
Buba
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Buba replied to 5-D - L O V E's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Go to psychoanalysis. -
Buba started following Radical approaches to dealing with extreme emotional pain
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Buba started following Why there is no free will
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Buba replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There is no self to have free will. The actions, thoughts are like a wind, they are the result of cause-effect chain since Big Bang. -
Buba started following A realisation about the past and the present, and determinism.
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This is what you told me 20 days ago. Why did you come to this conclusion?
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Buba replied to WokeBloke's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Who decides, who makes choices and based on what, if it is not pre-determined by causes and effects since Bing Bang? -
Buba started following What thinks according to you?
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Buba replied to WokeBloke's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thought is like a wind. It does not have a creator, an agent. It is pre-determined since Big Bang which thought will arise. -
This pus must erupt. I am afraid low does will not make it.
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I want to do LSD. I have done everything - psychiatrists, antidepressants, psychologists, sport, meditation, psychoanalysis - and nothing helped. I have pus inside which must erupt. What kind of process?
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Buba started following Do psychedelics heal?
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Why do you do psychedelics? Did they heal you? Did they change your life? If not then do you do psychedelics just for short lived fun/experience?
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@Grant6 Any permanent changes in your psyche, mood?
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Buba started following Trip Report 01 - 1.5g Psilocybin Magic Mushrooms
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Buba replied to CuriousityIsKey's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I never had an enlightenment experience, but I had a Dark Night of the Soul. And during this time once an idea came to me. I don't know if I saw something, experienced something or just thought something, but the idea was "the answer to the question, if God exists or does not exist, is there is no "exist" or "does not exist" in that realm". -
Buba started following If one does not want to dream any more, how could one cease to exist?
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@Breakingthewall @Javfly33 @catcat69123May psychedelics harm my psyche temporarily or permanently?
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I have been going to psychoanalysis for more than two years. I had those expectations mentioned by @Motar. But I see no healing. I have pus inside me which I want to discharge. I feel that if I don't discharge that, I will always suffer. Before psychoanalysis during meditations that pus was always coming up, it was very painful, but each time it came up, I could not discharge. Psychoanalysis also did not help me to discharge it. That is why I want to do LSD to discharge that pus and relieve forever.
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I wonder too. Unfortunately he seems to not come here anymore.
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Buba started following My 2nd LSD Trip Made My Life 15/10 - Heaven on Earth
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@Motar I also contemplate to try LSD, but probably not everybody changes after trips for better. How are you now?
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So if you are a strong muslim, what are you doing in a heretic forum?