Preety_India

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I also like this guy, another vintage German actor. 

 

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Although this guy(pic above) comes close to how I want my man to look, 

I still prefer Werner over Carl. 

The intense German eyes. Make me go insane.. 


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25 minutes ago, Marcel said:

He might barely know any german actors at all and generally may not be the movie type too much.

He would come to you if he could, for the moment he does not even know where you are and this mystery is intriguing to him.

He is fascinated by you and would love to meet you at some point, he feels that you and him might get a long and complement each other greatly.

Wherever mystery takes me, I go. There he will find me.


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19 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Umm. 

I think he is made for me. And only me. 

His eyes are looking at me. 

Only me. 

 

Well that's just where I think you're wrong, the dude is clearly giving me the 'come hither' eyes!

(Just kidding, P - no need to claw my eyes out, he's all yours :D)


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4 minutes ago, RickyFitts said:

Well that's just where I think you're wrong, the dude is clearly giving me the 'come hither' eyes!

(Just kidding, P - no need to claw my eyes out, he's all yours :D)

Good. Stay away from my man and you'll be safe. (kidding) 

 


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Not long ago I wrote about men that I generally found attractive. But this German guy beats them all. 

 


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14 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Good. Stay away from my man and you'll be safe. (kidding) 

 

That's a relief, glad we got that straightened out! I like being able to see stuff!


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I think this was last year, when I was crushing over pictures of a Young Putin. 

On 21/07/2020 at 4:45 AM, Preety_India said:

Learning about Putin

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 21/07/2020 at 5:11 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

 

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And this was in a recent thread. 

On 09/06/2021 at 4:21 PM, Preety_India said:

 

(don't take this post too seriously and don't get butthurt ) 

This guy got all the three things I like in a man 

  • Adam's apple
  • Sharp jawline
  • Killer eyes. (and he even got romantic heart eyes, lothario look) 

This guy is like total player flirty beast mode. 

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Oh wait, someone already has all 3.

Sexiest eyes. 

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And drop dead gorgeous Putin. Killer eyes every time. Nice jaw, soft as well as angular, kinda unique. Beautiful eyes. 

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Looking back I had  crushes on infinite number of men. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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I remember this post where I was absolutely impressed by that Asian guy. 

On 24/02/2021 at 11:14 PM, Preety_India said:

 

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I like how this guy looks.  Perfect. Beautiful lips, killer eyes, Hunter's look. 

That arrogant punky look. 

Broad shoulders. 

Nice arms. Long legs. 

His eyes, that fierce look. He looks charming. 

I like such dudes.  They are so cool. 

I'll sleep with him. Just in my dreams. 

I want him to hug me. 

I want to lay my head on his shoulders. 

Kiss him. Touch him. Stroking his hair. 

Hugging him.  Like he is protecting me. 

A dream is a dream. He would never hurt me. 

I feel a sparkle in his eyes. I wish. 

Just to be able to hug. 

Sex is good but I want eternal romance first.. 

I want to miss him. Cook for him 

Be his gf 

I want to be insanely in love. 

 

 

 

 


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Some more journals where I explored my Sexuality, my interest in men and general dating subs. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I remember this post. 

On 05/04/2021 at 10:25 PM, Preety_India said:

 

Romanticising images of a violent looking boyfriend. 

(Okay, I don't really want him to be violent, like who wants that, I just want the flavor and vibe of a guy who is super dominating and tyrannical in a violent way, kinda killer brutal look ) 

 

These images perfectly fit my imagination. 

 

 

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@Preety_India

wow your output of content is massive.

But i can tell that you think about this 24/7 and that it is really important to you. 

Especially sex seems to be one of your main struggles.

I have my own struggles with sex and feeling horny.

I have high energy, i need to move around a lot, do sports, lift weights whatever.

I need to do something. Anything. I cannot help but to get horny and turned on, and then feel the need to masturbate if i am just sitting around for a while.

Also, you seem to feel a lot of shame and guilt around sex and masturbation.

Embrace your female sexuality, it is sacred and beautiful. There is no shame in being horny. Do not guilt yourself for it. It takes away all the pleasure.

And i am just like you when it comes to relationships, i need an intimate partner that i feel emotionally connected to, it does not work any other way.

Fulfilling each others desires and being mindful about what the other person wants and needs.


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@Marcel it's the opposite. 

I never shamed myself for my Sexuality. In fact I openly embrace my Sexuality. 

It is this fucking forum that shamed me every time I tried to open up about my sexual feelings. 

I was horribly Shamed by people on this forum and I'll never forget it. 

That's why I just keep it to my journals.. 

I don't open anymore topics in the dating section. I had opened a few topics about my sexual fantasies and feelings and the people here almost massacred and butchered me. 

So i don't talk to a lot of people here. 

I don't give a damn about them anymore. 

They treated me like I was some WHORE. 

PATHETIC. 

I have threads in the dating section that I had locked due to the excessive shaming. 

Spiritual people who tell me that I shouldn't be too sexual.. Haha. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I particularly felt bad about this thread where I said l like bdsm type sex and my God the whole forum went bonkers on me, repeatedly shaming me throughout the thread. 

 

This was in the health section. 

Nobody would even respond to the thread as though I had committed a crime by simply posting about my sexual urges. 

 


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I remember this post about that chiseled guy and this journal had a life of its own. 

On 09/06/2021 at 7:16 PM, Preety_India said:

I don't like judgemental type of guys. 

Ew. Gross. 

 

 

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I like this guy. I find him cute and romantic.

 

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I don't why I always feel like someone is always watching me. 

 

 

 

 

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@Preety_India

I again interpreted it completely the wrong way.

This is awful and i am amazed and shocked at the same time that it happens on this forum wtf?

I would love to read all of your posts regarding this topic but damn there are a lot.

Fun fact: I am into bdsm aswell, bondage games get me excited. You are not alone.

If you would want to share anything with me, you can always do, i am very accepting and open in any way really.

I also wrote two sexual phantasies into my Love-Hate Relationship journal, in case you would want to read it by any chance. ( I hope this does not come across as weird somehow, as open as i am about things, i am still terrified of judgment )


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@Preety_India

I would love to be able to look into your head sometimes.

Because i almost feel like you are my mirror self.

If i was born a woman i think i would have been you. Does that sound odd? I cannot describe this feeling in any other words.

Just reading many of the things you have posted in the past resonate with my on a level that i cannot explain.


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@Marcel I don't judge you at all. 

You're absolutely terrific and sweet with me.

You give me all the freedom that I deserve. 

Should I say that I feel absolutely happy and free around you. 

 


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7 minutes ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

I would love to be able to look into your head sometimes.

Because i almost feel like you are my mirror self.

If i was born a woman i think i would have been you. Does that sound odd? I cannot describe this feeling in any other words.

Just reading many of the things you have posted in the past resonate with my on a level that i cannot explain.

That's nice. 

No it's not odd at all. 

I'm feminine and submissive in bed. 

I like being tied up during sex.. 

And I like a man giving me lot of physical affection and intimacy. Hugs and kiss are my favorite. 

 


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