Preety_India

Unironically German

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Yesterday I left a message for my ex Joseph, that American guy. 

I have some resentment against him. 

I left him this message. 

 

"You played me for a fool. You played mind games with me. Bye. "

 

 

I've never held a grudge against people. But this person is different. He emotionally abused me

 

 


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2 minutes ago, Marcel said:

And after reading your comment in the jordan peterson thread you created i would love to just give you a long hug right now.

What should I say? I feel blessed to receive your hug. It must feel warm resting in your arms. 

 

 


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10 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I have a very similar issue with my mom, long story, but she put through a lot of pain and suffering.

So my mind was completely torn between my love and hate for her.

If it helps you to text him, then by all means do so, but do yourself a favor and do not start a fight, i don´t think it will help you, but out of personal experience i know just to well how easily this can happen.

Let yourself freely feel all the emotions that are going through you right now and try to be grateful for them. I know this might be the last thing you want to right now, i k´now how difficult this is, but it helped me quite a lot to let go and accept what happened in the past.

I don't even think I deserve your kindness. But I'm very grateful. Nobody showed me this much love. 

Thank you. 

 


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@Marcel thank you so much for being there. 

 


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1 minute ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

My pleasure. *kisses you on the forehead

:x *feels very happy after receiving kiss. Blessed. 

 


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I was looking through some German actor pics. 

And I'm kinda developing a crush on them. 

But they're long dead and gone. 

Yet they had the glamor I crave in men. 

 

 

O my fantasy German man, come to me. 

 


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I like this vintage German guy, he is an actor. He looks exactly like the fantasy German man of my dreams. He has that lovely glint in his eyes that I absolutely love in my dream man. 

 

 

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I'll be adding more pics of him. 

Right now absolutely crushing hard. My ultimate man. 

 

 

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This guy is my permanent crush. O my German man. Werner I love you. 

 

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Reincarnate and come back for me. 

 

 

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Has quite the intense gaze, does old Werner, I feel like he's trying to hypnotise me (and y'know what, a part of me really doesn't mind).


'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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2 minutes ago, RickyFitts said:

Has quite the intense gaze, does old Werner, I feel like he's trying to hypnotise me (and y'know what, a part of me really doesn't mind).

Umm. 

I think he is made for me. And only me. 

His eyes are looking at me. 

Only me. 

 


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Nobody beats my man. 

I have seen so many men up until now. But none carries the charm this guy has. He is absolutely breathtakingly charming. He is mine. 

He needs to have a rebirth for me. 

Travel from Germany to India and marry me. My fantasy lover. Touchwood. 

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I also like this guy, another vintage German actor. 

 

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Although this guy(pic above) comes close to how I want my man to look, 

I still prefer Werner over Carl. 

The intense German eyes. Make me go insane.. 


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25 minutes ago, Marcel said:

He might barely know any german actors at all and generally may not be the movie type too much.

He would come to you if he could, for the moment he does not even know where you are and this mystery is intriguing to him.

He is fascinated by you and would love to meet you at some point, he feels that you and him might get a long and complement each other greatly.

Wherever mystery takes me, I go. There he will find me.


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19 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Umm. 

I think he is made for me. And only me. 

His eyes are looking at me. 

Only me. 

 

Well that's just where I think you're wrong, the dude is clearly giving me the 'come hither' eyes!

(Just kidding, P - no need to claw my eyes out, he's all yours :D)


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4 minutes ago, RickyFitts said:

Well that's just where I think you're wrong, the dude is clearly giving me the 'come hither' eyes!

(Just kidding, P - no need to claw my eyes out, he's all yours :D)

Good. Stay away from my man and you'll be safe. (kidding) 

 


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Not long ago I wrote about men that I generally found attractive. But this German guy beats them all. 

 


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14 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Good. Stay away from my man and you'll be safe. (kidding) 

 

That's a relief, glad we got that straightened out! I like being able to see stuff!


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I think this was last year, when I was crushing over pictures of a Young Putin. 

On 21/07/2020 at 4:45 AM, Preety_India said:

Learning about Putin

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 21/07/2020 at 5:11 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

 

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And this was in a recent thread. 

On 09/06/2021 at 4:21 PM, Preety_India said:

 

(don't take this post too seriously and don't get butthurt ) 

This guy got all the three things I like in a man 

  • Adam's apple
  • Sharp jawline
  • Killer eyes. (and he even got romantic heart eyes, lothario look) 

This guy is like total player flirty beast mode. 

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Oh wait, someone already has all 3.

Sexiest eyes. 

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And drop dead gorgeous Putin. Killer eyes every time. Nice jaw, soft as well as angular, kinda unique. Beautiful eyes. 

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Looking back I had  crushes on infinite number of men. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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