Greatnestwithin

Including the fear of not coming back, has that fear ever come up for you. The fear of going so deep you fully dissolve with source

How do you deal with the coming up and dissolving of your ego when is slow? Isn't that more painful somehow?

@Leo Gura cool, still trying to get my hands on salt version lol ?‍♂️

@Leo Gura when I smoked bufo on the first and only three ocassions I couldn't keep my eyes open, it just took over me to a breakthrough. How do you manage to keep your eyes open? Has anything to do with plugging and the coming up being slower?

@Leo Gura Thanks for that. Also thank you for your last video, I was brought into tears when I was listening to you saying the part of complete selflessness and giving into its creation, itself. That was my experience with bufo last year and when I heard you, it took me right to that place once again. Also thank you for your comments about the ego making it worst that it actually is, I have been quite scared of going deep due to my identification mostly to my lungs and stopping breathing shall I choose to surrender and going deeper ( I know, weird what the ego does to keep me identify) I now feel ready to surrender

@Leo Gura in your new video I didn´t hear you speak about why it exists at all. I have heard you saying it created itself and it didn´t have the need to be created as it has always been here... so ultimaly it just is, irreducible mystical... or one can actually have a direct consciousness of why it does exist at all. There is existence and no opposite, there is still "something"...why?

@Shiva definitely! I´m up for it!

@Shiva I live in Madrid

@Yonkon Not gonnna go down with all described within the session. Get clear on what coaching is, what is your role and I highly invite you to hire your own coach. If you yourself are not doing deep work which includes someone from the outside to notice and reflect to you your own blindspots, self deception etc forget about doing it for others. You can´t take any client deeper that you have been willing to go yourself.

Last year I quit my job to pursue full time a career that aligns more with my heart, I changed countries, did my first 10 days solo retreat, did three bufo ceremonies and three of ayahuasca (plus throughout the year I did lsd and truffles) and I had an ego backlash for three months! Too many changes in just 6 months plus experiencing God for the first time was way too much Patience, keep on applying mindfulness, BE gentle on yourself! This too shall past

@Leo Gura from what book are you doing pranayama, is that the specific name as they are many types

How can you yourself explain anything at all if you are a subset of reality? Ultimately nothing can be known, it is literally imposible. That is why in the english language we have a distintion between knowing and being. It "explains" by mere virtue that you are it, within that isness of what you are there is the "understanding" of what everything is. 5meo dmt doesn't not explain anything but remove everything that is in the way of you remembering what you are on an ultimate "level" One can also have a transcendental experiences throught orgasms or even giving birth and those are activities, subsets of reality. The whole is present within every subset Ultimately calling something a subset of reality is itself a distintion created by the mind.

@Lynnel are you willing to experience the guilt of getting what you want? are you open to receiving from life with gratitude instead of pride?

when you have a strong why and what for, the rest will follow, all how to questions are a means to get more information ( for the purpose of give you security into what is next and feel ready) which on itself prevents you from taking action. If you have a compelling reason, a strong reason to climbing a tree for food, you won´t sit and ask yourself how, you will climb no matter what it takes or how many times you may fail, you would ask around, copy people who have done it etc So the question is, what do you really want? and why? What would having that do for you?

@How to be wise Love is the very fabric of existence itself, a love that transcends feelings and emotions.

The how to will be answered when you want it badly enough

Truth shall keep you going no matter what, and if you don´t know what Truth with capital T is, that should be more than enough to keep you going anyways

Training, Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice. An investment of money, time, energy and commitment that never ceases, hiring my own coaches, group coaching for own develpment as a coach, feedback purposes and... Serving Serving Serving Serving Serving Serving Among many other things

@Shin found nothing

@Caterpillar But... I can move my ears

@RichardY I meant existentially speaking, to forget as God and to dream this illusion of separation and duality with its implications... totally insane

What we are afraid of, is going sane. Once one transcends the limitations of the finite mind, one realizes that the world we have constructed and live in is insanity itself. We humans are afraid of going insane, precisely because we intuitive that we are actually insane and like a house of cards, once it collapses we will find that we were already living in that world which we were scared of. You are already insane, you are not conscious enough tho

The degree to which you appreciate your own ignorance is the degree to which you will appreciate other´s

What is it that you really hate about your competitors? be clear about it... and once you are, you will see it is something you hate about yourself.

@Lynnel I have found among many things that adding playfulness in my life works great for creativity. To just play which on itself puts me very present and in a space where creativity follows.