Ocean Of LOVE On 4-HO-MET

[Nemra]

LOVE!

LOVE!

LOVE!

I have not known what LOVE is.

This much LOVE is insane.

There has always been LOVE.

I was missing this my whole life.

Self-generating LOVE.

Edited 23 hours ago by Nemra

[theoneandnone]

You are loved because you are LOVE

[Nemra]

I orally consumed about 10 mg of 4-HO-MET.

Edited yesterday at 01:51 AM by Nemra

[Leo Gura]

You are on a roll.

Haha 

[Nemra]

The trip was so healing.

Everything is created by love. I can't describe it.

It showed me that I panicked on my last trip because I lacked love.

It showed me that I don't love myself enough, but I'm being loved anyways!

In the beginning of the trip, it was intense in terms of understanding my feelings. Literally, it was being untangled.

It gave me space to express my feelings from childhood.

It was also a bit sexual. I noticed that I'm still afraid to be feminine, even though I prefer it. I'm harsh on myself and don't want to face my feelings often.

You cannot not cry when you understand that God is trying to make itself aware of love by loving.

Edited 22 hours ago by Nemra

[Nemra]

2 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

You are on a roll.

Haha 

 

I wasn't expecting the whole thing from a tiny dose.

I just wanted to at least try one of the remaining ones and have a light experience.

But I'm glad it happened. A nice way to end my testing.

[Davino]

@Nemra As the flower blossoms, it sheds sublime fragrance 🌸

Edited 22 hours ago by Davino

[Salvijus]

3 hours ago, Nemra said:

The trip was so healing.

Everything is created by love. I can't describe it.

It showed me that I panicked on my last trip because I lacked love.

It showed me that I don't love myself enough, but I'm being loved anyways!

In the beginning of the trip, it was intense in terms of understanding my feelings. Literally, it was being untangled.

It gave me space to express my feelings from childhood.

It was also a bit sexual. I noticed that I'm still afraid to be feminine, even though I prefer it. I'm harsh on myself and don't want to face my feelings often.

You cannot not cry when you understand that God is trying to make itself aware of love by loving.

Beautiful 

[Salvijus]

4 hours ago, Nemra said:

It was also a bit sexual

It was sexual transmutation that you've experienced. Love transforms everything that is not love back into love. So if there is repressed sexual energy accumulated in a form of lust, that energy will get reabsorbed by love and reintegrated into the system. It will feel like the sexual energy is rising upwards. When the process is over, the sexual element dissipates and there's just a new level of pure love left. It's also good for health. You can do the same thing with anger or fear etc. 

Edited 19 hours ago by Salvijus

[Ramasta9]

 

[Thought Art]

@Nemra Please also consider moderation and integration. Enjoy

edit: I see you are done for now okay!

 

 

Edited 17 hours ago by Thought Art

[Oppositionless]

All that from only 10 mg? Damn ! Good job.

[Nemra]

24 minutes ago, Oppositionless said:

All that from only 10 mg? Damn ! Good job.

I think the headspace was leveled up when I took THC with N,N-DPT.

I still notice some effects from that combination of chemicals.

Edited 4 hours ago by Nemra

[ZenSwift]

23 hours ago, Nemra said:

It showed me that I panicked on my last trip because I lacked love

Noted.