Preety_India

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Btw I love these. They're so relaxing, both the French guy and the American one. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is what I used to do as a kid. Like wow. 

 

 

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I don´t know why but ASMR content has always given my such an odd vibe. I sadly cant really enjoy these.

I am not sure what it is, but just the whispering in the beginning makes me feel really uneasy haha


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@Marcel hehe.. Lol. 

I like chalk asmr videos. Even those where they slowly move objects. Just not eating sounds. Eating sounds can gross me out, haha. 


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I make nice pancakes.

But I want to be an expert at making pancakes for my German lover. 

I want to make sweet pancakes and serve him breakfast. I want to sit by his side and eat with him. 

Sometimes I want to sit on his lap. 

 


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Yesterday I left a message for my ex Joseph, that American guy. 

I have some resentment against him. 

I left him this message. 

 

"You played me for a fool. You played mind games with me. Bye. "

 

 

I've never held a grudge against people. But this person is different. He emotionally abused me

 

 


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36 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

I make nice pancakes.

But I want to be an expert at making pancakes for my German lover. 

I want to make sweet pancakes and serve him breakfast. I want to sit by his side and eat with him. 

Sometimes I want to sit on his lap. 

 

And after reading your comment in the jordan peterson thread you created i would love to just give you a long hug right now.


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2 minutes ago, Marcel said:

And after reading your comment in the jordan peterson thread you created i would love to just give you a long hug right now.

What should I say? I feel blessed to receive your hug. It must feel warm resting in your arms. 

 

 


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28 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Yesterday I left a message for my ex Joseph, that American guy. 

I have some resentment against him. 

I left him this message. 

"You played me for a fool. You played mind games with me. Bye. "

I've never held a grudge against people. But this person is different. He emotionally abused me

 

 

I have a very similar issue with my mom, long story, but she put through a lot of pain and suffering.

So my mind was completely torn between my love and hate for her.

If it helps you to text him, then by all means do so, but do yourself a favor and do not start a fight, i don´t think it will help you, but out of personal experience i know just to well how easily this can happen.

Let yourself freely feel all the emotions that are going through you right now and try to be grateful for them. I know this might be the last thing you want to right now, i k´now how difficult this is, but it helped me quite a lot to let go and accept what happened in the past.


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10 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I have a very similar issue with my mom, long story, but she put through a lot of pain and suffering.

So my mind was completely torn between my love and hate for her.

If it helps you to text him, then by all means do so, but do yourself a favor and do not start a fight, i don´t think it will help you, but out of personal experience i know just to well how easily this can happen.

Let yourself freely feel all the emotions that are going through you right now and try to be grateful for them. I know this might be the last thing you want to right now, i k´now how difficult this is, but it helped me quite a lot to let go and accept what happened in the past.

I don't even think I deserve your kindness. But I'm very grateful. Nobody showed me this much love. 

Thank you. 

 


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You deserve all the kindness in the world, the world should be a kind and compassionate place for starters.

It is nuts to think that nobody ever showed you love in that way before. I am here for you.


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@Marcel thank you so much for being there. 

 


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@Preety_India

My pleasure. *kisses you on the forehead


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1 minute ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

My pleasure. *kisses you on the forehead

:x *feels very happy after receiving kiss. Blessed. 

 


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I was looking through some German actor pics. 

And I'm kinda developing a crush on them. 

But they're long dead and gone. 

Yet they had the glamor I crave in men. 

 

 

O my fantasy German man, come to me. 

 


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5 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

I was looking through some German actor pics. 

And I'm kinda developing a crush on them. 

But they're long dead and gone. 

Yet they had the glamor I crave in men. 

 

 

O my fantasy German man, come to me. 

 

He might barely know any german actors at all and generally may not be the movie type too much.

He would come to you if he could, for the moment he does not even know where you are and this mystery is intriguing to him.

He is fascinated by you and would love to meet you at some point, he feels that you and him might get a long and complement each other greatly.


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I like this vintage German guy, he is an actor. He looks exactly like the fantasy German man of my dreams. He has that lovely glint in his eyes that I absolutely love in my dream man. 

 

 

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I'll be adding more pics of him. 

Right now absolutely crushing hard. My ultimate man. 

 

 

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This guy is my permanent crush. O my German man. Werner I love you. 

 

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Reincarnate and come back for me. 

 

 

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Has quite the intense gaze, does old Werner, I feel like he's trying to hypnotise me (and y'know what, a part of me really doesn't mind).


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2 minutes ago, RickyFitts said:

Has quite the intense gaze, does old Werner, I feel like he's trying to hypnotise me (and y'know what, a part of me really doesn't mind).

Umm. 

I think he is made for me. And only me. 

His eyes are looking at me. 

Only me. 

 


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Nobody beats my man. 

I have seen so many men up until now. But none carries the charm this guy has. He is absolutely breathtakingly charming. He is mine. 

He needs to have a rebirth for me. 

Travel from Germany to India and marry me. My fantasy lover. Touchwood. 

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