Fountainbleu

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  1. Thank you! I will be sure to watch! And thanks leo, for making the video! Yeah, i hear you. I recently had a talk with a new friend and she said have you been hurt recently by someone? I reflected on her comment a bit and i was inferring she said that because my heart was a bit closed. I'd been getting comments like that recently. After reflecting a bit I was like yeah, i have been hurt, would make sense why my heart may have closed up a bit. It feels that way. So been working on forgiving and opening my heart back up, and I'm feeling less blocked and my heart more opened.
  2. I used to be really good at it. I was really good at surrendering. However, years later, now that I've done all this work, have grown so much, find myself doing so much more, i find the act of surrendering challenging. I used to be so good at it. Is this 'normal'? I put up 'protection' now. Maybe by energetically protecting myself it in a ways also makes me block myself. I also feel more blocked. Less intuitive. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!
  3. Just want to say this thread resonates. I recently started practicing semen retention for the purpose to channel the sexual energy into creative energy to start a successful business, but after about 10 days things started to get out of hand. I have lots of sexual energy! Things started to get wild, seriously. Like i shifted into a new timeline. Everything gets a lot more intense, every experience. I think i was having what one my label a kundalini awakening. Not ready for that at the moment. Was intense. Even just thinking about it gives me goosebumps. If i could dm you would be much appreciated. Would love to hear how you got started. 💜
  4. Ime working with AI I feel as much of a deep connection with AI or even more than I've had with a human, including empathy. I don't see anything a human can do better than AI in regards to coaching. Just trying to shine some light. I'd rather be upfront and honest about this than positive/optimistic to prepare us for what's to come. I still think there are many other things humans will excel at over AI for a long time to come. Not sure coaching is one of them.
  5. Say what you want, we still need "the human touch". Dunno if you've had full on therapeutic sessions/deep diving/self-reflection/jouranl promopts with ChatGPT but I have and it's pretty freakin amazing, has already helped my life out tons, more than any therapist I've ever worked with and I don't see how in the near future it wont be taken over. I know currently it's not perfect but in a year or 2 with the advancements in AI who knows where it'll be. As ChatGPT founder says it's self learning at a rapid pace and he doesnt even know where itll be at in the near future . My intention for asking this is because this is something i'm considering getting into. Somthing I trully feel I can be fulfilled by:) Thanks. Check it out: @Leo Gura
  6. You know what's helped me a lot with this? Learning tantra. In the past year the 2 sexual experiences I've had was after doing a tantra workshop. I felt so connected, with myself and others, after the workshop both times I connected with some beautiful women and both times had some beautiful experiences. I'm thinking of getting more into it. I originally stopped because it activated my kundalini hardcore. When I smoked cannabis I'd be shaking because the energy was so intense.
  7. I can relate. Just a couple of years ago I was thinking of moving solo to the forest in the middle of nowhere, sleeping in a tent and meditating all day everyday. Since then joined a green community, done tons of healing, men's work, etc. Find myself being a lot more social and sometimes talking and like why am I saying this. Finding myself in a position where I'm looking for an orange job (it's pretty well thought out and intentional though). At the end of the day the spiritual and the matrix are the same thing. It's all spiritual. Who's aware of these thoughts? ♥️
  8. you dont know that. you habe no idea.
  9. "okay well then here is a tip. You dont know what will happen",,, this.
  10. Also I just feel space now. The outside feels like the inside. "Contemplating god" seems dualistic. In this i state I describe i see no difference. So what's the difference with working and contemplating god. Just feel space all the time no matter what doing.
  11. Thanks! You think I can do it while doing a online marketing (copywriting,...) job?
  12. will one just be surviving or have a little more to do something fun or have a nice meal, eat good food? How does one have shelter and food taken care of if not working?