I hate how my mom can hit me and get away with it

[Onecirrus]

I hate how I can't leave because I'm poor, and because no one else on the planet really cares about me. I hate that I'm forced to be the more mature party and can't fight back or defend myself or else I'm going to jail. 

I hate people. I hate how I have been physically, verbally, and sexually abused and exploited by people in my life. Dealing with the wilderness of human society is the worst part about life. The only person who loves me is an imaginary person I created.

I don't want your advice, I guess I'm just venting. 

[Hojo]

I grew up in very toxic family. I just keep breaking the rules and getting attacked until one time my mom freak out so hard she threw stuff at me couldn't handle it and kick me put of the house. You gotta stop putting up with shit. GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU.

Say fuck you mom im not letting you hit me anymore. You will remain a cuck slave until you do it. Reality doing something to you for you to stand up for yourself. It will be brutal but nessesary.

Your spiritual path starts when you do this.

Sometimes we are cursed with bi polar people who are supposed to love and take care of us and we never get to feel it. The love you are looking for cannot come from another human ever.

 

The people who never leave home will never awaken. They never get into states where the qualia of 'home' dosent exist. This qualia is something that needs to be broken cause its not real.

If you dont get rid of this idea your just fking around. 

Edited 1 hour ago by Hojo