Unironically German

[Preety_India]

I remember this post where I was absolutely impressed by that Asian guy. 

On 24/02/2021 at 11:14 PM, Preety_India said:

 

I like how this guy looks.  Perfect. Beautiful lips, killer eyes, Hunter's look. 

That arrogant punky look. 

Broad shoulders. 

Nice arms. Long legs. 

His eyes, that fierce look. He looks charming. 

I like such dudes.  They are so cool. 

I'll sleep with him. Just in my dreams. 

I want him to hug me. 

I want to lay my head on his shoulders. 

Kiss him. Touch him. Stroking his hair. 

Hugging him.  Like he is protecting me. 

A dream is a dream. He would never hurt me. 

I feel a sparkle in his eyes. I wish. 

Just to be able to hug. 

Sex is good but I want eternal romance first.. 

I want to miss him. Cook for him 

Be his gf 

I want to be insanely in love. 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Some more journals where I explored my Sexuality, my interest in men and general dating subs. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 20, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I remember this post. 

On 05/04/2021 at 10:25 PM, Preety_India said:

 

Romanticising images of a violent looking boyfriend. 

(Okay, I don't really want him to be violent, like who wants that, I just want the flavor and vibe of a guy who is super dominating and tyrannical in a violent way, kinda killer brutal look ) 

 

These images perfectly fit my imagination. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel it's the opposite. 

I never shamed myself for my Sexuality. In fact I openly embrace my Sexuality. 

It is this fucking forum that shamed me every time I tried to open up about my sexual feelings. 

I was horribly Shamed by people on this forum and I'll never forget it. 

That's why I just keep it to my journals.. 

I don't open anymore topics in the dating section. I had opened a few topics about my sexual fantasies and feelings and the people here almost massacred and butchered me. 

So i don't talk to a lot of people here. 

I don't give a damn about them anymore. 

They treated me like I was some WHORE. 

PATHETIC. 

I have threads in the dating section that I had locked due to the excessive shaming. 

Spiritual people who tell me that I shouldn't be too sexual.. Haha. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I particularly felt bad about this thread where I said l like bdsm type sex and my God the whole forum went bonkers on me, repeatedly shaming me throughout the thread. 

 

This was in the health section. 

Nobody would even respond to the thread as though I had committed a crime by simply posting about my sexual urges. 

 

[Preety_India]

I remember this post about that chiseled guy and this journal had a life of its own. 

On 09/06/2021 at 7:16 PM, Preety_India said:

I don't like judgemental type of guys. 

Ew. Gross. 

 

 

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I like this guy. I find him cute and romantic.

 

 

I don't why I always feel like someone is always watching me. 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 20, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I don't judge you at all. 

You're absolutely terrific and sweet with me.

You give me all the freedom that I deserve. 

Should I say that I feel absolutely happy and free around you. 

 

[Preety_India]

7 minutes ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

I would love to be able to look into your head sometimes.

Because i almost feel like you are my mirror self.

If i was born a woman i think i would have been you. Does that sound odd? I cannot describe this feeling in any other words.

Just reading many of the things you have posted in the past resonate with my on a level that i cannot explain.

That's nice. 

No it's not odd at all. 

I'm feminine and submissive in bed. 

I like being tied up during sex.. 

And I like a man giving me lot of physical affection and intimacy. Hugs and kiss are my favorite. 

 

[Preety_India]

2 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I like this vintage German guy, he is an actor. He looks exactly like the fantasy German man of my dreams. He has that lovely glint in his eyes that I absolutely love in my dream man. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'll be adding more pics of him. 

Right now absolutely crushing hard. My ultimate man. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This guy is my permanent crush. O my German man. Werner I love you. 

 

 

Reincarnate and come back for me. 

 

 

He looks exactly the way i fantasized. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

After inventing countless fantasy male  characters and 4 real life boyfriends(exes), and tons of men(real and imaginary) plus one stalker Indian dude that I am almost in love with, and a long list of men that I lusted over ( I must have a ginormous sexual appetite), I finally settle for this Fantasy German man to be my ultimate Soulmate, lover, guide and companion. My journey of finding my perfect man who would complement me at least in my mind comes to a peaceful end. It was very exhausting to say the least. It was a huge process that took nearly a year and 8 months but I finally have it. 

 

 

I can peacefully forget all my past boyfriends and focus on the male energy of my fantasy lover. 

If I cross paths with someone like him in real life, I will delightfully marry him if all goes well. 

He should be a Taurus. 

I have finally figured his Zodiac sign as well. 

I always had a deep crush on a Taurus male. 

My second real life boyfriend was a Taurus. 

I struggled with Zodiac compatibility for a while. 

I have realized that my best match is a Taurus. 

Pisces and Taurus forever match made in heaven. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

Pisces woman like me and a Taurus man to complement me perfectly. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 20, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Time in Germany. 

12:57 pm. 

 

[Preety_India]

3 hours ago, Marcel said:

He is fascinated by you and would love to meet you at some point, he feels that you and him might get a long and complement each other greatly.

You're so sweet and sexy with me. 

Imagining that you're holding me and giving me a sweet hug. 

 

Whenever I look at this gif(below), I imagine the bigger pup is you(and the smaller pup is me) and you  are kissing me first on my lip and then you are kissing me on my forehead. 

You're so lovey dovey with me. I feel so warm just thinking about you. 

 

You complement me so lovingly. 

 

Me licking your lips 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 20, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

India is 3 hours and 30 minutes ahead of Germany. 

Maybe he is sleeping. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

The guy who should be my ultimate lover should satisfy 3 conditions 

1. He should be German 
2. He should be a Taurus 
3. He should be karmically connected with me. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

2 minutes ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

I am so happy to hear this. This is exactly the type of person i always wanted to be. I love you

I love you too. Deeply. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Just now, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

1. I am german

2. I am a taurus

3. I believe we are karmically conncected

I do not believe in coincidences, our match was definitely made in heaven.

Yup. I'm lucky. 

 

[Preety_India]

To my German lover. 

Please take care. 

Love you. 

 

[Preety_India]

M. 

I'll remember your soft kiss. 

Sleeping in your arms. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

My boyfriend and Iover

My soulmate 

 

 

Edited August 20, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Your name on my heart, your name on my soul.