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@Mosess Great work. Yes, perfectly normal for no mind.

It’s really difficult for one person to argue. ?

@0bserver See through that one is alive & experiencing, and that there is past & future. Understand, or recognize rather, what memory is. All definitions are relative appearance, only direct experience will do for what you’re asking.

@0bserver You can directly experience this, and it makes an incredible amount of sense. You can also say it’s a belief & disregard it.

@Javfly33 Could happen to anyone anytime for any reason. People have been known to notice people is a thought, and people are known to discount this.

You’re saying this is a belief and you’d have to directly experience this. That is what I am also saying.

@Nemo28 Much love ??

@Nemo28 How’s it easier on ayahuasca?

@Javfly33 Try to remember at what age you learned the label ‘body’.

What does that feel like?

When you’re talking about seeking you’re talking about thinking. When I’m talking about seeking I’m talking about feeling. Thus for you there is two, for me they are the same. Nonetheless, whatever feels best to you, do that.

@Tistepiste Yes. jk.

Perhaps you’ve reached the ceiling of thinking.

One awakens. Funny doesn’t need a who. That’s why it’s so funny. It came to mind after reading your op again, all the things you’ve tried, and your outlook on time, life, and needing isolation or a cleared plate to wake up. Attitude stands between recognizing coming to a logical dualistic conclusion is not realization. Attitude is the difference between I’m screwed, and I’m thrilled.

“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes.” - Charles Swindoll

@zeroISinfinity Since you are obviously aware there is no self, you’ll just have to make one outta whatever you do have.

??. Is it nausea triggered by eating certain types of foods, eating at certain times, something else...? I googled it as well, and indeed. My next question was why the chapstick but I think it’s all coming together.

@Loving Radiance Taking away no identity, some, and all.

@Javfly33 No, sorry, I didn’t mean it that way. A perspective you remove the magic of attention from no longer exists... or, you’re creating as you go, listen to feeling and leave anything which doesn’t resonate (non sense) behind. By default the living of life would exponentially raise, like how you feel lighter when you set down a dumbbell. Went to shoe store with a friend who has size 10 feet. He tried on the brand of shoes he was used to, but they only had size 9. They did not fit. He did everything he could to force them to fit. I said ‘hey, that’s not gonna fit man’. He kept trying to force em on anyways, in spite of the pain in the feet. I was like..

@Someone here There is no one aware. There’s no thing seeing. No hole. That is the vantage of the finite mind. That there is awareness seeing through eyes is a finite thought. Transcendent of the finite mind, perception is just, you, not a you seeing. Stilling loving you, even though you exist and I don’t, apparently.

What kind of trip someone must’ve had, to ‘come back’ and name that mushroom penis envy?! Seriously. Trip on an empty stomach, never eat mushrooms, make tea instead. Even better, write ‘psilocybin vapor’ on your dreamboard, and forget the whole topic. Also, 3-4 is the danger zone. Like taking a train that stops at insanity. Take the train to good times, laughter and insights, or to herotown.

Just let it go man. Forget about it. Live a happy life and put all this nonsense behind you.

Think of drinking three beers after a big meal, vs an empty stomach. Geez, she is a rough place. Hopefully she reaches a turning point soon. Sorry to hear that.

Sorry if it was already asked and I missed it...were both trips from the same batch? The potency might be very different, one batch to the next. If it was two different batches, was the batch you felt no effects from the same batch she felt no effects from? Also, to make it more complicated, someone could feel effects from a batch that someone else does not. Side note, also experienced tripping / can’t find my tent. Hilarious. Good times. On your friend’s behalf... That imo tends to explain it. Perhaps the powerful trip she did have brought up some stuff which was not worked through, and that has something to do with going from no meds, to what is imo a lot of meds. That could have been done, and working, in the direction of relief toward more well being. It also could have been done in avoidance of feeling, and suppression. Also, it is not the same for everyone. Someone else could be on the exact same meds and dosages, and have profound experiences on mushrooms. For her, apparently the prescriptions nullified or blocked the effects of the mushrooms. Coming from that reality is literally love, and she is literally love, the list you shared strikes me as on the heavy side of suppression of misunderstanding of feeling & thoughts. In a way, mushrooms are the opposite direction, the complete diving into the actuality of feeling & thoughts, ultimately finding the only ‘substance’ of them, is love. Some carry little, and got straight to heaven’, some carry much beliefs about themself, and go through ‘hell’. It’s possible that all of those meds add up to a suppression which the mushrooms are not putting a dent in. The catch 22, is considering taking a higher dose of mushrooms to ‘push through’ that suppression can be a risky thing to do. Especially if the reason the meds were started in the first place was essentially suppression. What makes it more complicated, is those meds are for psychosis, schizophrenia, pain relief, mania / bipolarity, seizures, and major depressive disorder. Those are ‘things’ sometimes experienced on trips, in the sense of the entire path, or, what all the trips add up to. Again, that depends on what one is holding onto, and thus stands to let go of. Mushrooms are not the gentle slow & steady way to let go. Maybe micro dosing, or .5g, 1g trips over months could be. These ‘stages’ that she is taking meds for are experienced upon transcending the finite mind, and in that respect could be thought of as the ‘outer edges’ of the finite mind, sort of the ‘falling apart’ experientially, but being transcended in the actuality being inevitably realized to be infinity, Love, appearing as the finite mind. So in hindsight, what seemed like a ‘falling apart’, was actually in route to total transcendence. Also, some of the meds are outside of what would typically be prescribed, which is worth understanding why for her I would think. Might just be geographical reasons, or simply what the dr prescribed without a reason, or what was available, or what was covered by her insurance plan. I would read this, and suggest she does too... https://www.synthesisretreat.com/psilocybin-and-ssri-snri-interactions In any case, the biggest picture, and the actuality of her and of her experience, is the love that she truly is. So that brings to mind...aside from all these meds, and taking mushrooms...where’s she at with self-love, appreciation, gratitude, stopping and smelling the roses so to speak, expressing how she is feeling, putting any emotional pain into creating beauty, etc?

The Loophole Shake.