Witness The Unthinkable

[ivankiss]

Haha. Of course she reached out the exact same day I had my big break through. She wants to talk.

I should not be surprised at all. It's one of God's oldest tricks. 

[ivankiss]

I'll give her the chance to explain herself. I will. If it makes her move on with a lighter heart and a clearer conscience... If it helps her evolve... It's worth it.

But not just yet. I cannot risk being thrown off track now. This is a crucial phase. I must remain centered and focused. We'll talk once I'm done with what I'm doing here. 

[ivankiss]

At this point, I've got nothing to lose, and everything to gain. I am so fucking close to absolute triumph. 

[ivankiss]

And for me to decide to invite you into my kingdom and share with you everything that I had to crawl and bleed for all these years... Hyeah... You gotta be someone really fucking special. 

You better have something really fucking good to say and offer. 

[ivankiss]

Distracting from
Your deficiencies
While you point at others
Enlightened
You judge and execute

To be the only one
To discover the seven
Toss open and pass
The gates to heaven

[ivankiss]

Frequency equals 3 octaves bellow insanity. Which is the frequency of genius. 

[ivankiss]

True heroism. 

[ivankiss]

Three pigeons are giving me the side eye. 

[ivankiss]

I could sit here forever. 

[RendHeaven]

On 5/12/2025 at 7:42 PM, ivankiss said:

Haha, no, but really, by now, my skills have developed to such an otherworldly and alien extent, that the common ear cannot follow or relate to what it's hearing. 

I must dumb my music down a lot, for you all to be able to enjoy it. 

Naked And Transparent is seriously impressive.

Got more tunes to share?

On 5/25/2025 at 6:41 AM, ivankiss said:

Alright. Moving to Tokyo in winter goes on the top of my imaginary dream board tonight. 

That's my home. Hmu.

[ivankiss]

@RendHeaven Thank you, and sure why not. Will shoot you a message when the time comes. 

[ivankiss]

It's truly unbelievable. But I have zero things left to figure out, and, like, two and a half to carry out. 

There is nothing I am unclear about. Everything makes perfect sense. But I do feel resistance. I do feel the pull and the gravity of my old life. My old ways. It's just that none of it stands a chance. I cannot be stopped. Only God can take this away from me, but why would he, when it's quite literally what I was made for. 

This... is fucking it. I have made this game my bitch. 

 

[ivankiss]

Jk I'm terrified of messing this up last minute. 

[ivankiss]

It's quite literally the same process as when I'm making music. It's just a different realm. 

This life... is my greatest work of art. 

[ivankiss]

And this character... is like a lead melody in a grand symphony of God. 

[ivankiss]

Sure, identity is an illusion, especially if you never had what it takes to form one. 

[ivankiss]

Alright. New routine. New groove. 

Let's do this. 

[ivankiss]

I'm gonna have to eat every goddamn chicken in this country. 

Time to bulk up. 3 months, 10kgs, easily. 

[ivankiss]

The gym I picked is a dream too. Open 24/7, swimming pool and all. And it's basically for free, that's how cheap it is. 

[ivankiss]

Protein good! Protein more!