Alan Watts lecture and I'm surprised I didn't become lucid during it. Deep down in my heart I know he isn't just rotting in the ground, but he's out there somewhere, more awake than I or anyone else here.

It's an experience I'll forever cherish. That's the type of stuff I want to experience in the afterlife.

[Inliytened1]

3 minutes ago, Phoenix Garfield said:

Some folks here want great sex in the afterlife... Which is great and all, and there's nothing wrong with it... But it's something you can get while you're alive, just like Leo said. The question itself just feels so narrow and unimaginative too, I must say.

If that can be achieved, what about meeting your dead relatives once again? Hell, you don't have to die to meet them, just like great sex.

I know my uncle comes to me in my dreams. He's been gone for 20 years now. A few weeks ago I had a vivid dream where he came to me and we spoke about the surreal nature of dreams and reality itself. The whole thing felt like an Alan Watts lecture and I'm surprised I didn't become lucid during it. Deep down in my heart I know he isn't just rotting in the ground, but he's out there somewhere, more awake than I or anyone else here.

It's an experience I'll forever cherish. That's the type of stuff I want to experience in the afterlife.

Sex is just an animalistic craving to be a fucking beast.   Don't get me wrong i love it - but it's God's way of saying fuck all of this I'm just gonna be a savage. 

Edited March 22 by Inliytened1

[Phoenix Garfield]

@Inliytened1 It doesn't have to be savage or animalistic, it can also be intimate, delicate and passionate.

It depends on how you look at it.

[Someone here]

@Emotionalmosquito let's say you have deep intimate mindblowing sex with the most gorgeous girl in the world and you have 6 explosive orgsams ......

NOW WHAT?!

[Emotionalmosquito]

@Phoenix Garfield

thats awesome. If only I could have nightly vivid dreams where I’m getting freaky with the best of the best, then I wouldn’t even care about not having it in real life. 

12 hours ago, Phoenix Garfield said:

it can also be intimate, delicate and passionate.

Love that. That’s the kind I’m looking for

18 hours ago, Razard86 said:

He would have to master visualization, and tapping into his imagination if he would want to achieve this dream.

What evidence do you have that desires can be manifested through visualization alone?

12 hours ago, Someone here said:

@Emotionalmosquito let's say you have deep intimate mindblowing sex with the most gorgeous girl in the world and you have 6 explosive orgsams ......

NOW WHAT?!

Take solace in knowing I can die a very happy man for having experienced the greatest glory known to me, that’s what. 

It would also give me a very powerful fapping memory and possibly remove my proclivity to porn consumption.

If sex really isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, why is there so much rape? Why is human trafficking a thing? Why is sexuality used to sell products? Why is there eight billion people on earth? Why are there sex addicts? Why is prostitution such a big business? What’s with the ubiquitous obsession? 

Where words alone fail, this song does a pretty good job explaining it

 

[strangelooper]

16 hours ago, Phoenix Garfield said:

Some folks here want great sex in the afterlife... Which is great and all, and there's nothing wrong with it... But it's something you can get while you're alive, just like Leo said. The question itself just feels so narrow and unimaginative too, I must say.

If that can be achieved, what about meeting your dead relatives once again? Hell, you don't have to die to meet them, just like great sex.

I know my uncle comes to me in my dreams. He's been gone for 20 years now. A few weeks ago I had a vivid dream where he came to me and we spoke about the surreal nature of dreams and reality itself. The whole thing felt like an Alan Watts lecture and I'm surprised I didn't become lucid during it. Deep down in my heart I know he isn't just rotting in the ground, but he's out there somewhere, more awake than I or anyone else here.

It's an experience I'll forever cherish. That's the type of stuff I want to experience in the afterlife.

Lies. You can only "get" what reality allows you to "get". Meaning "you" didn't really get it, it was preordained. As a character on a screen you are limited to what the projector makes you do.

Edited March 23 by strangelooper

[Emotionalmosquito]

21 hours ago, strangelooper said:

Lies. You can only "get" what reality allows you to "get". Meaning "you" didn't really get it, it was preordained. As a character on a screen you are limited to what the projector makes you do.

Is that a fancy way of saying free will is an illusion?

On 3/20/2024 at 4:40 PM, RendHeaven said:

Being flat broke is pretty unacceptable.

 

Owen just did a live stream where he claims to have seen flat broke guys get hot girls 

[RendHeaven]

11 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

Owen just did a live stream where he claims to have seen flat broke guys get hot girls 

Yes that is legit, but only if you have more self-belief than literal billionaires.

Owen is talking about genuine sociopaths and narcissists. They have a warped sense of reality unlike you or I. 

To sense even a fraction of that confidence from your current state of crippling lack is triple black diamond slope difficulty.

In a first world country like America, 99.999% of broke guys are mentally handicapped (they limit themselves). They're "flat broke" for a reason.

You can't even make minimum wage to support yourself? Good luck having more self-belief than a billionaire.

And although yes, you could technically free your mind without changing your material circumstances, it would be significantly easier to just go make a mild amount of money to self-sustain.

Flipping burgers at McDonalds is better for your self esteem than doing nothing all day and seeing $0 in your checking account.

Your mind needs physical proof of your capabilities, not empty promises. One does not simply wallclip to invincible confidence overnight.

 

[Emotionalmosquito]

9 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

Owen is talking about genuine sociopaths and narcissists. They have a warped sense of reality unlike you or I. 

 

Well then the goal should be to become a narcissist/sociopath. Really sucks that there’s barely any available info on how to actually become one. All you’ll find is how to “heal” from it or how to avoid those people. It’s a damn shame really because not only would having a mental illness of that nature get you all the girls, it would also make life ten times more fun. There’d be no pesky self-awareness holding you back with insecurity, meaning almost drunken levels of inhibition. Also, narcissists and sociopaths are notorious for abusing women to the point of suicidal depression, which they absolutely deserve.

Maybe microdosing alcohol could be a good practice for a pickup beginner. You could use it until you learn to integrate that more open, free state into your being.

9 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

In a first world country like America, 99.999% of broke guys are mentally handicapped (they limit themselves). They're "flat broke" for a reason.

You can't even make minimum wage to support yourself? Good luck having more self-belief than a billionaire.

And although yes, you could technically free your mind without changing your material circumstances, it would be significantly easier to just go make a mild amount of money to self-sustain.

Flipping burgers at McDonalds is better for your self esteem than doing nothing all day and seeing $0 in your checking account.

I’m not insecure because of my financial state. If someone thinks I’m lame for it, fuck that prick with a cactus. Idc. 

My insecurity stems from the fear of women punishing me with real world consequences because she was disgusted by my personality, this has happened several times. 

All they have to do is claim harassment and you’re in big trouble. Woman’s word vs man’s word, who do you think wins over the crowd? 

Another insecurity is that I can’t fully say the things or react in the ways I genuinely want to when they act like total bitches. To do so would get me in very serious trouble. So I have to just take the hit and move on like a good little boy. I do not forgive easily if at all.

 

 

Edited March 25 by Emotionalmosquito

[RendHeaven]

3 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

Well then the goal should be to become a narcissist/sociopath.

No, the goal is to get the self-belief/confidence to rival a narcissist/sociopath but not to actually become one yourself.

You're retarded if you think that being an egomanic is genuinely gratifying or fulfilling.

3 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

Also, narcissists and sociopaths are notorious for abusing women to the point of suicidal depression, which they absolutely deserve.

If this is to say that women deserve abuse and trauma, stop.

3 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

Maybe microdosing alcohol could be a good practice for a pickup beginner. You could use it until you learn to integrate that more open, free state into your being.

No, this builds dependence and makes you sloppy.

3 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

I’m not insecure because of my financial state. If someone thinks I’m lame for it, fuck that prick with a cactus. Idc. 

Your financial lack is a direct reflection of your inability to provide value to the world.

You are a leech, you have nothing to give. It's repulsive, and you know it deep down. It has nothing to do with how others perceive you. It's a matter of how YOU perceive you.

Go work fast food (or whatever labor is a step-up from where you are at now) and you'll be slightly less of a leech.

3 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

because she was disgusted by my personality

Yes because you're a leech. Change that.

3 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

All they have to do is claim harassment and you’re in big trouble.

Completely avoidable. I don't have this fear.

3 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

Another insecurity is that I can’t fully say the things or react in the ways I genuinely want to

You are always free to say whatever you want. There is no such thing as "I can't say..."

The most successful men say whatever the fuck is on their minds and women suck their cocks for it.

So what's the difference between your communication and a successful man's communication?

For starters, you preemptively assume rejection and your bodylanguage/tone becomes defensive and contracted, and that comes across as unattractive at best, threatening at worst, and you get bad reactions, which further solidifies your negative self image causing you to contract and defend even more.

It's likely that you go into interactions with women as though it's some sort of battlefield, equipped with mental armor and ready to take a beating.

Since you're so eager for a fight, it's no wonder women comply.

If you really love women as much as you claim, how about you try 100 approaches where you show nothing but appreciation and reverence. And if they disrespect your frame, calmly put them in their place with a genuine smile as though they were a cute puppy whos barking too much. See them for who they are - a perfect, flawed human being in need of grounded masculine authenticity.

Be done with this lazy leech shit.

If you respond to this with more complaints, you simply don't deserve sex and that's that. If you want sex, shut up and grow yourself.

[Emotionalmosquito]

8 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

12 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

because she was disgusted by my personality

Yes because you're a leech. Change that.

12 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

 

8 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

You are always free to say whatever you want. There is no such thing as "I can't say..."

The most successful men say whatever the fuck is on their minds and women suck their cocks for it.

Whether they’re a burger flipper or a NEET they do? 

Notice how you didn’t say “The most successful WORKERS say whatever the fuck is on their minds.” You said, “The most successful men say whatever the fuck is on their minds.”

Think about what you just told me. So if I have thoughts (and I often do) about if the girl has ever miscarried, and if she’d ever be interested in making a smoothie out of one, or thoughts like telling her she should volunteer herself to human trafficking because at least then she’d be doing nothing but fulfilling her primary function in this life, that I should actually say that stuff? You did say the most successful men say whatever the fuck is on their minds and women love it. 

I have a lot more to say, but this is the main thing I want answered.

[Emotionalmosquito]

9 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

There is no such thing as "I can't say..."

Bro cannot be serious right now! 

If so, that is the best, most freeing thing I’ve ever heard. I’m about to go crazy. You gonna be the one to bail me out of jail and pay for my lawyer?

[RendHeaven]

3 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

Whether they’re a burger flipper or a NEET they do? 

Notice how you didn’t say “The most successful WORKERS say whatever the fuck is on their minds.” You said, “The most successful men say whatever the fuck is on their minds.”

Success with women transcends individual occupation.

Your labor only matters to the degree that it influences your self-belief

Some men don't need to do any work at all to feel like Gods (exceedingly rare. NOT you. NOT me.)

Most men need to do some degree of work before they realize their Godliness. You are in this category.

I don't know your current living/labor situation, but from what I can tell you are doing the bare minimum.

No wonder you feel like you "can't" 

4 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

You did say the most successful men say whatever the fuck is on their minds and women love it. 

The most successful men don't have single-digit IQ thoughts like you.

They're thinking about laughing, having fun, fucking, and elevating.

When you have good vibes, there is no reason to filter anything. That is highly attractive.

Yeah no shit you're "unable" to talk about fetus smoothies without backlash.

(although I could probably pull that off IF I'm in a very high vibe state and I frame it as a strictly hypothetical and she can sense that it's harmless fun)

The solution is not to censor/filter your words and then to complain that you're oppressed.

The answer is to rewire your mind to have high quality thoughts.

Consider this:

A confident, attractive, successful man can call a girl "slut" in the right context, with a cheeky nonjudgmental smirk, and she will laugh and blush and try to clear her name in a cute way "stoppp i'm nottt!" She just got a little more excited.

But then you come along and call the same girl "SLUT." You're serious. You mean it. You're mad. You want her to suffer and cry. You want her to admit on behalf of all women that she has wronged you. You're threatening. You might hurt her. You don't understand why the other guy gets away with it. It's all so unfair. The air is heavy. Her face contorts, she scoffs and struts off. You think: "what a bitch"

You both said the same thing, why oh why the difference in her reaction?????? can someone plz explain???

4 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

Bro cannot be serious right now! 

If so, that is the best, most freeing thing I’ve ever heard. I’m about to go crazy. You gonna be the one to bail me out of jail and pay for my lawyer?

I'm perfectly serious.

Of course you can say whatever you want at any time. Nothing stops your mouth from moving.

"I can't say" is a dishonest phrase.

You probably meant to say, "I can't say without consequences" This would be correct.

No shit your actions and words have consequences.

If you tell a girl that she should be sex trafficked, she will react negatively. OBVIOUSLY. Lol. No fucking shit. Especially if you say it in a serious way.

But that doesn't mean that you CAN'T say those words. You are ALWAYS free to say whatever you want.

The only question is: Are you able to handle the consequences? Better yet, are you able to be so authentic that you bypass all consequences?

You currently have this self-belief that your fucked up thoughts are authentic.

Wrong, you are self deceived.

You only have low-IQ thoughts such as fetus smoothies and sex trafficking because you are in an inauthentic state of self-hatred.

Self-hatred is not your true nature.

You did not pop out of your mother's womb with self-hatred.

Self-hatred is a learned behavior, a mask, a pattern that developed overtime. It's cope.

Learn authentic self-love. Dissolve neurotic holding patterns.

Change the quality of your thoughts.

Elevate.

That's the point of this work and this forum.

[numbersinarow]

On 3/22/2024 at 6:44 AM, Emotionalmosquito said:

One of the best feelings I’ve ever had was holding hands and sitting in a very close embrace on the couch with a 7/10. It was a deep deep sense of belonging, security and connection to pure life. But also a very ancient feeling, like that from which we all originate and ultimately return.

(Parody of OP's posts, not serious.)

If any Gods are reading this, you have my full, 10 to the power 100000 permission to end this earthly existence right now and put me in the body of a superhuman entity who can ensure that emotionalmosquito is forced to live lifetimes of the most painful, 24/7 excruciating loneliness. His level of self-sabotage to have been given everything in life yet somehow failing to lose his virginity at age 30 is enough to make Christ and the Buddha facepalm simultaneously. Please please please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE look inside yourselves and think about the world you've created where some men are forced into loneliness while others get to have what he has.

[numbersinarow]

On 3/23/2024 at 5:18 AM, Emotionalmosquito said:

thats awesome. If only I could have nightly vivid dreams where I’m getting freaky with the best of the best, then I wouldn’t even care about not having it in real life. 

Son, people don't tell you this, but lucid dreaming is so cosmically difficult it's tough to describe. People have gone 15 months without any success at all and techniques like intention technique, visualization technique and mantras are pure scams that don't even have a chance of working. Looking up any forum related to lucid dreaming immediately just gives me posts from people saying it feels impossible to stop failing to do it. The most effective technique in terms of success rate, which involves giving your self sleep-paralysis after going through a difficult procedure, still has less than a coinflip's chance of working.

[DJ Comaschi]

On 23/1/2024 at 0:54 PM, Emotionalmosquito said:

Since reality is infinite and everything is imagined into being, why wouldn’t it be?

If you’ve seen my threads on the dating sub you might know my craving to have a whole bunch of sex with lots of people is powerful enough to create a googol multiverses If channeled. Problem is, I’m stuck in this dense, 3d prison reality in which every single aspect of life is set up in a way to prevent me from achieving my one true purpose for existence as much and effectively as it possibly can. Maybe I imagined this experience for myself, maybe I chose this life before being born. Idk. All I know is I regret immensely my decision to be born into or whatever caused this pathetic, worthless pile of pig shit excuse of an existence where I’m not even allowed the one thing I long for more than anything in the universe.

So my question here is: Is it possible (and easily doable) to create your own world after death while keeping all your memories and ego from this life that way you can experience everything you were denied here once you’ve crossed over? 

I know that since everything that is is imaged into being by us all, technically there must be some way to create all the sexiness I want while in this life, but the amount of work it takes to make things happen in this reality is highly unacceptable. If I’m god and I created everything, it should be very possible to get all the women I could ever dream of easily and without all the years of mental and emotional torment of trial and error. Death should make that a whole lot easier because it’s like a great reset; an opportunity to actualize my needs and desires because I’d have much more creative ability since I’m temporarily outside the laws of physicality. 

The only utility of this life is that it has shown me exactly what and who I want. So now my only hope is being able to keep all those memories and desires after death while remaining with the exact same ego I’ve developed so I can have everything fulfilled once I’ve returned to the pure, creative power of the great beyond.

Im asking this here in hopes of getting some insight from some people who remember past lives, have navigated some of the territories of the great beyond or know how to design future lives based on desires from this one. 

And if anyone has experienced higher dimensional sex with feminine entities, tell me all about what that’s like in great detail and how you achieved it

Disclaimer: This is not a suicide post. I have no intention of killing myself anytime soon. Not within the next five years at least. 

But you’d have to be a clinical moron to take this bullshit life on earth over having all you want of these bitches, imo 

 

Of course.

listen.

I don’t know why someone says:

“no actually when you die you don’t have an ego so you wouldn’t desire anything”

or

”actually you can’t do that, God has no will”

 

WHY NOT? WHERE’S THE SIGN SAYING “NO YOU CAN’T DO THAT”???

God has NO LIMIT. PERIOD.

if you say “you can’t” you’re automatically wrong.

-you can experience a “reality/illuson” (call it whatever you want) that when you die (physically) you’ll still have your ego.

And someone will say: ”but it’s impossible because death means-“ HUSH

Why not? Where is the limit? Why I can’t?

-or you CAN (because God (you) decides what to do) die (but not just physically) and you will have no ego, (I call that “state of truth”)

 

when you’ll die you’ll decide. Or maybe you’ll experience something that God (you) has premeditated, BUT, if it’s the case, you can “break” the pre-meditated experience and do what you want.

 

really the possibilities are literally infinite.

 

Reality it’s exactly like a dream. You can dream whatever you want without any limitations (like logic, math, physics)

You can “go” (because it’s all here) and experience a reality where you are a man who is… let’s say all powerful and you can do whether you want, and go experience all the other infinite possibilities of reality at your will. Why not?

and by infinite possibilities I mean all possible (and impossible, why not?) scenarios imaginable… and unimaginable (unimaginable by a human let’s say)

You can let’s say: F**k whoever you want you wish. And by “whoever” I mean it: you can go and visit an “anime world” and do what you want, literally. Why not? You can even go in the Pokemon universe and F**k a pokemon (chill chill it’s just an example for the “concept” of infinity, there a no law against pokemon, right?)

THERE ARE NO LIMITS, NO LOGIC NO MATH, NO PHYSICS, NO” GOD CAN’T”, NO “BUT THE EGO WILL X AND Y”. ZERO. PERIOD.

THINK ABOUT IT

God is so powerful that can create itself, why? BECAUSE THERE ARE NO LIMITS THAT PREVENT GOD FROM DOING THAT

remember this when someone says that something can’t be done by God: Why Not?

[enchanted]

On 23/01/2024 at 6:54 AM, Emotionalmosquito said:

Since reality is infinite and everything is imagined into being, why wouldn’t it be?

If you’ve seen my threads on the dating sub you might know my craving to have a whole bunch of sex with lots of people is powerful enough to create a googol multiverses If channeled. Problem is, I’m stuck in this dense, 3d prison reality in which every single aspect of life is set up in a way to prevent me from achieving my one true purpose for existence as much and effectively as it possibly can. Maybe I imagined this experience for myself, maybe I chose this life before being born. Idk. All I know is I regret immensely my decision to be born into or whatever caused this pathetic, worthless pile of pig shit excuse of an existence where I’m not even allowed the one thing I long for more than anything in the universe.

So my question here is: Is it possible (and easily doable) to create your own world after death while keeping all your memories and ego from this life that way you can experience everything you were denied here once you’ve crossed over? 

I know that since everything that is is imaged into being by us all, technically there must be some way to create all the sexiness I want while in this life, but the amount of work it takes to make things happen in this reality is highly unacceptable. If I’m god and I created everything, it should be very possible to get all the women I could ever dream of easily and without all the years of mental and emotional torment of trial and error. Death should make that a whole lot easier because it’s like a great reset; an opportunity to actualize my needs and desires because I’d have much more creative ability since I’m temporarily outside the laws of physicality. 

The only utility of this life is that it has shown me exactly what and who I want. So now my only hope is being able to keep all those memories and desires after death while remaining with the exact same ego I’ve developed so I can have everything fulfilled once I’ve returned to the pure, creative power of the great beyond.

Im asking this here in hopes of getting some insight from some people who remember past lives, have navigated some of the territories of the great beyond or know how to design future lives based on desires from this one. 

And if anyone has experienced higher dimensional sex with feminine entities, tell me all about what that’s like in great detail and how you achieved it

Disclaimer: This is not a suicide post. I have no intention of killing myself anytime soon. Not within the next five years at least. 

But you’d have to be a clinical moron to take this bullshit life on earth over having all you want of these bitches, imo 

 

This lady seems to know I'm haven't come to a definite conclusion yet....