Are You Solipsistic? I want to talk.

[Spiral Wizard]

I had an overwhelming solipsistic God experiance. 

I would like to talk to someone who also had such an experiance, either to see how they integrated, found another truth or if they still believe that no one else has a perspective, let’s talk because I clearly have a perspective so it would be a funny conversation, like a DYAD but on God-level. 

 

[Hojo]

When I awaken i see that outside your body is devoid of every emotion. So the feelings of other people are being created solipsistically by you. Its was also devoid of sound.And color according to science.

Edited July 28 by Hojo

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

On 29/07/2025 at 0:25 AM, Spiral Wizard said:

let’s talk because I clearly have a perspective so it would be a funny conversation, like a DYAD but on God-level. 

What's your perspective, exactly?

[Spiral Wizard]

On 7/31/2025 at 10:41 AM, Captain Jack Sparrow said:

What's your perspective, exactly?

I remembered how I basically tripped myself into this life so taking LSD in this life was less of a trip and more of a becoming sober/conscious and remembering how this entire life was a trip of forgetting myself as God (meaning, the ONLY, ETERNAL, UNLIMITED, CONSCIOUS, BEING in existence). I knew that I've been waking up to this/myself for eternity through countless different forms and will continue to play this game of evolving through countless different forms (matter, plants, animals, humans, aliens, etc.) forever. God has literally evolved through the entire universe to become you and wake up in a new, unique way again as you and through you (if you do wake up! if not in this lifetime, this lifetime is in service of waking up another time in another form eventually). 

There was a feeling of being able to exit completely and die into the sigularity which seemed like a never ending orgasm of pure white light but after speaking with a wise guide who has walked the path I believe it will just continue forever. Meaning even if I die into the singularity I will eventually just pop out again. This is not a circle but a spiral in which I wake up to the truth at ever higher levels and integrate it into form in ever greater levels of embodied love. 

Without this experaince I couldn't help myself but see solopsism from the minds perspecitive but as Leo says, solopsism isn't an idea, it's direct consciousnes. And to be honest, even though in a way it is terrifying, it's not as bad as the mind makes it out to be. In fact, all that is bad about it is what the mind makes it out to be. Without the minds resistance to it, the direct conssciousness alone, is just fine. No big deal in fact because you are God and have ALWAYS been God, so it's not like a suprise - even though of course waking up is suprising - you are really just remembing what you have been. 

However, a few weeks later, it did kind of pulled the rug beneth my feet and zaped my enthusiasm for many things like relationships and my life purpose because what's the point if ultimately they don't really exist. It seemed like all of life is (to variing degrees) dissatsfying and non of it will be as fulfilling as mahasamadhi into the singularity.

 

[Wilhelm44]

On 29/07/2025 at 0:30 AM, Hojo said:

When I awaken i see that outside your body is devoid of every emotion. So the feelings of other people are being created solipsistically by you. Its was also devoid of sound.And color according to science.

Thats an interesting one, creating feelings of other people.

[theleelajoker]

11 hours ago, Spiral Wizard said:

I remembered how I basically tripped myself into this life so taking LSD in this life was less of a trip and more of a becoming sober/conscious and remembering how this entire life was a trip of forgetting myself as God (meaning, the ONLY, ETERNAL, UNLIMITED, CONSCIOUS, BEING in existence). I knew that I've been waking up to this/myself for eternity through countless different forms and will continue to play this game of evolving through countless different forms (matter, plants, animals, humans, aliens, etc.) forever. God has literally evolved through the entire universe to become you and wake up in a new, unique way again as you and through you (if you do wake up! if not in this lifetime, this lifetime is in service of waking up another time in another form eventually). 

There was a feeling of being able to exit completely and die into the sigularity which seemed like a never ending orgasm of pure white light but after speaking with a wise guide who has walked the path I believe it will just continue forever. Meaning even if I die into the singularity I will eventually just pop out again. This is not a circle but a spiral in which I wake up to the truth at ever higher levels and integrate it into form in ever greater levels of embodied love. 

Without this experaince I couldn't help myself but see solopsism from the minds perspecitive but as Leo says, solopsism isn't an idea, it's direct consciousnes. And to be honest, even though in a way it is terrifying, it's not as bad as the mind makes it out to be. In fact, all that is bad about it is what the mind makes it out to be. Without the minds resistance to it, the direct conssciousness alone, is just fine. No big deal in fact because you are God and have ALWAYS been God, so it's not like a suprise - even though of course waking up is suprising - you are really just remembing what you have been. 

However, a few weeks later, it did kind of pulled the rug beneth my feet and zaped my enthusiasm for many things like relationships and my life purpose because what's the point if ultimately they don't really exist. It seemed like all of life is (to variing degrees) dissatsfying and non of it will be as fulfilling as mahasamadhi into the singularity.

 

Resonates. This "ok it's all one thing and it's all me" insight. Not as detailed as you describe, it's more feeling it in every day interactions. No LSD but meditation as trigger. 

Did not have the exit option as clear as you did, no light seeing , it felt I could leave but was scared. 

Had the same process to the insight - the "OK shit" reaction was only because my mind, my persona was trained for many years and culture to believe otherwise. When these layers of believe slowly fade away, then it's easier to accept that it has been like this all the time. 

Just made a thread with similar idea about "others" few hours ago. How this reflection stuff works etc.

And the pulling the rug experience I have too. It's not only that those people don't exist, every "help" they need - and even if it's just a friend that needs someone to listen to - is just created out of thin air. To tell this a psychologist devoting his life to"curing" people lol

Don't feel like definitely going back to the singularity (or wherever I&you came from) but would be nice to visit and then - maybe, probably - consciously decide to go back and make the best out of this experience here. After all, we came here to leave singularity, right?

Edited Saturday at 08:33 AM by theleelajoker

[Hojo]

@Wilhelm44 if you cuddle on the couch with a lover. There are no feelings between you. You create your feelings and their feelings that they are loving and cuddling and loving you. Between your bodies its void of everything human.

Edited Saturday at 01:15 PM by Hojo

[Wilhelm44]

2 hours ago, Hojo said:

@Wilhelm44 if you cuddle on the couch with a lover. There are no feelings between you. You create your feelings and their feelings that they are loving and cuddling and loving you. Between your bodies its void of everything human.

So I determine how people feel towards me ?

[Hojo]

@Wilhelm44 Yes. There is a void of not expression between everyone and everyone is solipsistically in their own heads. You cannot know what someone is feeling towards you.

You dont nessesarily get to choose but you are making it up and can never know.

Edited Saturday at 03:49 PM by Hojo

[Wilhelm44]

10 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Wilhelm44 Yes. There is a void of not expression between everyone and everyone is solipsistically in their own heads. You cannot know what someone is feeling towards you.

You dont nessesarily get to choose but you are making it up and can never know.

What do you mean by a 'void of not expression between everyone' ?

[Razard86]

The best way to understand Solipsism would be to look at life like a MMORPG. When you play a MMORPG your experience is completely Solipsistic as the Game itself. So the MMORPG we'll call it the Game of Life and shorten the name to Life for this example. So Life which is being played by infinite avatars each have their own perspectives....but notice each of them are in a Solipsistic bubble which we can call their AREA. This AREA is limited by how far they can SEE in each direction. 

This LIFE is a UNIVERSE and because it can only be ONE since it is NOTHING, not physical, each iteration of itself is both the WHOLE and the PART. I once left my body in a violent kundalini reaction and went straight to the Godhead....and...I was all alone there. I also have had a sober and non sober awakening that I am the Universe living through this human. But what's even funny is God is BEYOND the Universe in a sense because its not BOUND to it so it can destroy the entire Universe.

Now this always mean you are alone with your SELF. So yes you are alone, but you are alone with yourself. In my analogy of the game of life, everything in that game is really the same SELF, because they are all the same part of the same thing. So what the game does to experience "other" is it creates it through illusion.

It creates infinite solipsistic bubbles that are equally it, and it gives them infinite diversity so it can experience itself as different. Thus Infinity of Gods and Solo Infinite God are equally identical. Multiplicity, and Singular are thus equally the same thing. So you as God can choose to be a Singularity that experiences everything/multiplicity as a singularity, or you can choose to delude yourself of your Singularity and experience yourself ignorant of your Singularity and focus on the multiplicity.

What I have noticed is the human psyche seems to be averse to the Singularity, I do not think its a bug but a feature. The human is designed to ignore the Singularity and to Mature into its love for it over time. The more one can embrace the Singularity the more Mature that human is because the key to being Selfless as a human is to accept that you are the Multiplicity so deeply that you become the Singularity.

[Inliytened1]

On 7/28/2025 at 5:25 PM, Spiral Wizard said:

I had an overwhelming solipsistic God experiance. 

I would like to talk to someone who also had such an experiance, either to see how they integrated, found another truth or if they still believe that no one else has a perspective, let’s talk because I clearly have a perspective so it would be a funny conversation, like a DYAD but on God-level. 

 

Message me.  But i don't like the word solipsism per se.  I would rather say that you are completely alone as God. 

[Inliytened1]

29 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

The best way to understand Solipsism would be to look at life like a MMORPG. When you play a MMORPG your experience is completely Solipsistic as the Game itself. So the MMORPG we'll call it the Game of Life and shorten the name to Life for this example. So Life which is being played by infinite avatars each have their own perspectives....but notice each of them are in a Solipsistic bubble which we can call their AREA. This AREA is limited by how far they can SEE in each direction. 

This LIFE is a UNIVERSE and because it can only be ONE since it is NOTHING, not physical, each iteration of itself is both the WHOLE and the PART. I once left my body in a violent kundalini reaction and went straight to the Godhead....and...I was all alone there. I also have had a sober and non sober awakening that I am the Universe living through this human. But what's even funny is God is BEYOND the Universe in a sense because its not BOUND to it so it can destroy the entire Universe.

Now this always mean you are alone with your SELF. So yes you are alone, but you are alone with yourself. In my analogy of the game of life, everything in that game is really the same SELF, because they are all the same part of the same thing. So what the game does to experience "other" is it creates it through illusion.

It creates infinite solipsistic bubbles that are equally it, and it gives them infinite diversity so it can experience itself as different. Thus Infinity of Gods and Solo Infinite God are equally identical. Multiplicity, and Singular are thus equally the same thing. So you as God can choose to be a Singularity that experiences everything/multiplicity as a singularity, or you can choose to delude yourself of your Singularity and experience yourself ignorant of your Singularity and focus on the multiplicity.

What I have noticed is the human psyche seems to be averse to the Singularity, I do not think its a bug but a feature. The human is designed to ignore the Singularity and to Mature into its love for it over time. The more one can embrace the Singularity the more Mature that human is because the key to being Selfless as a human is to accept that you are the Multiplicity so deeply that you become the Singularity.

Be careful because the other bubbles are still being imagined by you.

[emil1234]

@Razard86 wait what so you are saying theres multiple perspectives now? i didnt think that was your standpoint

[Inliytened1]

4 minutes ago, emil1234 said:

@Razard86 wait what so you are saying theres multiple perspectives now? i didnt think that was your standpoint

He's using the Infinity of.Gods standpoint which does not contradict Solipsism.   But ultimately it cannot be escaped that other Infinities must exist within your Infinity because you are the one thinking about that Infinity.  It would not have any existence otherwise.

Edited Saturday at 08:13 PM by Inliytened1

[Hojo]

@Wilhelm44Like there is no story or concepts to what is happening and there is no feeling its like its silently dead.

Like everything you have ever felt about life is made up by you in your head. None of the qualia has come from outside your body.

So there is always a completely dead void between you and other objects. A human is an object and so is a dog or a bird, or your neighbour or mom or dad. Between you and them is a dead space where nothing that makes you a human exists. Like what inside the television screen feels like. Theres nothing there.

Its like wearing a vr headset playing a video game and realizing that the light you are seeing has no emotions and no characters in it all the characters are made up inside the players mind its just random code going off in light.

Edited Saturday at 10:49 PM by Hojo

[Wilhelm44]

12 hours ago, Hojo said:

@Wilhelm44Like there is no story or concepts to what is happening and there is no feeling its like its silently dead.

Like everything you have ever felt about life is made up by you in your head. None of the qualia has come from outside your body.

So there is always a completely dead void between you and other objects. A human is an object and so is a dog or a bird, or your neighbour or mom or dad. Between you and them is a dead space where nothing that makes you a human exists. Like what inside the television screen feels like. Theres nothing there.

Its like wearing a vr headset playing a video game and realizing that the light you are seeing has no emotions and no characters in it all the characters are made up inside the players mind its just random code going off in light.

What is your defenition of energy then ? And how do you explain the energy in a city feeling markedly different to say the energy in a jungle ?