Priti Health Journal

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Time of peace. 

Whatever you do now is going to affect you in the future. 

Think about a certain time after a week. 

Think that during that time you are happy and content and doing well. 

But to reach there you need to start now. 

You need to invest now. You need to work now. 

You have to do all the good things to your health, take good care of yourself and do whatever you can to improve your situation and conditions 

When you do all that, you reap those benefits in that "time of peace" 

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One of the Mastery kit qualities includes a self preservation instinct 

 

To preserve oneself despite whatever bad or exciting is going on around. To keep on self unaffected by toxic stuff. A very self protective instinct. 

 

 

3 days progress check 

Progress with outcome

Track your progress with a 3 day check. 

Check after every 3 days how much progress you have made. Progress is not possible without outcome. 

Just talking and thinking about it won't do anything. 

 

Edited July 10, 2019 by Preety_India

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Mastery kit 

 

1 Self preservation instinct 

2 Resilience 

2 Recognizing the elephant in the room. Recognizing the real problem 

3  Time of peace 

4 Building oneself 

5 Rewarding the self 

6 autonomy... Being free from people 

7 progress with outcome. 3 days 

8 self love 

9 defeating the unknown enemy 

10 Heroism 

11 being practical and realistic 

12 progress oriented. Actual progress 

14 developing essential skills and abilities. 

 

Edited July 10, 2019 by Preety_India

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Importance of taking a break 

Even though it may seem like it's not worthwhile physically taking a mental break from everything at least once everyday helps to ease away the stress and buildup of anxiety and removes the edgy or "on the edge" feeling. 

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Why distraction is bad but feels good 

Distraction does feel like a good escape from whatever that is causing pressure or anxiety. However it keeps you away from achieving important goals especially health goals. 

I've distracted myself too much with video games. It kept me away from anxiety and the feeling of edginess or "on the run all the time".. However the massive disadvantage is that it kept me very precoocupied and unable to take breaks 

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Inertia of progress 

 

You might be trying hard to progress but still not feel like you are getting there. I will call this "inertia of progress". It's very disappointing when you are trying to achieve a goal but failing miserably. 

To overcome this passive inertia it's important to cut off distraction, keep a bullet focus and focus entirely on outcome and an outcome based approach.. 

Edited July 10, 2019 by Preety_India

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Important concepts this week 

 

5 important productivity concepts 

1 Time of peace 

2.. 3 days progress outcome check 

3 Mastery kit 

4 The unknown enemy 

5 Focus, awareness  motivation/vigor, guidance, positivity and Jouissance.... Elements of the moment. 6 REQUISITES OR BUILDING BLOCKS. 

 

Edited July 10, 2019 by Preety_India

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"Everyday is like survival" 

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6 BUILDING BLOCKS 

Focus, awareness  motivation/vigor, guidance, positivity and Jouissance.... Elements of the moment. 6 REQUISITES OR BUILDING BLOCKS.

These elements are necessary in every moment. Important to have each one of these in your moment to moment awareness to make your day productive. 

 

Focus

 

awareness

 

motivation/vigor  

 

 

guidance

 

positivity 

 

Jouissance

 

 

????

The empty cup theory. Fill your cup little by little. 

The other is 4 elements... Crafting elements 

? Time or moment 

? Physical body 

? Mind or mental/emotional /psychological /spiritual state 

? External condition 

? Filling the Vase/cup

 

 

 

Henceforth anything that is mental psychological emotional spiritual should be called ethereal to include all. The ethereal state. The ether or spirit as a combination of mental - spiritual - emotional - psychological 

Edited July 11, 2019 by Preety_India

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The only solution to the problem of evil is good people getting together and creating or forming strong fortified societies full of good folks who take charge and maintain order and never allow any evil person to enter in and keep everything secure  this does not mean that the rest of the world is protected but it only means that society or cummunity is safe. 

 

Search for empathy givers. 

 

Not drainers 

Edited July 12, 2019 by Preety_India

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It's good that we have a spiritual part. Because that part can always be kept free from suffering 

It's good that the physical part is limited by death or else the physical suffering will continue in eternity. 

........ 

David Pakman 

Christian Mills 

Frank Ripper 

Justin Ricci

Edward McConal 

Freyja Veleri 

 

☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

Iniquity or villainy 

Redeemable component of evil

 

Evil is necessary to compensate the good. Both forces work together. Evil is the tendency to harm or exploit others for gain. When this tendency is out of control that's where it begins to create problems. Until then it can be an effective strategy at defeating the enemy. The self protective component of evil can be called Iniquity. But the destructive component of evil is diabolus

What I have understood is that evil is also necessary but only the redeemable component of it. The other part needs to be discarded. I see evil as a exotic wonderful fruit. And one part of this fruit is very important for maintaining health and affording psychological immunity and the other part is very toxic and full of thorns and needs to be cut off. 

The salvageable part gives immunity against toxicity. 

So evil can be dissected into good and bad. 

Why evil is bad 

Because it destroys. It can wreck a person's life, precious lives can be lost by someone's evil. Innocent lives are taken out for no purpose at all. A person's progress to make lives better are thwarted by evil. When evil rules, there is destruction and corruption and defeat of courage. Evil is against divinity. It's against spirituality. All it can do is afford mechanical protection in the form of money and status and power. It's not capable of love and wholesomeness. Evil is completely against the basic laws of nature of growth and positivity. 

Ma'at and anti-ma'at 

Maat means goodness inherent in the universal laws. And anti-maat means something that is opposite

But anti - Maat is not easy to understand. It's something that protects Maat by applying principles against Maat. So if Maat says to not kill or injure, anti-maat says do it to protect Maat. It's like a mamma bear protecting its child by harming and defending the enemy. Anti Maat recognizes the enemy to Maat and protects Maat. 

Now the word anti-maat might seem like something against Maat laws. Yes it is but only theoretically but practically its affording protection and immunity to Maat

Anti maat is Gothic. 

 

Which means we need both maat and anti maat to attain true balance. We need love and goth to have that balance. We need passivity and ferociousness both at the same time. 

One side be the Swan. The other side be the beast. This is the dual nature of life. One is giving the other is protective. 

This anti maat is a powerful weapon. When wielded the right way it becomes a guardian of the sacred, when taken the wrong way it destroys everything. 

That's why handling evil will need a lot of wisdom. 

You have to become the bad to bring good. 

Evil breeds on greed and cowardice. 

Goodness breeds on empathy and courage. 

 

But evil has an important purpose. It's purpose is to know or recognize the enemy and defeat the enemy. In some ways evil is like a viper. It knows whom to sting. 

 

 

 

The other is 4 elements... Crafting elements 

? Time or moment... Every cell every moment. The love spell 

? Physical body 

? Mind or mental/emotional /psychological /spiritual state 

? External condition 

? Filling the Vase/cup

? Ma'at and anti-ma'at (goth/viper) 

 

 

 

4 more concepts 

 

1

 There can be 4  distinct communities in this world. One where there are extremely nice people. Second of people who are really toxic. 3rd of people who are of not toxic but neutral and are of no functional help. People who are looking for others with social status. And fourth of people are evil or deemed evil. 

 

2 good people need institutional help that is they need a boarding school to keep away from dysfunctional families and they need rehabs and separate housing chambers or reform units or recovery centres to keep them away from toxic people and to keep them in better conditions for their growth. Separation from society. Living anonymously 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

3 Words can make a lot of difference 

 

 

 

 

4 character identification and screening is very important to keep toxic people away in life. One method is to have 20 point rating scale system. Those who are really the best and Zero toxic should be in the top 5. The next 5 from 5 to 10 should be people who are slightly toxic. From 11 to 15 again people who are good enough but neutral. Therefore not the best. These are lacking in empathy and indifferent. They are plain neutral therefore not harmful but also not the best people since they lack empathy or the kindness to help. The last from 15 to 20 can range anywhere between very empathetic to slightly empathetic but highly toxic and unwanted generally or not good for others well being or health. The rest who are bullies are after or outside the 20 point scale. Criminal are at point or levels of 60s. From 20 to 50 are people who are very mean, dangerous, toxic and just unhealthy and evil. 

 

5 I'm looking at evil constructively and scientifically. It's a preference like Leo says. But I also wanna know the Taoist philosophy on evil. If you look at good and evil rationally you realize that they are just preferences. Some societies might even encourage evil. For example a pedophile will encourage another pedophile. So it means evil can depend on people's interests. Some people might justify evil as a necessity for their life. Therefore people have varied interests and intentions some of which they justify. And so we can have different communities based on these thoughts and opinions. Like communities of good people and communities of bad people. Thus everyone has free will that way. 

 

 

 

 

 

Love spell 

"Every cell, every moment." 

 

Edited July 12, 2019 by Preety_India

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I have turned to Christ for help 

I'm going through a crisis. 

 

And it seems like my last resort for help is God. 

I have never lost faith in God and I will never lose faith in God. In God I trust completely. 

He is the healer, helper, giver, savior, feeder, provider, doctor, carer 

 

[Zigzag Idiot]

 

@Preety_India I wish you a return to peace.

Christ energy reaches me more in reading A Course In Miracles than the King James Version of the New Teststament.

It seems most all of us have to go back 'into the desert' every once in a while. It can really hurt and also be confusing or it is for me when it happens.

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@Zigzag Idiot thank you. God bless 

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The other is 4 elements... Crafting elements 

? Time or moment... Every cell every moment. The love spell 

? Physical body 

? Mind or mental/emotional /psychological /spiritual state 

? External condition 

? Filling the Vase/cup

? Ma'at and Sheene and gwael 

? Awareness and reflection 

? 5 cosmic characters and their tarot. 

 

 

I'm thinking about how evil can be used for good purposes. To embrace evil. But not the evil that is destructive but constructive evil. Evil that helps. I'll need to call it something. A venom that is self protective. Vajes. 

 

I have to make a correction with the anti maat principle. It's the characteristic of the source or artist. The artist could be welfare oriented that is maat or anti welfare which can be either intentional or unintentional but this artist is obviously going to cause damage one way or the other. This is anti maat. This artist flows against maat. Whereas evil is a tool just like any other tool. 

There are distinct categories of people represented by animal symbols. 

The Swan gentle kind 

The snake /wolf  protective 

The vulture  attacker strategist 

The owl  wise but neutral

The donkey  / fool /joker/neutral but foolish 

The deer neutral and scared over sensitive 

Now the Satan cosmic character is also usable 

Now you can have 3 tarot cards

1 God.... 2. DEVIL.... 3 Satan 

Each can be used as a part of survival. 

The God for the good for self and others 

The devil which is represented by the snake for defense, attacking only when provoked for protection and defense 

The Satan or the vulture for inventing strategies to be selfish for acquisition of personal benefits. 

Any of these that are used out of control and without wisdom are bad. 

It follows that all these are mere tools in the hands of the artist who can switch between these qualities to achieve his goals 

So whats remarkable about the artist then 

 

How is one artist different than the other. 

One artist is good with good intent. The other is with bad intent or without bad intent yet ends up doing bad or harm. This is what can be called maat and anti-ma'at. Ma'at which is all about good and creating good that is ma'at and anti-ma'at which can be either toxic or evil. 

So the artist can be ma'at or anti-ma'at. 

The eventual outcome of his art will depend on his intention. 

So what about the brush he uses to achieve his goals. 

These brushes can be "good" or "protective" or "conniving or evil".... Which means any of the skills can be used to achieve the ends. 

 

 

Thus evil just becomes a tool and the intent is more important than the tool itself. 

So the anti-ma'at is not goth or viper. It's just destructive. I can call it calas.. 

But the vajes part is where the evil is used as a tool to achieve the welfare of all or the good of the good and innocent people and the destruction of toxic and bad and evil people. 

This calas is an intent and vajes is a skill or tool or weapon or means. 

God's love as love and Devils love as Bdsm. Satans love as conquest 

All three elements of love need to be balanced. 

 

One can attack to destroy the good. One attack to acquire. One can attack to protect and defend. In all three cases its an attack which is considered to be an evil action. But the intent varies in each case. 

Ma'at 

Calas  as anti-ma'at 

Vajes (devil represented by the snake or the wolf or beast) this represented by Gothic elements and monstrosity and Mastery as the Devils arsenal 

Both ma'at and wisdom are necessary. 

Wisdom as sheene 

 

The zodiac showing colors of the elements.. 

Aquarius Pisces Aries Taurus as the Swan or Godly. Cancer Leo Gemini as the Vulture or Satan and Libra Virgo Scorpion as the Snake or devil and Sagittarius representing the skilful user of all weapons. The wise. 

Ma'at and sheene 

Calas

Vajes 

Craft used by Satan - plaithe

 

Craft used by the artist but of the evil nature or strategy for acquisition - beques 

The other is the craft used by the artist who causes chaos unintended. It's cles 

The wisdom to use all tools in the most appropriate way is sheene 

 

The armory has 

3 qualities for the artist 

Ma'at and sheene and calas 

Calas is without Ma'at and or without sheene. It could also be with Ma'at but without sheene, that is good intentions but toxic actions. In all ways it's destructive. 

4  skills 

Dves..... The skill of doing good.  

Vajes....... Attack/defend/protect 

Beques..... Strategy 

Cles 

Plaith 

And lastly gwael - a superior skill that combines all skills of Dves, Vajes, beques, and uses them very wisely and appropriately. 

Outcome - is either destruction or flourishing and welfare. 

 

5 Cosmic characters 

God - Swan - empathy love gentle caring nourish 

Devil - Snake /wolf /beast /grim reaper - protection and Mastery 

Satan - evil. Skill. Craft evil. Vulture. 

Sheene - wisdom and awareness and alertness and reflection. Eagle/Hawk./Owl/Raven /Crow 

Calst - joker /gnome /donkey /pigeon /bear . Nutcase, chaos, destruction unintended. No benefit and mayhem and foolishness and senselessness and lack of wisdom. Lack of order and mismanagement and ignorance and anarchy, stupidity and narcissism, delusion and paranoia and toxicity. 

 

Edited July 13, 2019 by Preety_India

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Each cosmic character will have a tarot card. 

 

Edited July 13, 2019 by Preety_India

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And then there are people who struggle and who have problems to deal with and nobody cares about them because nobody finds beauty in them. They are called losers and rejects.

But it's not their fault. They deserve love too. They are the "abandoned ones" the forgotten ones. The ones rejected and canceled by the world looking for perfection.
But in the end.... God never forsakes even the rejects. Because true love and empathy never forsakes anyone, not even sinners.
That's the nature of the cross, of God. That's godliness. 

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Turning over of the cards 

 

1 Turn the Card of the Swan 

When this card is turned, it tells you the good things and intentions you can have and the good things you can do. It motivates you to do positive things. It's about calming yourself, taking care and nourishing yourself. 

 

2 Turn the Card of the Snake 

 

It tells you to learn Mastery and protect and defend yourself from toxic things. It evaluates the harmful or toxic aspects of your life 

 

3 Turn the Card of the Vulture 

This tells you to be strategic and careful and learn when to snap at the opportunity and grab it. It says it's ok if you tried to do things for your benefit as long as it doesn't hurt others. It also says to place your concerns first and be selfish and use the weapon where needed. That is it's ok to be manipulative to the unkind and fuck them if they have been mean and harmful. It's ok to be disrespectful and cunning and harsh and unkind and wicked to the one that is no good to you. It's ok to betray them 

Be openly defiant 

 

 

4 Turn the Card of the Owl 

This tells you to consider Sheene . To be wise and not give in but think a lot before doing anything. To use the heart as well as the head. To be smart and see what's wise and avoid what's not. To always be on the safer side. 

5 Turn the Card of the Eagle 

This tells you to be fully aware of what's going on in the moment. 

Awareness and observation

 

 

6 Turn the Card of the Raven

Reflection and contemplation and focus 

This tells you to reflect on the past and present and future and see what you did wrong and you must be doing wrong now and to focus on what's essential and what needs to be done. 

 

7 Turn the Card of the Gnome 

 

This tells you to not be stupid and foolish and stay away from fools 

 

8 Turn the Card of the Bear 

This tells you to stay away from all the toxic bears who are better off far away 

 

 

 

 

Edited July 13, 2019 by Preety_India

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Finally broke up with him. What a relief 

 

13 July 

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I got important stuff to do