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I kind of know the dangers of psychedelics in my situation, especially with all the history of mental illness in my family but i feel drawn to them and see as a marvelous self-development tool which i take very seriously. Last time i used LSD + mushrooms and my kundalini went CRAZY, i spent hours into the trip dancing and doing yoga poses)i don't have any serious training with yoga) without any "doing" of my part, something was moving my body and i just went with it, it was the craziest experience i ever had. Do you have any experience with it?

The sick cannot recognize health. Just be aware that they come from a place of pure ignorance, stay strong in your path, follow your inner guidance and be a light in the world.

Psychedelics overly excites my kundalini energy, I feel that it opens up a lot of channels in my body (especially the higher Chakras) which makes me kind of ungrounded a while after (can continue for months). It's a serious boost into the spiritual path.

I have this fear that mixed with anxiety and can develop into a panic attack (a light one but still really uncomfortable) after i realized that nothing exists outside everything i see in the now, so this means that when i am in my room, this room now is the whole reality and this is kind of a freaky thought, If i use psychedelics (even weed) it is almost certain that i will think about it and freak out a little about this kind of solipsism. One time i was with a group of 8 people and we entered an elevator with no mirrors, only thick fabric and i had smoked weed and when i realized that we were all kind of getting traped on this metal cubic and in that moment, it was all that really was i had a panic attack for a few seconds until the doors open, it was a feeling of extreme claustrophobia. Had a really deep mushrooms+lsd trip recently that shocked me a little (at first, there was bliss) with the ramifications of what i saw, i may have been thinking only into the "bad side" of it. How can i deal with realizations of deep existential truths?

In the context of Law Of Attraction, let's say that i want to live in a nicer house and have a better car, should i visualize intermediate goals like a cheap but still better then my current car and when i acquire it should i move to next one until get the best one i want or should i visualize the best one at the beginning even if its a long-term goal and progress my way through it with "intermediate" cars? For instance: Let's say i want car A that costs $100.000 but i now have a $10.000 car and would be nice to have car B that costs $20.000 for some time until i progress to car C that costs $40.000 and progresses my way up to car A. Should i visualize car A the entire time or car B until i get it and then car C and so on?

BJJ is the best brazillian contribution for the world I trained for some time but got injured a lot (apparently my joints are weak or were weak). BJJ is really cool, fun and challenging. I found myself in muay thai, trained hard for a few years and as i advanced with self-development and spirituality i kind of lost the blood thirst i had lol

Yes, i am, and you?

@Tony 845 Yes, i have awakened my kundalini energy, my intuition is crazy high as the synchronicities and my manifestation ability.

Same here, the third eye always pulsates/vibrate a lot.

Leo recommended him in his blog. He also recommended Vernon Howard which made me realize where Leo gets some of his insights, awesome super underrated teacher.

I am not saying some supernatural energy (although lots of enlightened masters do have a highly magnetic energy), I thought more of a calm, solid energy which is rarer than one would think. I feel the emotion/energy of other people constantly and it is rare that I feel one that it is at least a little comfortable, more often than not I feel blocks all over my body, tensions, sadness, anxiety etc.

You actually made some really good questions to a situation like that. If I was caught off guard I think I would just freeze and not think at anything to say. Wish I could met some enlightened Master, his energy must be awesome.

Recently I discovered the power of visualization/law of attraction and with the intention of facilitate the process of visualization I usually listen to some guided visualization or hypnosis audio(basic a guided visualization with NLP). But I am not satisfied with the quality of the products I am using and feel that I could be using my visualization time better with some better products. So, if someone has any experience with it or even law of attraction in general, suggestions would be lovely! (yes, I saw Leo's video about it) Thanks

This would be awesome, i am passionate about this topic, i am practicing visualization a lot lately but there are so many different sources that i would love some courses/material recommendations

How did this shift happen? Contemplation, meditation, psychedelics? And which type?

That's awesome, recently i got my ass kicked with 4g of mushrooms + 66ug of LSD. At first was just pure bliss, i had my first no-self experience, kundalini active as hell, had a lot of direct experience of deep truths i only read about but at some point i started to feel body discomforts/pains (in my belly and lower back) which gave me anxiety, i saw my mood get a little negative, which led to negative thoughts on loop (i had lost any notion of time), the anxiety greatly increased to the point i had to call a friend to babysit me mid-trip lol But was by far the deepest shit i ever experienced before and i am kind of experienced with psychedelics. Next time i won't mix them both.

Mushrooms Here in Brazil I can buy it legally online

It definitely play a part on it, that's why I know it is a "mental" problem and not an organic one. That's how I was able to learn so much about self-development in all those years, I kind of saw every information as my salvation from my hell and dive deep into it. The problem is that I can't be dependent on a massive interest to focus, as we know that our brain tends to trick us into distraction of subjects that challenges our current beliefs, often we easily dismiss information that could change our lives if applied correctly. Can you elaborate on this? You are right, discipline and organization, being a strategic motherfucker as @Leo Gura would put it is the way. The problem is that every moment of it I feel like hell, anxious as fuck, super distracted etc, it is extremely hard to be present on the task when I feel like shit every moment of it, like reliving past traumas during the task, I almost can hear everyone that put me down and abused me when I wasn't perfect which creates a huge fear of not being enough that perpetuates itself when i eventually fail on the task. Or maybe everyone feels like this when facing challenging subjects, trying to develop new habits and I am just being a little bitch.

I assume this is the video: Have you tried it?

I always think of this as pure bullshit but recently i have find that astrological phenomena do affect us greatly.

If you are in a prision in a first world country, maybe. Here in Brazil you will be tossed in a tiny cell with 30 other inmates, no ventilation, no bathroom(just a hole), sickness, violence, rape everywhere, good luck trying to meditate here. But i guess is the only thing one could do.

Nice nootropic for anxiety but it makes me kind of mind numbed, not clear and sharp, could be why it is commonly used with caffeine (for alertness).

It is sad to see the close-mindedness of people in this forum which theoretically, represents a high consciousness part of society. Why the hell would you dismiss a tool like that without even trying? If it doesn't not work, you lose some money and a couple of hours (I bet everyone here lost way more than this with way less significant stuff), but if it does work, it would be a HUGE help in our self development /consciousness work with lots of benefits in practical aspects of life.

That sounds awesome, how much did you paid?