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Boxing has little to do with killing people or violence simply to hurt others. It can be just a sport. Now obviously there are a ton of guys who like fighting, adrenaline etc and that's why they do it. Whether your reasoning for boxing is good or not is up to you really, how does your reasoning feel? Think about if it's something positive and empowering or not. As you will learn more things in general you will also get new insights into why you do what you do and what you truly prefer.

@Speedscarlet Seems trivial to me to announce that. It's quite directly said already anyways in his videos

For me I've been like that and it's a side of me, but I'd also see it as an ego defense side in the end. It can definitely crumble once you don't stick to certain beliefs or ideologies (such as you have no other way to behave) or that has been the case for me but it might be that I'm not a "true" sociopath. So I recommend accepting the side of you that is overly blunt, denying it might probably turns to blaming others. Allow yourself to feel and be close with yourself more if you feel like it's going too far. If that's difficult, figure it out. You might be totally fine though, I don't know.

Open relationship just to fuck around seems like fucking around to me. Both parties have to really be totally ok with the open relationship or it's not going to work, and most people aren't ready for that, or then they are indeed sex addicts. You don't want it to turn to a multiple friends with benefits thing, where you miss out on intimate relationships with anyone. Rather have good healthy relationships that you get something out of. Open relationship doesn't mean you even do anything serious with anyone else. I personally feel restricted and not free to express myself as I wish if I'm kept to a single person. I don't like the idea of someone relying on me too much or wanting to "own" me. So technically it would be an open relationship for me, but I'm fine with not going around at all, so sticking with just one partner would be totally cool with me. Trying to have something lasting on the side of a main relationship seems energy and time consuming, unless you were to literally live together with more than 2 people. An open relationship would allow you to flirt and find better matches while in a relationship, because you never know if you meet someone who's a better for you.

You guys would honestly be surprised that there are normal people that think about some of these things even without being on a spiritual path. Throwing around the world enlightened here is really unnecessary tbh

I opened my heart chakra "accidentally" as I felt pressure and anxiety in my chest and just kept feeling it and then it ended up opening after some time with a rush of energy. I think you're supposed to have chakras well balanced before kundalini awakening or you'll just have troubles.

It might be that enlightenment is "constantly reaching enlightenment".

I haven't had the awakening, but is the energy too fiery? Maybe you should add some good feeling, or "bliss" to it then.

I just show others how I am (to a degree) and if they like me they like me, if they don't they don't. This way I won't waste time with girls that are not my type.

I think a thought is a though. Positive and negative are relative. If there's a positive feeling while you're thinking or you associate the thought with a positive feeling, you will see the thought as positive.

@Ryan_047 Just think in language in your mind in a kind tone to your mind "What if you would next time speak in a more positive way (or in an x positive way)?"

I would recommend instead of forcing positive thinking to encourage your mind in a gentle way to be more positive.

I think whether it is taking action or studying more it is always going to be a thing people procrastinate on. It just happens to be so that people often don't take action instead of not learning enough theory.

You can be open minded and still make a choice. Usually by preferring something based on your previous experiences and knowledge.

The second video was very clear and informative. Definitely going to find out more about it.

Even if they were to be better at something it's just one scale. It's nothing absolute.

See if anything is inherently serious. Think about it Seriousness can be a good tool. You don't always have to be outgoing and pleasing people. If you're worried about making philosophical connections don't be unless they're just a word game distracting you from actual meditation. It can be better to contemplate systematically, although of course you also have insights on the fly.

Well there are many ways to do it and something might work better for someone else than others. Honestly fuck pickup and just develop yourself in other ways. If you developed yourself enough this wouldn't be an issue to you anyway. If you want to do pickup it's more so that you can see that's it's not the end goal to get laid or have a status saying "In a relationship". Sure you can develop social skills but pickup tends to go for something else than harmonious relationships imo. So now you can be glad you have this opportunity to change things for you

It doesn't have to be taken that far in today's world. People are not that high consciousness at all so any services for them can be more minor and basic. You can still also discover something great for yourself, but the general advice you give to others is usually lesser. Most importantly see the magical nature of whatever work you do and if you feel like there isn't none or you're not working towards anything like that it might be time to consider other possibilities or you'll stay there forever.

Feeling energy and moving it is totally natural. You just hadn't noticed it before. What comes to the intensity I can't really say, but let's just say that if your energy is high then it might expose any issues you have to work through. This comes in it revealing energetic blocks. So I recommend getting some book about chakras (aka energy centers) etc if this is happening. It might be that you actually opened a block and that allows you to have awareness of your energy and aura better now. It's very understandable that you're feeling weird about this because you didn't know energy is a thing. And to deal with these things appropriately might take some knowledge, but in a way everything will be fine if you just keep up a meditation habit even if weird things or feelings or pressure comes up. I assure you feeling energy is not going crazy. Embrace the mindfuck that this thing is possible and you were unaware of it before, given that it might not have been as intense. Also I don't think a doctor etc is necessary as suggested in comments. A normal one would just say you're crazy lol.

Whenever I take tests like these I think that I'll just adapt to whatever necessary and although I do prefer some over others of course. It feels like an irrelevant game and I could be honest and still choose a lot of different options just depending on my mood. I got ray 2.

Love the child, but see that it's good for it to keep going and keep going anyway. You might like this description of ego: Circular thinking that creates separation (=duality)

Yes but it will take time. Don't require meditation to always be pleasant. It will also make you go through things. The less you hold on the easier you will advance. To put it simply it will allow you not resist negative thinking while allowing you to see how negative thinking or especially shaming/fear/powerlessness etc isn't as necessary as you deeply assume right now.

I'm able to now lightly see the etheric/ethereal body or the first layer of my aura. I'm wondering how to go on from here, as I haven't researched this stuff a ton. How do I expand my seeing further into colors and more broad auras? What have your experiences been like?

@NoSelfSelf I learned what I learned through simple youtube/google searches. The time I first saw it it was in my hand in a dimly lit room with a white background.