holy shit it's all a dream, i am all alone. I awoken.

[Sugarcoat]

14 minutes ago, Dodo said:

As a guy who jumped during psychosis, i can say, it hurts like fk. No, in a dream at night it doesn't. No consequences in a dream. In waking? My bones are slowly healing and I am in pain every time I walk. 

God did not catch me and stop me from falling. I did not turn into a wave and start flying. A network of specialists patched me up and got me back. 

i am so sorry you went through that ❤️

i just woke up from a disturbing dream, so i feel extra sensitive to hearing about this dark stuff in this moment. I’ve thought before how you sound kinda bright to me, so it’s a bit surprising to hear, but I’ve always had an extra open mind for that stuff and not assumed it’s only “deranged” people who can develop those experiences …

Edited Saturday at 11:53 PM by Sugarcoat

[Breakingthewall]

On 3/7/2026 at 9:03 PM, Sugarcoat said:

also have in some way but for me it's kinda the opposite of the sort of extroverted tendency im getting from you. For me, the intense energy inside makes me struggle to engage with the world at all, even sometimes with basic chores, or just with replying. It has been very exhausting at times, so ive always sort of had this tendency where I try to release the pent up energy. I also recently from this kundalini rising energy (it seems to be that, based on descriptions), have developed another thing keeping me "imprisoned " and its this "forced sleepiness"

For me the point would be exposure and let's see what arises. Going out of the comfort zone to know yourself. 

[Sugarcoat]

@Breakingthewall it’s so funny to me how you’re responding , also to other people lately , maybe last year and before I felt you had this “unreachable” vibe that some of you that write this almost exclusively methaphysical stuff give off (from my pov and i know im not only one) . As if you have to have had those same experiences to be able to join in (to understand/relate to each other) or something . I always respond sooner or later when it’s interesting , but maybe what I wrote before makes it obvious why I’m slow 

Edited 53 minutes ago by Sugarcoat

[Breakingthewall]

30 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

so funny to me how you’re responding

In what sense? I'm quite transparent, at least it's what I try 

About metaphysical stuff I try to be precise. It's a topic extremely interesting to me. 

Edited 28 minutes ago by Breakingthewall

[Sugarcoat]

23 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

In what sense? I'm quite transparent, at least it's what I try 

About metaphysical stuff I try to be precise. It's a topic extremely interesting to me. 

I meant, in simple words, that it’s funny ~that~ you’re responding not ~what~ you’re responding. I tried to explain simply already in previous reply, it’s chill tho 

 

Edited 7 minutes ago by Sugarcoat