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From Boy To Beast

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DaytoDay

Habit Streak (1):

  • Wake at 7

Woke at 7, went to school the whole day. Nothing really interesting going on. Just another day in the rat-race.

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"If you don't like where you are move, you're not a tree."

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DaytoDay

Habit Streak (2):

  • Wake at 7

Woke at 7, worked the whole day. Nothing really interesting going on. Just another day in the rat-race.

Then I came home didn't have the motivation to do anything so watched a leo video on neurosis and came out with this interesting list:

  1. Can’t get out of bed
  2. Always want music
  3. Always want to look good
  4. Want people to like me and be cool
  5. can’t finish what I start

These are my top 5 neurosis, I have reduced most of them while doing inner work but they still remain.

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Habit Streak (2):

  • Wake at 7

Woke at 7, worked the whole day. Nothing really interesting going on. Just another day in the rat-race.

Feeling discomfort towards society and how we structured this world, feeling like I need to understand this more.

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Resistance

Habit Streak (1):

  • Meditation (30 min)

Looking back I can see that my whole day I was busy resisting what I actually needed to do. Straight war of art type shit. I just resisted making my art today because I am still scared because I don't think I'm any good yet. So I played some games and watched youtube. shitted my whole day away. The only thing I did was update my work application brief. I need to find an internship for school.

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Habit Streak (2):

  • Meditation (30 min)

Woke up and applied for some internships. One called me two hours later so I have a meeting on Friday. I'm in a analytical rut again.

Saw the new Elon Musk interview on ted, straight up inspiration:

 

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So I got myself an internship, quite cool to see a big corporate building from the inside the first time. Started school again and worked on that. And realized that Leo is just telling me to stop everything I'm doing and only do consciousness work. Well I want to do it but first I need to fullfill my orange needs. Get some money and go hermit vanning, yes that is still the plan. Already worked out the money so managing that currently and working as much as possible

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Guess who's back

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