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@kbone Yes! Nailed it.

Adyashanti is the best! His meditations are transforming! The ever increasing mental silence and pre-verbal awareness make insight into emptiness so clear and effortless.

This whole thread is the literal definition of mental masturbation lol

Reminds me of Martin Ball's description of the ego being like clothing that you wear; post-awakening it can act as a tool that you use instead of it using you, rather than being constantly selfless like some people describe. Honestly thank god this is the case for most people lol.

People do this with DMT and have good reports sooo I think that might answer your question ahaha. @Flowerfaeiry It is chemically related to mescaline though fun fact (despite being an amphetamine)

lmao this is all possible with psychedelics, plus chances are said weed that causes these issues is an adulterated version, seriously lacking in CBD (an antipsychotic with the purpose of balancing THC's effects) since it gives you more bang for your buck. I was skeptical CBD did this until I experienced it myself with THC, completely changes the experience- you're no longer floating off in a foggy daydream but instead feel very clear, sane, calm and present. But yea I agree it can be addictive (taking a long break myself) and as a result make you a slob ahaha.

Defs recommend halving the MDMA dose for anyone considering this (no more than 100mg- even that's pushing it) ONLY during the comedown phase. But yeah I've done it and it can't be dismissed; the LSD makes it like a FORCED therapy, taking you into your most vulnerable place only to have said place subsequently hugged by the MDMA. It magnifies the therapeutic use of MDMA tenfold, and the LSD almost seems to override some of the post-molly blues. It's probably the only instance in which I'd do MDMA again, given my last comedown was kinda harsh. @Batman It can definitely be of use for therapeutic purposes and open you up to the love aspect of enlightenment and embody said aspect with more ease, but overall since it keeps the ego mostly in tact I wouldn't recommend any more than a few times. It's ultimately the "magic" part people talk about that provides the most value, but you've probably heard said "magic" dies quite quickly unfortunately, after which I honestly think is pointless to continue pursuing, especially given the risks. If you're new to psychedelics it can be a phenomenal introduction, breaking down some of the ego's defences so that in the future you can open yourself up with the other psychs easier (hope that makes sense). But for the love of god whatever you do, DO NOT abuse this drug; it will fuck you up if you do, I've seen it first hand and it isn't pretty.

@nistake lmao agreed, masturbating's pretty fun tho! Or it's just a place to flex how woke you are... oh the irony

Once Leo went down the solipsism rabbit whole I kinda just tuned out, even Martin Ball commented on this trap of the ego; when you dissolve into the light you aren't taking anyone with you, it's still just your perspective. We're all just God toddlers. It makes sense though that an arrogant person would have such an interpretation of God however. Unless you surrender the mind once and for all you will forever live in delusion.

@Yog The "I have shit on my ass" part came outta nowhere dude wtf

@Lyubov in next week's video: How to squirt your way into God consciousness. The secret no guru wants u to hear!

beautiful, reminds me of Rumi.

Surrender into pure being, let go of the seeking for a while to simply practice do nothing.

@Cubbage WOW awesome video, had me laughing so hard at some points

Take a small test dose with the LSD just to evaluate how the substance reacts with your chemistry as well as get a feel for it (a quarter tab should suffice). After that I don't see much issue with taking 200ug as that usually rivals 3 grams of (potent) mushrooms for most people. LSD for me is also more serene and clear-headed, so you'll enjoy that. Try to let go of expectation and "getting/attaining" some insight, but rather with an open, humble, respectful attitude sit back and observe what arises without judgement. Keep thoughts to a minimum with maximum focus on a question such as "what am I? What is my true nature?" and actually look for it in your awareness as opposed to simply speculating on such a question. Go into it with a loving attitude as well, I find the love aspect of enlightenment to be the most powerful and will help to curb the chances of the trip being too overwhelming in a negative way. Resting attention on the breath or using any kind of focus point is also very useful. ALSO: MUSIC IS AN ABSOLUTE MUST. Whatever speaks to you the most, feels most meaningful and puts you in the most euphoric state will do.

Working through a dark night with psychedelics is honestly really good advice, I've heard stories of people being stuck in this for literal years when it's so unnecessary.

ahaha see I can relate to that but find if I'm using too much it just puts me in a fog instead, like it can actually go both ways depending on how you use it.

@Consilience I saw you mentioned in another thread "The Mind Illuminated", I just bought it recently and was wondering if you have any advice for someone just starting out with it that's had previous experience with meditation but nothing advanced? Looks super promising as my concentration has been seriously lacking as of late. @SS10 I find using weed sparingly can definitely be of use in a similar way to psychedelics without freaking you out as much and being overall more calming if you've found yourself too "edgy" for a while. If you do try look for a sativa strain like sour diesel as there's more clarity and focus; indica's can sorta just dope you out tbh so not recommended.

I love how so many Americans think their country is the best lol, is there something in your guys water supply that makes you THIS stupid? Like....WAY more stupid than every other country. LOL

wooo!!! Also Quentin is fiya!

@Leo Gura Is this solipsism?

Have you experienced what you're saying or just philosophising? Because the latter won't get you far unfortunately. Speaking from experience.

If you've glimpsed the absolute it's pretty fucking hard to ignore assuming it wasn't just a millisecond glimpse. Then again, the ego is tenacious.

@Leo Gura Where does self-actualization play in all this? Or do you see them as both codependent?

I like Frank Yang's description of it being like dying and having sex with the entire universe at the same time.