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For me it it is not fun at all but extremely profound, thats why I take it. Basically. A lot of fucking hard work, suffering, emotional release, losing your mind. But on the other side of that when you surrender, profound, beauty and love. But it is exploration, and I am an explorer. When I trip, I am oh fuck we doing this agan haha

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Is this with freebase or salt version? And you trip for 2 hours? Is this safe for the first time you do DMT?

Thanks, appreciate it. Okay, cool. If you were to do it with cartridges and vaporizers, are you going to have to take multiple hits to break through? I've heard online that people say you should take one to two hits, or three hits, obviously depending on the dosages, and actually get the full experience. If you were to do it the other way, then you went any way to do it without weed? Also, what happens when you smoke it? You just knock out a cold and go to sleep, or you have to close your eyes, or do you just stay awake if it's not strong enough?

Hey, What is the best way to administer N,N-DMT? Is it smoking, snorting or boofing (if possible). If you can boof it do you need a specific configuration of the DMT? Thanks

I love you, I dont know you, but I can't help but love you. We are all in this together. We don't know why. But we are here. Being here. Now. That is our commonality. Experiencing through different forms, thinking different things. I wish you the best. Feel that fear, in you heart, fucking feel it. Don't make a story from it. Just feel it. If you do. You will break the fear, it will turn into love. Thats what I want for everyone. Please. You beautiful beings. LOVE <3

Absolutely, it is perfect. In a ridiculous way. For the past 3 years, I have lived in 10+ of countries across the world, dating women from these countries. Romanian, Serbian, African, Thai, Egyptian, English, Dutch, German, Sri Lanken, Indian, Ukrainian. And now I am catapulted into the Himalayas and i'm sitting alone on a ridge at Kasar Devi with one backpack that holds everything I own. I got initiated into Kriya Yoga by this guru: I have met crazy, fun people here. On paper the setup is clean, savings in the bank, a remote startup with a friend that is making money, no dependents, no lease, no debt, no drama. Then I close the laptop, drop some lsd blindfolded or do four hours of kriya a day. I have come and handled cobras, come across crocodiles on the beach. It has been wild. My heart is yearning for a girl I left out of fear. I'm 30 and I miss her. The woman I had the apex with, multiple cities, sex, depth, all-day presence, crying together. I miss it violently. The contrast is almost funny. We still communicate through cryptic instagram stories like children, opening the wound of regret and pain. That women is a part of me. We merged souls. It's ridiculous because diving deep into the universe whilst holding heartbreak in the same chest. Soon I will meet a mystic for 3 weeks in Pushkar, then do a 10 day Vipassana. Then move to South India to become a snake rescuer. I dont know if it is worth it. But it is life right now and fucking crazy and FREE!

Cheers, man! I think the next substances I want to try at some point are DMT, like get familiar with the DMT space and then move into 5 MEO eventually. Have you been using DMT or 5 MEO DMT? If so, how do they compare to your classical psychedelic trips?

@WonderSeeker I am an INFP and am pretty much the same way, even the travelling part. I moved to the Himalayas as an INFP way of dealing with a breakup lol

Thanks for the suggestion, brother. Around 20 to 30 trips. With classical psychedelics like 4-ACO-DMT, psilocybin, LSD. Maybe MDMA around 10+ And ketamine, probably 10+

Consciousness is the emtiness which is imbued within form. It's the empty container that allows form to exist.

I tripped 300 mics blindfolded, and I've got to say that tripping blindfolded on LSD is completely different. It's so different in exploring universal consciousness, in exploring the depths of the suffering of the whole of fucking humankind, and reaching into infinite love. It was completely turned inward, and I felt like I had no reference point for where I was. It was so easy for me to lose myself into the beingness of experience. And it's just like, I was tripping on the specific desire of finding out what love is. For the past three or four days, I kept focusing: What is love? What does it mean for existence to be love? Why is love such an important part of reality? What is it? I was just doing this in my meditation. I was focusing: What is love? In this trip, I completely got the answer to what love is. The thing is that love, I would say, is the whole universe wanting to experience this moment exactly as it is, and it is not to be any other way. That is what love is. It felt like I was communicating with the Universal Consciousness. There was a part of me which was also Universal Consciousness, which was communicating with the Mother Universal Consciousness, and it was asking these questions: "What does it mean to love? What is love?" It was showing me all the areas in my life where I wasn't loving enough and where I was being egotistical. And it was telling me to love all of it. It was telling me to love all the shit I did wrong: all the fucking misery and suffering I've caused other people, all of the suffering that has occurred from what I thought people were doing wrong to me. It was asking me to go through all of this shit and fucking love it, and love it, and love it, and I couldn't love it. But then it showed me the beauty of all of this. It was like, "How can you not love this? This is our creation. How could you not fucking love it? All the pain, all the heartbreaks, all of the shit you've got in your life. How can you not love it? It's all fucking me. It was all you. It was all fucking me doing it to myself. You fucking idiot.".I was loving it more and more, and then it was like I've always loved you for being who you are, exactly as you are, forever. I was like a total being, bathing in this universal fucking love, this love that is being poured upon me by the universe for being exactly as I am. And then I couldn't stop crying. It was an unbelievable amount of crying. I would call this universal crying, crying where there is nowhere for the crying to go. It felt like it was flowing back into me, into the universe, and it was complete. The crying became complete.

The thing which is knowing of this experience

Fear, pain, suffering, the illusion of life comes from feeling and thought. With direct consciousness, you'll be able to see through that wispy ghost, merge into everything, disappear into nothing, and just BE

So right now, in my direct experience, I can see how the world is being constructed around me. And it is self-knowing, self-luminous. It's aware. When I'm looking at the door, the door is aware, and it's just existing as it is without a perceiver. It feels like this light of awareness is shining through every single perception, and it's creating it right now around me, and that me is nothing. Inside my body, there is nothing there, and there's a swirl of this perceptive, conscious phenomena just being. It's like a dance.