Witness The Unthinkable

[ivankiss]

Might buy a nice little boat. 

[ivankiss]

Yes! I see it so clearly! I see the way! 

[ivankiss]

I'm sorry guys, I did most of the talking on that other forum that's pretending it's not this one. I'm done with that part. Now, I'm more about doing. Which does not necessarily mean this won't be fun. On the contrary. It's going to be more fun! 

[ivankiss]

I can't let you in on all the details. I trust you understand. But I will share the meat and potato with you. 

[ivankiss]

I'm neither angel nor a demon spawn
Though some will call me God
Gravity is just a law I've wrought

Hear temptation, take the sky for all to see
Sheer elation, to write in history

[ivankiss]

Being gentle and kind means nothing if you're incapable of being vicious and ruthless as well. And vice versa. 

[ivankiss]

You know it's real because it's unbelievable. 

[ivankiss]

AHAHA I spent 4 hours outside already, and just now I noticed I had my shirt on backwards the whole time! 

[ivankiss]

I follow no trend. I dictate it. 

[ivankiss]

It was a fucking tough winter, but I was tougher.

[ivankiss]

The most challenging phase of my life, for sure. And how epic and adventurous! So good! 

[ivankiss]

Soon it will all make sense, promise. 

[ivankiss]

Turn back time
Reason why
Breakneck speed
History

Waiting 
Waning 
Exasperating
Unstrung
Tethered
Hoping forever

[ivankiss]

No! I tried to settle bets with my own soul
Bless my lips for the first time before you don't
Gripping to the last touch of your hand I grow to loathe
Hope that you remember just how far I'll go
Spend the rest of my life wishing I'm enough

Resist
Resist
Resist

[ivankiss]

I won't lie, I wish to bee seen and heard by you. Understood by you. Loved and appreciated. 

But it's just not possible. Not now at least. We are simply too far apart. Living in two entirely different worlds. 

[ivankiss]

It will be impossible for you not to see me for who I am, once I complete this mission and realize this vision. But by then, it probably won't even matter. 

In my darkest nightmares, you run out of time just before I make it. 

[ivankiss]

And even darker... I run out of time. 

[ivankiss]

May you never have to know what it's like to hate so much you love, to love so much you hate. 

[ivankiss]

This weight upon my heart... I feel it again today. It's heavy... I want to cry out loud. Like a baby that just came into the world. Like a soldier that just came back from war. 

But I won't. I can't. It's not the time and not the place for it. And who is it that I would be crying for anyways? Me? You? The world?

That's right. Nobody. 

 

 

[ivankiss]

I must keep moving forward. The prophecy is upon us.