Spiritual conundrum

[ROOBIO]

Heyo, I am facing a dilema in my practice, so doing like 4 hours daily, anapana, kriya, do nothing, labeling, also tripping.

The practice is opening real fast right now. Sustained bliss, Seeing myself in everything, Sitting for hours just blissing out.

And the more it deepens the more everything else looks like decoration. I am less motivated to push to make more money, I am less motivated to put the effort into dating, cause I just love sitting, even when I experience negative emotions, it makes to so nice. However, this has consequences. I can see this effecting material aspects of my life. Which I am confused about.

How do you manage this? Ideally, I want to be and sit more, but it will take away to much form my daily life. 

 

 

[No1Here2c]

The highest understanding forbids survival.

Survival, if you wish to do so, must come at a cost. You must find balance between the two.

Edited 5 hours ago by No1Here2c