Fountainbleu

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  1. What are you doing, can you share?
  2. Thanks. Do you think doing websites (programming doesn’t feel aligned) is one of the best ways to make quick and good cash in 2026? And do you just build websites? Do you use drag and drop or a more skilled way of making websites? My goal is to get out of survival mode so I can focus on my passions and purpose.
  3. Keep us posted on Bali 🙌
  4. Thanks for the reminder. What do you do on up work?
  5. Holly fuck I watched this and it was boring as shit. There must be a more exciting way to do it. Thanks for sharing though.
  6. Just want to share I've been listening to this Willpower solar plexus frequncy recording on Youtube and it works! Notice while I do feel my willpower increase I also feel more anger come up, emotions are supposed to be held in this chakra!
  7. I can feel the resistance fall off with the little work I do on the solar plexus (sometimes I'll do a meditation that includes a chakra balancing or something). I’ve been toiling diligently towards my goals, while I’m making a lot of progress, there’s still some work to do. Or, would you take the longer route, and keep working hard and pushing through to achieve your goals? Thanks in advance!
  8. @Tristan12 Just sent you a message.
  9. I've been asking this question myself for a long time now. That's why I haven't read the Spiral Dynamics (Don Beck) book yet. Have you? A long time ago, I decided consciousness>Spiral Dynamics. But now I'm focussing more on the human, I think I could grow a lot from reading and studying it.
  10. Maybe it wasn't the best medicine? Not enough DMT? Working with a reputable center is super important. I know after my first ceremony it just felt like a really strong marijuana high. i mentioned that to the facilitator and they seemed to tweak it or use a different plant (there's many different kinds of Ayahuascas) and it was a totally different experience, that's when I really started to experince the magick of Aya. Don't know if you sat with the Shipibo's but they are the surgeons, they go in there and start working on the most essential parts of your being/body/mind. Huni Kuin for example is a lot of dancing and singing (including participants), I've been told it's more of a therpay versus the deep deep work done with the shipibo's. I should also mention I did 7 ceremonies in the span of 2 weeks, if you only did 1 ceremony sometimes it takes more than 1 to fully understand the experience and learn how to work with it. I should also mention, maybe you did grow/heal from it but your just not letting yourself notice it? If you tend to think negatively for example, that's a possibility.
  11. Did you have any insights while on the medicine? What did you learn? Start implementing that into your life- in other words, now the 'real' work starts.
  12. be a witness to all your thoughts (meditation #1 of 112 from Osho's Book of Secrets- Osho also said it's the only one you really need)
  13. Ayahuasca is just an opener for you- now it's up to you with the new tools you've acquired to keep bringing them into your life. You can also meditate on the feelings/experience/memeories you had while on Ayahuasca to bring it into your day to day. I'm still reflecting on my beautiful and profound aya experience I had from 6.5 years ago. Another note, you can always call on the plant spirit of mama aya, she's with you forever now. P.S. If you didn't already journal on the day after your aya ceremony about your aya experience, it's still fresh in your head- I'd write as much as you can about the experiences you had while on the medicine and see how that will open up some stuff up for you. Or if you did, refer to your notes.