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omfg drop it already. im so ready for a new episode

i loved the part where he described his liquid shit stains on his carpet

i love that robe tbh the lady interviewer is so comfortable

dude chill thats agent mulder you are talking about

@Butters well the first time i felt activity in my heart chakra was through regular 91% dark chocolate - but i cannot stress how big a difference there is between even 100% cacao and ceremonial grade cacao. so definetely go for the ceremonial - i drink it every day. super healthy for the body as well

ceremonial cacao is insanely effective for heart activation. also mdma / sassafras

beautiful. i view the point of life as becoming ever more conscious of the infinite miracle that it is

i actually just tried it yesterday on MDMA. an absolutley glorious experience, i have no regrets even through i usually never watch porn. i cant think of anything that captivates the mind the same way porn does. so beautiful experience, however yes, it is extremely corrupting if you make a habit of it

hahahahah this is the most relateable trip report i ever read. related to literally every bit of it. i also love you threw some porn in the mix, i might have to try that next time lol. I however find that watching porn takes a toll on my energetic system so i try to stay clear of it yes at that state of consciousness your name becamese literally just a random noise

up-beat post HURRARY

@cetus thank you, this is quality feedback. Well my topic is the epistemology of psychedelic experiential insights, so I'll have a hard time leaving psychedelics entirely out of the picture Basically im mapping the phenomonology of Chris Baches' psychedelic experiences and arguing for its epistemic validity contrasted with Daniel Dennetts' naturalism

what university you attending?

@Inliytened1 it is absolutley unconceivable to me how someone can deny the existence of consciousness. and these academics are supposed to be the frontier of truth seeking in the modern world

I'm in the midst of writing my writing my finishing university project, and i've long been wanting to make a post about the absolutley insanely low degree of consciousness of academic philosophy My project is a first hand report of Chris Baches' LSD and the mind of the universe. im contrasting it with daniel Dennets' materialism - and now I realize that there is a pretty wide consensus among academic philosophers, that qualia, subjective experience or actual Consciousness, does not exist? Like what the Fuck? How can this be real? This guy Dennet is supposedly highly regarded within academia, but he seemingly dismisses Consciousness as an illusion, since it does not appear to have a mechanistic function, which is a necessity for his materialistic mechanistic world view. Consciousness which is literally the only thing that absolutley non-disputabley exists. Academic philosophy stands tall for me, as a symbol of the limits of intellectual rationality. The amount of over complexified conceptual models philosophers make to no use, about absolutley ridicolus and useless topics. Also; Do you have any nice ideas / input / arguments against materialism / FOR psychedelic idealism on how i might contrast psychedelic insights with materialism? I've made a complete account of Chris Baches' psychedelic excursions, basically Leos world view, and I'm now about to contrast it with Dennets' materialism. Input would be very appreciated <3

Yes! Your perspective always resonated with me, and I thought of it immidiately afterwards. This also answers the question of buddhist terms like dependent origination, cessation, all that crap, which has also puzzled me. I also remember you specifically using the word "halleluja", which literally just is the description that comes to mind. Its the absolut best word to describe it. Thank you for your inputs throught my time on the forum! thanks so much for your comment, i really felt it <3 I actually have used bufo numerous times, I have however never had an actual breakthrough on it. For some weird reason, aya goes all the way for me. By far my favorite medicine at this point. Hmm. I dont know honestly. interesting question, I'm reflecting on it. Yes! what it required was the total acceptance of all of my deepest fears! Thats literally what happened. I was put through the test of Loving all of my absolutley deepest fears, which are the ones I described in the post. When you was able to do that, you are able to love absolutley everything. And then my Love fixed upon my consciousness. And thats when it happened it makes me so happy describing this stuff and thinking about it! <3 i think i will incorporate that part in my post About meditation; i've meditated properly around 2000 thousand hours at this point, and.... I mean the realization is literally the most simple thing in the world, and it is literally always present. it is so much closer than you would ever think. But I dont think i can answer this question I dont know yet! Thats what the coming time will tell! These days im faring my way through everyday life as I usually do; my strategy is to notice the things in my everyday life that is not alligned with my intuition and Love, and get rid of them One thing i can say is that im feeling super called to working more with Ayahuasca, maybe as a facilitator at some point Thank you so much for your respons, I really enjoyed reflecting on your questions <3 Never stop going for the realization; nothing has value compared to it!