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i want this fantasy tho

Lonely? havent heard u use that word to describe God before. u saying god is lonely?

my experience of it was extremely close to LSD. However when i did MDMA back in the day, 6-7 years ago it only had a stimulating, non psychedelic effect on me. dont know if its one of those drugs that changes after you've done psychedelics, like weed. perhaps. my mdma experience was very psychedelic

i dont understand why he has to look so fucking intensily serious. lol

@Aaron p oh i wasnt intending on combining the drugs - i merely wanted to know if i needed to wait a certain period of time before doing 5meo after a mdma session. its been 3 weeks now and wanted to know if im good to go for the 5meo trip

I had a therapeutic MDMA session 2 weeks ago, and ive never felt better ever since. Zero comedown, ive basically felt on top of the world, and ive been able to work through a lot of past trauma. my question is; how long should i wait before doing 5meo? online people give varying answers, some say that i need to wait 4-6 weeks regardless of how i feel. i feel like thats a little long time, since i basically feel better than ever. U have any experience on this?

im 30 minutes in and im blown away by the oneness argument. absolut brilliance. thank you leo

@Jordan first time for me as well. very noticable difference. im for sure going to integrate mudras in my practice

my god mudras are unbelieveably powerful. I've never experimented with them before; sitting in meditation and feeling the energy shifts changing between the different mudras is absolutley incredible.

very useful post. thank you

We call carry longing. but longing for what? a cup of tea? coffee? junk food? Sex?a new computer? A girlfriend? What is this longing. What does longing want. Where is it felt. Longing is felt as a blockage. An outpouring of energy which reaches its limit. It comes in many varieties. But ultimately all longing points to the same thing. Relative abstractions masqurading as solutions to the problem of longing. My longing to become infinite is absolute. I feel my bondage, my blockage, my limits to the bone. All of my being want to transcend them. Im longing for something which I do not yet even know. I long for limitations to dissolve. As I'm writing this I feel my connection to the infinite increase, as I'm completely immersed into the moment, currently longing nothing but the actual moment. To go deeper into it. An intimate love affair between my fingers touching my keyboard, and my mind intuitively generating this message. intimacy with the moment. i require infinite expansion.

what really. u were still conscious during heart stop?

@Water by the River so what happens when the soul dissolves in the ocean? merging with universal consciousness, God?

love this debate

i started putting it in my oatmeal. i love it