Nahm

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  1. @Gligorije Look into what the last .00000000000004% is too. It isn’t physical either. NOTHING is the implication. Certainly not materialism.
  2. @Bernard Wait...!?...what!? Those are some very hard to get nuggets of insight you received. You should be questioning if reality exists, how else could you be inspired to the action of caring for it / you? What even matters? Ya. Right. Nothing. So anytime you’re feelin tense, stressed, sad, you’d have to laugh - because you can’t justify it anymore, because nothing matters - you’re free. Haven’t realized this yet, I know, but you will soon. Killing the grounded? That’s a gift of an insight. Grounding is total bs. You are infinite, can’t be ‘grounded’, there’s nothing to be grounded in, you’re everything already! You’re gonna get your health on, and you’ll be feelin great soon. This will be your best trip, at some point, in hindsight (in terms of importance - I know it sucked).
  3. @Gligorije It is amazing really that the population is generally materialist, and anyone could just google it and find out in a couple minutes.
  4. @Bernard Sounds like you’re on the right track, give it just a little time man, you’ll be rockin again. I think this might be hard to hear, but very helpful - the psychedelics are literally truth - they can show you they don’t actually exist. So you’ve got to approach them as if you were going to literally meet God. At least a week of very clean eating, not drinking / drugs, taking care of your body / exercise and or going for walks, letting every tension go, giving, loving and being honest as much as you can. You prepare for a trip like it’s your death, and you give & appreciate the precious days and minutes you have left. You make amends. You forgive people. You tell people you love them. Because if you don’t, the truth might scold you. Ain’t nobody need a talking to from the truth man. Not twice at least. But, that’s all that happened man. It’s like when we were kids, and a parent or teacher or whoever old scold you really good, cause ya had it coming - you just say ok, I f’d up. Then you move on. Sounds like you are movin on well. Stop being so hard on yourself. God only scolds you because he loves you infinitely. Infinitely dude. That’s the level of love for you. It will literally never end. Relax. Have fun.
  5. @Gligorije You are made of atoms. Atom’s are empty space. You guys are empty space. Google it with your “phone”.
  6. “Higher consciousness” (Less deluding myself) = Present Now , joy, love, compassion, understanding, peace, flow, synchronicity, etc. Relaxed! ”Lower consciousness” (More deluding myself) = Thinking about past or future, “me”, “physical world”, “frightened”, “panic attacks”. Tension! I suspect this has nothing to do with trips, meditation, spirituality, panic attacks, etc. Only lifestyle choices relative to the calling of well being. Take that call. Go on that adventure. The slightest change, now, today, feels wonderful. It’s not the mountain we make it out to be. Love yourself enough to instill some discipline in your lifestyle. I have a buddy who can light a match with his shoe, crush a beer can on his forehead, open a bottle of beer using a quarter, and roll a joint with one hand. Very impressive. He can not however, notice the tension is his own body. Maybe we can call delusion, not listening to my Self. Go on that journey. “Be friends with it”, as Ron Burgundy might say. Is healthy eating, exercise, etc, the foundation to be put in place before a trip? Or is a trip supposed to make those changes easier? Also, L-Theanine, Vinpocetine, 5-HTP, N-A-C, L-Tyrosine, and vitamins D, C, B12 and B complex. Try em before any scripts maybe.
  7. @John Iverson Journal it as much as possible, you might be glad you have it to refer back to. Hopefully not, too. Godspeed my man!
  8. @DrewNows We’re all sleeping in hydrobolic sensory depravation tanks, right? Maybe I assumed too much.
  9. @Serotoninluv Nothin’s got us in common....? ?
  10. When laying in bed tonight, let all the muscles melt & sink into gravity over and over, then make slow relaxation waves, head to toe. After imaginaing it 4 or 5 times, the sensation will begin to be felt. Around 10 - 15 the increasing in the sensation is felt, and this is exponential. Around 50 waves and you probably won’t be able to handle it.
  11. @AleksM Excellent man! ❤️.
  12. @Nadosa Don’t use the partial awakening as a means to beat yourself up man. You’re doing quite well. A wonderful life is already underway. ‘Building it as a person’ vs it is happening, and it is beautiful...? Look around, see the ‘life’, and look around, see there is no person to beat up, no person to beat on. “I was busy dealing with myself”, there are not two of you in which that could be truly taking place. When that panic hits, go to one of two places; go to the “ I “ which is experiencing it, or go to the sensations themselves. One will work, freeing from the suffering.
  13. @F A B Sit in front of each other, hold hands, stare into eachother’s eyes for a good 10 minutes first.
  14. @Ingit Sometimes when I hear a new song, that I wrote it and sing in such a beautiful new way, trends having gone full circle evident right in the intonation, in the inflection of a vowel revealing that infinite beauty, it’s too much, insta-tears. I do recall “others”. I recall letting go of others, and being, alone, and in that meaninglessness, that depersonalization, arose a creation, purpose, life. Neither the beginner nor the master envy the middle, but we’re all rooting for you Ingit. Just let it go, and then let that go, and let that go too.... On the way, maybe it’s helpful when there is “other” and it’s said you are fine, all is well. If there is a focus on lack of health, an “ I “, a focused, is sustained, but in letting the narrow view of lack go, in appreciating the much bigger picture, capable of laughing, loving, still seeing, med school, food to eat, sky to revel in, closer to home. ❤️ https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=oKsxPW6i3pM
  15. How come? Sounds like it used to make sense that this would happen, and at some point, something was realized, and so it shoulnd’t Happen anymore, yet it is, so, what was the prior realization?
  16. @winterknight What a joy, a real truth bath, this thread. Thank you! ❤️
  17. The illusion, those teachers, the understanding, me, you, all your illusion. ??