emil1234

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  1. @Breakingthewall im kind of curious since i dont believe i've heard you talk about this; how do you rank your own level of realization, do you consider yourself enlightened (Baseline, not just peak experiences) and how long have you had spiritual practice?
  2. okay here you are wrong. shaktipats can 100% cause kundalini activations, i experienced it myself - felt excactly like what a handshake of 5meo feels like to me
  3. this post was made in your honor @Breakingthewall
  4. @Grateful Dead im not planning on doing psychedelics anytime in the near future, im merely looking for guidance as to how to know when you're good to go again. Intuitively, my mental state currently feels just as stable as before the initial awakening, but im not taking any chances so im searching for some kind of actual guideline of sorts can you put a few words on your purging / trauma release process, and how to manage it the best? I find myself eager to enter my trauma and shadow sides, but it seems the true healing happens only when i surrender even the desire to heal, and let the kundalini decide when the time is to release and when not to also any tips / advices in general, dos and donts?
  5. question to the people who have gone through full kundalini awakening; how do you know when you're ready for psychedelics again? I get mixed messages online, some saying to stay far away from psychedelics for a long time. And i kind of get it; im going through kundalni awakening right now, and initially it felt extremely overwhelming. However at this point i feel very grounded in my new state. Althrough there is still a lot of emotional / trauma purging and ego dissolving going on. I really feel a call to ayahuasca, but its only been a couple of weeks since my kundalini awakening, and as mentioned, initially it was extremely intense. i spent almost two full days in a full on psychedelic state with type of crazy shit happening. I do however feel i was very prepared for the shift, and because of that my baseline increased more dramatically than i have ever experienced before I would really like some insight / sparring from people who have gone through the full kundalini awakening, and how they now treat psychedelics
  6. beautiful. thank you
  7. @Eskilon full kundalini awakening (energy rising through the chakras out the crown) + the following integration of trauma releases seem to be an extraordinarily efficient method for awakening, im going through one right now. however as mentioned, treat with care but its pretty epic
  8. full kundalini awakening is when spirituality stop being fun and games. if you're pushing for this, make sure you know what you're getting yourself into. theres no going back and it can be extremely overwhelming if you are not prepared
  9. yes mine literally also happened a couple of hours after a 5 meo trip. althrough it had been underway for years. yes, the sober ego deaths are so real; i feel like psychedelic ego death were like a training simulator for the sober ego death
  10. I am going through pretty intense kundalini awakening right now, which literally feels like my mind ascending and adjusting to a baseline psychedelic-like state, and especially fear of annihilation and fear of insanity are major themes. I encountered both fear of non existence but also a fear of existence itself. Dissolving these two conditions especially indeed did feel extremely liberating, since they are like a limbo paradoxical form of desire or fear
  11. halleluja for existence right. heya heya ho
  12. sounds like he had a proper breakthrough as well. lucky bastard
  13. what. and what. completely agree. i've had a great life i would say, and yet some of the best memories i have ever, are from WoW wotlk era. it is so dear to my heart, the unparalleled feeling of magic and mystery the world induced. just wow. im so glad i got to play during that time
  14. absolutley love this post, resonates so much. would love to hear @Leo Guras take on this