I don't wanna go on prison

[Hezbollah]

UPDATE:

 

she is repulsed by just the idea of oral sex

 

 - trust level of access

- word of mouth etc

 

 

3 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Hezbollah They fight dirtier in prison. Like poop dick dirty.

All prison cells have camera. My Lawyer said this!

[Hojo]

@HezbollahKeep this in mind what you fear you create so just drop it you dont know what will happen. I literally manifested my own death by being terrified of it.

[Hezbollah]

21 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@HezbollahKeep this in mind what you fear you create so just drop it you dont know what will happen. I literally manifested my own death by being terrified of it.

I have WORKED EXTREMELY HARD to get male validation, I don't care about other. I am very mascoline.

 

But the prison could go a bit more easy on me, if you know. 

 

I'm looking at photos and videos that I have of the cat and it just makes me so sad. I don't know what to do. This all happened in less than 24 hrs as well. Cat was perfectly healthy and fine before 7 pm yesterday, and then the accident happened and the vet pronounced her dead at 1 AM.

[UnbornTao]

Actually, not to be a dick, but are you a troll account? 

This thread reminds me of another very dramatic thread from a few months ago that turned out to be made up.

Edited 3 hours ago by UnbornTao

[CARDOZZO]

2 hours ago, Hezbollah said:

I got big charges including animal cruelty and harrassment. If this gots out im on the down low. Im very small so invariably will get tested by bigger. I watched MMA movie with my dad but guys in there fight dirty. Like real dirty more dirty then MMa. 

 

Im a typical med student thrown in a Prison...

You do all this shit then you expect nothing to happen?

[Hezbollah]

17 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Actually, not to be a dick, but are you a troll account? 

This thread reminds me of another very dramatic thread from a few months ago that turned out to be made up.

No , full real stuff..

 

3 minutes ago, CARDOZZO said:

You do all this shit then you expect nothing to happen?

Before doing it, I think of any potential consequences and then I fully expect nothing to happen. I also feel massively pleasure from it that I could'nt do anyway. 

 

Its a game of luck. this Cat had MASSIVE AMOUNT OF LUCK builtup inside her, and I managed to take hold temporarily of it.

 

I stroll with her resoursces aslong as I can.

 

It was probably the first and last time I touched someone's breasts free of charge.

 

It wasn't even the owner of cat who reported me but the greedy ahh lawyer my dad told him everything I did.

 

She kept excruciating me for §500 something - massive amount of cash that I couldnn't pay, She took it as disrespect and failing to obligbe with her request. I'm fully sure what she did isn't legal but she is a lawyer. 

 

In the end everything is calculated to the last detail

[Jowblob]

15 hours ago, Ramasta9 said:

God is always with you and you, you will experience in life what you need to experience. The sooner you surrender to life and not resist life and whatever the universe throws at you, the sooner you rise out of it altogether and vibrate at a new level. 

Yes you can shift realities and delete your name of the system, I have done this before, but its not always the most aligned path.

You need to go deep within yourself and learn and apply the greater lessons and the root cause of this current.

That is the only true way to free yourself, then no matter what happens afterward, you have a greater peace.

Prison is not always a bad place, a lot of wise and humble people are there, and many become transformed, they train, they meditate, they read books and when they come out, well they are a whole different human, especially if they have the heart and mind in the right place.

No one will hurt or bully you if you keep close to God, but you need to face all your demons first. 

This, God is always with you and whatever is planned will be. I remember long time ago when i  was researching consciousness and doing LSD , i discovered solipsism and had go through it, i had a dream where i went to some building with a guy and there were like 10-20 people sitting on a bench looking at me. I decided not to shoot and run away, when i was running away "police cats" jumped at me at my back and scratched me, i realized i couldn't hide anywhere or escape solipsism because everything is GOD.

@Hezbollah So what i'm trying to tell you, is that everything is GOD and eventually you will find your way back to higher levels of consciousness. The reason you found yourself in your situation is because it's 1. It had to be like that 2. You have to go through different stages of mind development to understand things from a new perspective.

[Jowblob]

34 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Actually, not to be a dick, but are you a troll account? 

This thread reminds me of another very dramatic thread from a few months ago that turned out to be made up.

Yes it seems to me like that too, but that is because his posts vibrate very lowly as they carry his energetic signature. Like someone who is very confused like a crackhead almost. But it's all good, and he's just having an experience, nothing to judge here.

[Hezbollah]

7 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

1. It had to be like that

You know that can go both ways all the time?

 

3 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

Yes it seems to me like that too, but that is because his posts vibrate very lowly as they carry his energetic signature. Like someone who is very confused like a crackhead almost. But it's all good, and he's just having an experience, nothing to judge here.

My energy was stolen by Caillou with hair. I hate getting stolen from.

[Hezbollah]

I just done my 12 hour shift, I'm not as energetic as usually. But I will never be pessimistic

[Lyubov]

Something troll like about these posts but yeah it’s ultimately based in limiting beliefs and self harm. Posting like this is a form of expression backed by negative beliefs about oneself. To the OP, I would focus on letting go and realizing that whatever you have or haven’t done it doesn’t define your worth and value and even if you’ve made some mistakes you are still valuable as you are. If you can be more clear though some people here may be able to point you in a direction you find helpful and feel better. 

[Jowblob]

14 minutes ago, Hezbollah said:

You know that can go both ways all the time?

 

My energy was stolen by Caillou with hair. I hate getting stolen from.

11 minutes ago, Hezbollah said:

I just done my 12 hour shift, I'm not as energetic as usually. But I will never be pessimistic

If you don't want to go to prison, you have to watch this video many times.

 

 

[Hezbollah]

8 minutes ago, Lyubov said:

Something troll like about these posts but yeah it’s ultimately based in limiting beliefs and self harm. Posting like this is a form of expression backed by negative beliefs about oneself. To the OP, I would focus on letting go and realizing that whatever you have or haven’t done it doesn’t define your worth and value and even if you’ve made some mistakes you are still valuable as you are. If you can be more clear though some people here may be able to point you in a direction you find helpful and feel better. 

I'm not care about being judged by outsiders, I'm as invisible as I get. I inherited superpowers from my dad.

 

5 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

If you don't want to go to prison, you have to watch this video many times.

 

I rather watch videos about cheap bulking meals. Like instant soup and cheese.

[Schizophonia]

What did you do; clearly. 

[Jowblob]

5 minutes ago, Hezbollah said:

I rather watch videos about cheap bulking meals. Like instant soup and cheese.

Then you go to prison , i see how you make jokes to others . Wait till the joke returns, the reality is already shifting and shaking. Instead of choosing the easy path, he chose the hard path! 

Edited 2 hours ago by Jowblob

[Hezbollah]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

What did you do; clearly. 

I fighted extremely hard, pushed, grinded, hustled!

 

1 minute ago, Jowblob said:

Then you go to prison , i see how you make jokes to others . Wait till the joke returns 

Good but I have financial issue, i don't care where mostof my time is spent but I prefer to have peace of mind

[Salvijus]

I feel like it's a troll aswell.