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I've had some awakenings at this point, the most major of which involves Love and Goodness. At one level, these two seems almost completely inseperable, completely identical and the same; but on the other, I have had experiences of this universal force, Nothingness, that just says this pure; "I love you", and nothing else. At another level, I've experienced the universe as almost an abstract form of formless Goodness without opposite. Sometimes the two seem identical - Love IS Goodness and Goodness IS Love - but if im not deluding myself, it seems they can also be experienced as kind of seperate phenomena? out of curoisity, what are your opinions / experiences on this?

ayyy my name is in that video

i always meditate on trains. enjoy it, great efficiency

Big JAN is S Tier. his shaktipats were basically like mini 5meo trips (RIP)

@Razard86 very interesting, this is also my excact interpretation so far. So at the highest level the two merge as one? So far I would say i've mainly experienced them seperately, but they both carry aspects of eachother - Love inherintly contains Goodness and Goodness inherintly contains love

i can recommend practicing authentic relating, attending tantra / consciousness festivals. it is possible to socialize almost without any fakery or facade, you just need the right community

oh yes ive seen the matrix grid as well.

Incredible UFO video i just stumbled upon - 1964 UFO taking down a missile. This seems to be the real deal. its manuvouring is mesmerizing, I love how it absolutley shits upon the laws of physics: https://www.instagram.com/p/DZBPUcUyjlW/

my guess its because of the massive immigration issues in sweden, gangs are using minors to commit serious crimes because they cant go to jail

I dont know, you should watch some of his lectures, he seem pretty damn realized to me. I dont think he cares about the word. He uses it as a rebellion against modern day religion, rejecting their external, manmade "God". I find his way of using the word quite appropiate in light of this agenda

@Leo Gura i wanna point out that your recent blog post about Osho; hes talking about the concept of God in a religious sense (i've seen the entire clip). He very much affirms that God exists as Consciousness, Existence itself - but he rejects the word "god" because of the connotations the word carries. edit; couldnt find the excact original clip, but heres another where he basically says the same thing:

Love is pure Will to exist

and also all relative practical mundane phenomena as well. it literally solves everything

Hahahahah

i also started having what feels like glimpses of actually physically dying. it seems like a very smooth non-frightening process if you dont resist

not to degrade your experience, but this is an intermediary realization - i point this out because i was stuck in the same realization for years, and clinging to the idea of reality being but the escape of an infinitely bored, lonely god, is such a pity and depressing outlook on reality - when what it really is, is Absolute Good, Absolute Love, absolute Miracle

i could never have imagined reality would be so motherfucking trippy before i started all this spirituality hahahah

best movie of all time btw

the only appropriate response tbf

God is Pure Love - that can never be hell because that is not Pure Love. Its just Pure Love and thats the reason for all of creation

first i wanna say that kundalini style dissolutions of self are on a completely different level than the (mostly) gradual dissolution through meditation and spiritual practice it is a question thats hard to answer, because who should pursue spirituality? ive pondered that question alot myself. my point was simply that i suggest not to actively engage in kundalini stimulation before you are way down the path

Kundalini awakening is the absolute point of no return of the spiritual path. It is the most spontaneous, rapid and dramatic transformation of body, energies and mind an individual can go through. It is when spirituality stop being fun and games. It is when spirituality violently demands to be the absolute and sole focus of your life. Because of this, if one is not prepared for this change, if one is not prepared to sacrifice and let go of absolutley everything - your mom, your friends, your passions, even your spiritual gurus and ideas - i can easily see how kundalini awakening can ruin lives. Therefore I do not promote pursuing kundalini awakening unless you are a serious spiritual practicioner with years of experience. With that said, I have found that kundalini by far is the most efficient method for increasing baseline consciousness - and achieving sober, non-psychedelic induced mystical states. Kundalini works on three levels that increase baseline consciousness; dissolution of conceptual projections onto reality, dissolution of self-identity and dissolution of trauma / energetic blockages. For me, conceptual projections onto reality distinguished itself from the other two forms of dissolution, in that it was a one-time very dramatic shift that occurred, into a temporary heightened state, which left my baseline perception of reality altered dramatically afterwards. I have few words to describe this other than it was a sober-psychedelic experience. I mention this mostly to make people aware of the possibility of actual sober-psychedelic states. I had had 10-15 major trauma dissolutions prior to my kundalini awakening -and experienced 500+ major dissolutions within a matter of 1-2 weeks post kundalini awakening. Trauma dissolution usually happens through conscious and deliberately identifying, feeling and releasing stuck emotions (or thought patterns). The kundalini acts by taking charge of this process, making it a spontaneous event, where trauma is automatically identified and released. Dissolution of self-identity also happens through the trauma dissolutions, hence the two are very closely linked. However I think dissolution of self-identity deserves a mention, since this can invoke some frightening experiences. it i face to face with your own self-image, or the feeling of yourself. It can take many shapes. You will recognize what you perceive yourself to be - and you will see whatever that is, shatter into a thousand pieces. This can be frightening to the unprepared, since it feels like going away or dying. In my experience, these three levels of dissolution are the bedrock and purpose of all spiritual practice. It is because of this, that once Kundalini is awakened, you're on the highway to healthier states of consciousness and well being. What is the prize for going through this seemingly traumatic and frightening process? The prize is life itself. Peace of mind and Love.

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@James123 so theres a You which is not identical to everything else

yea 100% agree. most westerners have an overstimulated third eye, since we're taught to live through THINKING. we live in the mind chakras are awesome